Oh Baby....
It'll be ok. I know it doesn't feel like that right now, but I assure you, there's a moment in your future when you'll look back on this "disaster" and say
"That was the best thing that could have happened."
Trust me on this. Take a day or two to catch your breath. Work out a plan to be more stealthy and replant. You know you can't stop growing, so face that, regroup and start again, using what you've learned to improve the setup.
And give hubby a hug from me. I know from experience what it feels like to be the person with the loose lips. Not a good feeling at all, so a little reassurance that this will be a good thing in the end will go a long way to assaugaging that sense of dread he must have stomping around in his brain right now.
Joyful anticipation. Go there instead. In a few months it'll all be over and you'll be getting ready to harvest again. Start small until your comfort levels return. Deliberately refuse to be frustrated. Be hopeful. We're here for you Birdie.
It'll be ok. I know it doesn't feel like that right now, but I assure you, there's a moment in your future when you'll look back on this "disaster" and say
"That was the best thing that could have happened."
Trust me on this. Take a day or two to catch your breath. Work out a plan to be more stealthy and replant. You know you can't stop growing, so face that, regroup and start again, using what you've learned to improve the setup.
And give hubby a hug from me. I know from experience what it feels like to be the person with the loose lips. Not a good feeling at all, so a little reassurance that this will be a good thing in the end will go a long way to assaugaging that sense of dread he must have stomping around in his brain right now.
Joyful anticipation. Go there instead. In a few months it'll all be over and you'll be getting ready to harvest again. Start small until your comfort levels return. Deliberately refuse to be frustrated. Be hopeful. We're here for you Birdie.
Agreed ! Lay low! In my state they give you 5-25 years for growing! Anything more than a few joints is enough to get you prison time here! Indeed , you may even do a shorter stretch in the county lockup or state prison up to 2-3 years for a few joints! If you suspect the goons have a line on you here, you best get clean! If they do a search warrant they will find what ever you have, in most likelihood ,regardless of stealth! They will tear your place apart once they start a search until they find something! They will take everything out of closets, from under the house , in the attic and look for signs of recent burial, wall repairs, etc. They will pull apart mated pairs of socks in your sock drawer! Open all books in your house, read every piece of paper! They will take the seats out of your car and stick their fingers up your anus! Minor children will be made wards of the state! Your home may be confiscated and sold at auction. You probably would end up losing it anyway, what with the legal fees ,fines and you and your spouse locked up for years! If they find nothing (and don't plant something on you!) don't expect a sincere apology and certainly no help repairing or cleaning up the mess/damages! That's the way of it here! Please be careful in the police states! If you get old and stubborn like me, I would probably not go without a fight and likely will die before prison and destitution! Better to avoid if possible! Then on the other hand it might be ok for a retirement plan, a bed, meals and even a little health care, that might be more than I can manage on SS after my savings are gone!
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