everything ok with you weasel ? this too shall pass
Things are fine. Thank you! This is just the upcoming battle in a somewhat epic struggle in my life that's been going on for well over a decade now. I have mixed feelings about mentioning shitstorms, but just don't feel like I'm being honest if I don't bring it to light a little. It's part of processing things and then moving forward. I find that it is a lot of work glossing things over, I'm just not skilled at it, and (I imagine) it takes more and more layers of gloss if I start down that path. I just feel much more comfortable and grounded if I note the presence of the shitstorm before proceeding to talk about unrelated stuff.
Sometimes you walk into a room and there's an especially nasty elephant in the corner. I'll always be the one to say 'Hey, look. An elephant!' I notice that some people don't like it when you say that stuff, but it just seems better to me somehow.
Not much going on in the grow these days anyway. Annoying gremlins and mysterious forces of rot and stagnation seem to be trying to gain a foothold and the plant collection is shrinking. No biggie- this is always the way it goes- it can't be up without the occasional down, for reference.
I bought two new brands of cheap hps sunglasses for flower-room viewing and photography. I was going to write up a review of them like I did with the last pair I bought- but so far they both seem equally crappy for photography purposes so I haven't bothered. I'll run a few more photos through both of them though, to confirm their crappiness, when I get time.
Furthermore- my plants were subjected to a lot of silly mistakes and torture last week and aren't looking too great anyway, with or without good sunglasses on.
I couldn't find a branch in the veg room long enough to safely bend down into the pot to try out my rooting experiment with.
Clones still not rooting...
To break this uninspiring lull, I am considering sprouting up some new seeds. I'll have to get something going here pretty quick or I'm going to have an empty flowering room after next harvest.
I think one insight I gained from the solo cup grow- using perlite and coco, is that my growing medium is fairly crappy. Mainly I think it needs better drainage. I would love to be adding a bunch of perlite to the sunshine mix but the only perlite I can get here is in tiny little bags and quite expensive. Maybe I'll have to break down and order a big bag or two by mail. For some reason it always seems wrong to me to order a ginormous fluffy bag of perlite through the mail. Not sure what my concern is with it though- I haven't even checked shipping rates- it's probably a non-issue.