Hey Weaselcracker it was indeed the Dark Devil auto bud that I posted, I was in a real need to share as my closest smoking friends that I could relax with were 60 miles away and it was 420 (ish) after all. I feel you on the spiritual slump as I've been pretty much the same myself this past month or so, kind of feeling directionless and there being something not quite right with the world that I cannot put my finger on. For me though it may have well been a sickness coming upon me as I have been ill both physically and mentally this past week but today is an improvement. Terrible to hear that you were considering shutting down the journal and I'm relieved that you not only decided to continue, but that you decided to post too as I had just come here straight after visiting one of the places I really dislike visiting here, but needs were must. It was good to come and have a read of some reasonable thoughts whether positive or negative rather than the malignant way of thinking I see over there, posts with negative intent towards people purposefully really get to me grrrr. Anyway thanks for being here! Apologies for me offloading too, I'll move on with my post now, kind of got sidetracked there lol.
So, poor cheesy and Hexapus, both put out to pasture before their time. I'm pretty sure that won't last forever though as you will hear the whispers on the wind calling you back for another attempt. I'm sure you will have that moment of inspiration and crack it as if it had never been a problem when you do too.
As for my journal the only thing holding me back apart from my latest funk has been getting everything together so that I'm happy with it. I currently have my last DDA drying in the flower tent and I have a fair selection going in my new veg tent, in fairness today is the first day I've been raring to go, maybe the moon phase affects men as well as women but I'll be fooked if I'm going telling anyone it was my time of the month the past couple of weeks
Anyway just as soon as this DDA is done I shall be up and running although I may wait another week or two before flipping yet another Incredible Bulk into flower. I love the ease of growth and hardiness of the plant plus it's a fine smoke, I'm just missing the challenge of not knowing a strain and its needs so that I can fk up in spectacular fashion. Soon though, very soon
All the best mate and if there are any mistakes it's because I'm using my phone to post atm. Sending some positive energy over the pond to you all