Another beautiful day in the garden of SweetSue... I'm working on my list of strains so I can research those terpenes.
Also, a little secret I will share with you about my number of posts.
I have been reporting spambots like crazy and that is how my posts increase. Believe it or not, I use spambots as a brain game. I'll explain; when having this disease, I lost my mind filters and became very impulsive, not taking the time to judge what is right and what is wrong. I have become someone who speaks her mind, a little too much...lol.
So to help my brain decipher between good and bad, I scroll through the threads as a I read, they represent good, then I see a spambot, report it, and that represents bad. It is training my brain to think before I act while focusing on the task at hand. It's a little thing, but I've been doing this since Oct 2016 and it's had an impact on my impulsivity. In the meantime, I end up contributing to this beautiful site that makes me feel important. Pretty weird eh? The things I'll do to retrain my brain is so unorthodox but works in every way possible.
Anyways, I'm in bed resting today from the big last week. Just wanted to say your garden is looking fresh and colourful dawling...lol.
Also, a little secret I will share with you about my number of posts.
I have been reporting spambots like crazy and that is how my posts increase. Believe it or not, I use spambots as a brain game. I'll explain; when having this disease, I lost my mind filters and became very impulsive, not taking the time to judge what is right and what is wrong. I have become someone who speaks her mind, a little too much...lol.
So to help my brain decipher between good and bad, I scroll through the threads as a I read, they represent good, then I see a spambot, report it, and that represents bad. It is training my brain to think before I act while focusing on the task at hand. It's a little thing, but I've been doing this since Oct 2016 and it's had an impact on my impulsivity. In the meantime, I end up contributing to this beautiful site that makes me feel important. Pretty weird eh? The things I'll do to retrain my brain is so unorthodox but works in every way possible.
Anyways, I'm in bed resting today from the big last week. Just wanted to say your garden is looking fresh and colourful dawling...lol.