This actually relates to something I was going to ask - using my hemp CBD in between my cannabis oil. I mean - I've been assured over and over and OVER that the hemp CBD, in particular, reacts with NOTHING. This was assured to me many times by the manufacturer, by my vet, and by a second vet, because my dog is on several medications and has had a few procedures where she stayed on the hemp cbd the whole time. Theoretically, the cannabis reacts with nothing, either, right?
I'm assuming it might be fine?
I ask because this cannabis actually makes me feel kind of extra alert but not anxious or panicky. What is ringing in my head is him telling me that I will feel what I need to feel in order to begin healing, and being alert while not panicking is probably exactly what I need. It is interesting, actually. I feel like I should start having symptoms of panic, but the panic isn't there. I'm guessing this is how I used to feel in the past - like a normal, functioning human. And it feels so WEIRD
. For the last several years, I am usually either in panic mode or brain dead mode. But, right now, I need more pain relief but cannot take more of the cannabis.
The hemp made me feel very heavy and groggy and that sounds kind of nice right now. Man, am I hard to please.
I guess I had high hopes that I'd LOOOOVE the way I feel on this stuff. I know now it isn't that simple. And I am going to give this time and NOT give up, as is my MO when something doesn't feel perfect right away.
My practitioner is out of town all month - that's why we decided to do the phone consult so quickly, so I'm on my own with what I have until the new year.