Usually I feel hyper aware to a detriment, but I suppose I'll take it when it serves me well
. Thanks so much for your support.
I'm happy with the way this makes me feel.
My caregiver definitely understands the feeling better. Our entire first conversation was about that very thing - the same thing you were telling me. Just keep adjusting the dose until I feel GOOD all of the time. Which is why I liked him
You guys pretty much agreed.
I was wanting to go as high as possible with the CBD to see what I could tolerate IF adding a bit of the old formula felt uncomfortable again. More of a personal experiment. He said to make sure to take as much CBD with the 1:1 as I need to feel good, as it should counteract anything negative I felt from it. He told me to start low. But low for him is very high for me.
I'm going to enjoy this for a bit before I add the other, though AND my increases will be tiny, tiny. As soon as I feel too much, I'll go back down.
What heartens me a lot is that the amount of CBD I need to take to counteract the anxiety isn't enough to make me want to just sleep. I mean, I LOVE sleep, but I know that I can be anxiety-free AND awake at the same time. Which is a good tool to have for life, I think
I AM still quite lethargic. Cutting out the coffee plus learning to run on real energy and not anxiety is going to take awhile. My brain is pretty noodly. You'd think that the tiny amount of caffeine I was using wouldn't matter so much - but it was enough to cause reactions. Plus, when I can add the THC, that should make me more alert, too. I think?
I'm so happy that you are really diving deep into learning. What a great gift you're giving us all!