Gooooood morning everyone!
All is good in Spirits hood
Flower box looks happy and the CBD euphoria looks like her first night of 12/12 did her good.
The clones are really clones are really close to boosting some roots out... and even my Avocado seed seems to be having a blast.
Just cant wait for the Brooky to break soil
Is everyone having a decent weekend celebration?
I was til I lost my cool on way home form
Date night with the wife some dude or girl person behind us was ridin wife ass she was flipping out I told her to relax let him hit her. Following to close . His fault .
Then she lost it on me was like really ?
Then he passed and she starts to lay on the pedal and say let’s see how he likes it?
I said no stop Erin forget about it this road rage she has is going to get her in an accident one day .
As a truckr by trade and I spend lots of time on the road we have to learn to move on from bad drivers . Hey I’ve done what she has done but worse . Long story. Let’s say I ate my steer long shell on tow truck due llde big big boy. Scared maybe a bit dumb enough to prove my point yup me.
He jammed breaks after cutting me off smirking at me and literally instigating me for no reason I swear .
I was like fuck this dude and as going around on on ramp to busy 401 hwy series in Canada google it. Nightmare .
I always say you don’t live it you survive it driving on it that is.
Anyways he slams breaks I hit my face off steering wheel and lunch box flys . Should have saw it coming but I was so pissed off ready to get out kick his knee out or but shot this gym head dick.
So we merge on to hwy and I catch up to him he is in right lane I had to get last thing in grabbed a full water bottle rolled pass window down his window driver side down .
I called him a ducking goof and said to pull over big tough guy.
He smirked at me and I whipped as hard as I could and watched it it him . Then I turned and left .
This guy got the better of me . But if you were there you guys probably would have killed this idiot .
Anyways long story but point is over the years I’ve realized it ain’t worth it .
Someone pisses you off just try to shake it off as best as you can and think of something positive. Hard not easy thing to do trust me still trying to perfect it .
So yeah now I haven’t talked to wife since Thursday night came home and threw a temper tantrum one would say . Problem
Is my anger gets to a certain point and I hate feeling those feeling I get even more mad and bang black out it was bad here .
Now I got to go to a party tonight where townold co workers o can’t stand are going to be there but I want to see my bosses baby girl. So taking it for the team.
So good weekend meh.
Maybe it gets better
Oh I did sit at the water that night I fought had few brews too and wanted to drive my car into the lake ice lock Doors , the end .
Nope instead I drank a beer and tried to find the leaf game .
Only had the one beer in car still shouldn’t have but anger and rad buzzed already from previous beers that night .
I hate anger , I hate sadness .
Okay I need to a coffee wife just told me last night my dog Mya are half a bag of pastcheios the nuts well this morning I come down stairs and two running poops with full shells and all she sat by the gate in kitchen so she was tellling me she tried .
I want mad at her just disappointed as try to teach her no eat of living room table.
Well she leaned her lesson now I bet.
Going to take her for a walk as that helps her stool movements and see if I can get her to get rid of anything else .
Okay joe shut up let someone else talk.