I don't like to sit around
lol.
I was diagnosed with a mild form of autism and a few other "oddities " if u will lol.
I disagree with the diagnosis however they did call it very mild. To me it seems normal as you'd imagine I suppose lol.
If I sit too long I get very anxious almost paranoid inexplicably and its because I think about numbers and statistics all the time if I'm not busy. I realize the odds of life ending at a moments notice and the likelihood of most scenarios being successful or not, I think about the money I need to do what I feel I am meant to. And I start stressing. "Why the fuck am.I sitting here I am awake and there's still day left I should be working or learning. This has kinda lead me trichs being spread about a micron thin but a strong indica (u wanna see crazy send me a nug of equatorial sativa) and a plethora of hobbies has me feeling very content.
There diagnosis was based on neurological testing and thought process exercises that concluded I have an odd ability to finding alternative often more efficient means to acquire the same solution to various problems. I am not "socially inept" nor do I display any of the "classic" symptoms, I just have an over analytical mind that has this almost primal need to understand anything that catches my interest to the fullest possible extent.
"The secret to being good at everything you do, is to not do that which you do not fully understand "-probably some smart Guy before me but ill take credit lol