Well damn!! Looks like it's just "football" this fall!! I can't express how much I despise the backwards ass laws where I live. In retrospect, I panicked a bit last night, I'll admit, and acted prematurely in hindsight, & out of extreme fear of losing my children to foster care while their parents go to jail for growing their own medication...in extremely small amounts I might add!! So freaking pissed right now, but I know in my heart it was .....without a doubt the right decision.
So, I walk to the door last night, to turn off porch lights, and I see 3 cars (fuzz) in front of house....as they're getting out of cars, I ran to bust everything down in the dark, quietly as I can, without having a stroke, heart bottomed into my stomach, imagining my kids seeing this go down, scared what's going to happen to them, losing my whole life, wife, kids , dogs, house.....then, as soon , and DAMNIT....I mean as soon as I walk my drenched in sweat, heart attack having, pooped my pants feeling, knot in stomach, throat closed up feeling ass inside and walk to front door, I see these 3 mf's get in cars & drive away!!! Again.....really?????? I guess it's not meant to be for me. Not whining....well maybe a little....but man.....pretty bummed right now. Another time....another place. I know I should, and I am, very thankful to not be in jail, but it does really suck.
You guys are awesome, & thanks for your tagging along with me thus far, and for all your kind remarks, wisdom, advice, friendship, and for making this site a great safe haven for us all to enjoy. Guess I'll have to hold the clipboard again. One day!! I'll keep checking in on you guys' threads and have a great life you people.