So my grow buddy was over yesterday for dinner and we laid cards on table about next steps.
Im going to cut down somewhere around 5, the Purple punch x2, Wedding Cake x 1, and 1 off the Blueberry. Just to ensure the lines continue between us.
The rest other than the reg male will go.
Big girls will go as outdoors. I say both, I have yet to decide 100%, but Im like 85% sure I'll let the WC go too.
I think in bigger shoes they will go ok judging by their stems and structure.
Ill sex the 3 front ones when they show after they leave.
The three at back and back left will stay.
Yesterday was an exciting day. I remembered a long ago friend advising me about my tendency towards a scarcity mentality.
She advised a reframe, of abundance. Yesterday I committed to that ideal internally. Thats where my decision to change my growing galvanised, was made clear what needed to happen. Not scarcity that lead me to think more is better.
Drove 3.5 hours to see a friend for an hour then 3.5 hours home. Just to see the face and voice of someone whom Ive connected with from when I was a kid.
I had to make time. Because I hadn't for so long. I want to take that energy and ideal into everything I do.
I stopped here for a moment for myself. To recharge the soul.
Today is another adventure.