Good morning Dani,
I enjoy reading your journal and like to hear the opinions of others even if I don't agree or if that opinion stings me a little. I am socially awkward sometimes, and I didn't even know it. Kinda like that entertainer that everyone tells to smile and he responds back that he
was smiling.
I too am a little apprehensive about contest/competition. I voted for the first time this month. I didn't know if it was customary to vote for oneself,
I accidentally voted for an entry when I was still going through the entrants and couldn't change it.
I guess it's like a lot of things for me, I may not be too thrilled about it, but others are, and it's not all about me.
I too am opinionated about many things, and have to remember that in most cases, nobody cares what I think so I must try to remember that. I have a hard time backing down when I think/know that I'm right or in the right.
That being said, I think I will enter contest, when I have something worth putting out, and I will check them out and try to make voting decisions. It's even harder when the entrants in a category seem very dissimilar, soil/hydro, veg/flower, inside/outside.
I enjoy being on the forum and have found the members here as a whole are very friendly. I had to build up my grow area over time and I'm retired now. So, I'll just enjoy my grows and the fruits thereof and try and remember my blessings.