The Perpetual Healing Garden - SweetSue's Joyful Return

Heirloom said:
Oh yeah, baby pigs. They were born last week. What a nitemare that was that I left for others to deal with. Momma went berserk and tried killing the babies. Never let them nurse. They've been bottle fed since birth. Of the 11 born alive, only 6 remain. I won't be doing this again, and won't be raising livestock anymore. I have to completely restructure my world in order to eventually get by on my own.

I do have a new kitten though. I'm warm and fairly motionless, a perfect sleep mate.

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You're here for something you don't understand at the moment, but you're intuitive enough to know I'm right. This sucks big time, but I'm telling you now, in five years you'll look back and say "Best thing that could've happened." Yes, I know how crazy that sounds. :kisstwo:

I'm so glad you have a kitten. :Love: How exciting about the DDAs !!! Something to pursue both as you heal and following. Heal, my miraculous friend. Obviously the cosmos has some plan for you.

OMG, I'm so glad you survived. :hugs:
 
SweetSue said:
You're here for something you don't understand at the moment, but you're intuitive enough to know I'm right. This sucks big time, but I'm telling you now, in five years you'll look back and say "Best thing that could've happened." Yes, I know how crazy that sounds. :kisstwo:

I'm so glad you have a kitten. :Love: How exciting about the DDAs !!! Something to pursue both as you heal and following. Heal, my miraculous friend. Obviously the cosmos has some plan for you.

OMG, I'm so glad you survived. :hugs:
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I could not agree more!!!! In my personal experience, every thing that has happened to me, I can look back on and say "ah ha!!! Now I understand".

I learned many years ago the meaning of being "a grateful alcoholic". That was a term I heard in the rooms of AA. I did not get it at first, but what it means, is that everything that I went through made me the person I am now. If I wasn't a drunk, I would not have met my wife (we met in AA meetings) and I would have nothing that I have now.

PS. We want kitten pics when you can!!! I love kittens!!! :circle-of-love::peace:
 
supergroomer said:
I could not agree more!!!! In my personal experience, every thing that has happened to me, I can look back on and say "ah ha!!! Now I understand".

I learned many years ago the meaning of being "a grateful alcoholic". That was a term I heard in the rooms of AA. I did not get it at first, but what it means, is that everything that I went through made me the person I am now. If I wasn't a drunk, I would not have met my wife (we met in AA meetings) and I would have nothing that I have now.

PS. We want kitten pics when you can!!! I love kittens!!! :circle-of-love::peace:
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Yeah, I'm familiar with the grateful concept. How many times does one have to look back on a tragedy or hard time in their lives before they get to so say 'enough already, I feel like I'm being picked on. I am FULL of grate...please stop.'? How many times can you get plowed under and be grateful?

Sorry, I'm tired and head is starting to hurt. Gonna rest now.

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Heirloom said:
Yeah, I'm familiar with the grateful concept. How many times does one have to look back on a tragedy or hard time in their lives before they get to so say 'enough already, I feel like I'm being picked on. I am FULL of grate...please stop.'? How many times can you get plowed under and be grateful?

Sorry, I'm tired and head is starting to hurt. Gonna rest now.

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We hear you. We know. :hugs::hugs::hugs:
 
Heirloom said:
Yeah, I'm familiar with the grateful concept. How many times does one have to look back on a tragedy or hard time in their lives before they get to so say 'enough already, I feel like I'm being picked on. I am FULL of grate...please stop.'? How many times can you get plowed under and be grateful?

Sorry, I'm tired and head is starting to hurt. Gonna rest now.

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:circle-of-love:
 
Heirloom said:
I can't rest. All I want is to be with my girls. Next best thing is here. I'm bleary eyed, but home.

Made myself chuckle a bit ago. If I had known what I was up against in this life, I would have chosen the no-till life method.
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:laughtwo: When I can make myself laugh in the mist of the tears, I know I'll survive. Heirloom..... I know we're separated by geography, but I'm right there beside you every step of the way. You can scream in my direction any day. Laughter is in great supply on this site. During my darkest hours I roamed these streets like a ghost until someone made me laugh so hard my sides hurt. They, you, saved me from myself.

It never took me very long. :laughtwo: Stoners know how to laugh. These happy stoners have it down to an art form.
 
Typed for twelve hours straight today, like a woman possessed. I should have the cannabis dosing thread up and running tomorrow, so it was all worth it. I had to treat myself out to dinner, since I neglected to remember to eat :straightface: and then worked at the table over the meal. :laughtwo:

I have to say, I didn't work this hard when I was employed. Labor of love guys. Labor of love. :Love:

I had all three doses today. The first and last were Dark Devil Auto, a guaranteed one hit to feel something. Drat! Lol! The middle dose, at 5PM I went with some sugar leaves from the Med GOM 1.0 because by then I had some serious upper back discomfort from sitting on the floor typing for hours on end and wanted to see if the CBD would have any effect on the pain. It took three small hits to feel a smidgen of effect.

13.5 hours and counting!!!

Think I'll treat myself to some ice cream. :)

Oh!! My update. :laughtwo: Hold off on that ice cream girl.
 
Daily Update: Saturday, June 4, 2016

A short and sweet one today. I still have work to get done.

Starting in the flowering tent and OMG, does it smell good in here. :drool:

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CBD Critical Mass (Day 115, flip + 32, CATs + 3) This is the girl that really smells up the tent. Good grief, she's a fragrant one. Delicious!

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Zamaldelica (Day 19) Hanging in there. It looks like she might almost be ready to get started going vertical and putting on some bulk. I mean, she's at 19 days already!

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CBD Critical Cure (Day 115, flip + 50, CATs + 18) She's impressive, eh? Yeah, stunning is a better descriptor when you're up close and personal. Although her pistils are changing she's not slowing down at all.

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The clones. Not looking so good today, but still alive. No roots that I could see.

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DDA2 (Day 53)

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A peek into the veg tent.

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In my crowded veg tent, I may have to either raise the lights or take the no-tills off the SWICKs, or both. Should have purchased taller tents. :laughtwo: I was not anticipating winning these killer lights.

Strawberry Blue (Day 53), Shiva Shanti ll (Day 32), Crossroads (Day 39), Bubba Kush (Day 52), Carnival (Day 48), Super Cheese (Day 39)

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Here's the identification guide from two days ago.

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That's it for tonight. I still have a bit more typing to get out of the way. I'll be seeing you all tomorrow. Thanks for being there for Heirloom today guys. :circle-of-love:

 
Mr Am4zin said:
Morning Sue :hugs: :Love: :hugs:
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Morning Mr Am4zin. Lovely day, eh? Thanks. :passitleft:

I'll be tackling that opioid thread right after I get through the CannaBudwig mess on Cajun's thread, so look for it this week. I haven't decided if I want to include it in the dosing thread or let that one stand on its own. Any thoughts on that?
 
Coloradokid19 said:
Wow all of your girls are looking wonderful Sue. I'm hoping that my girls will grow up big and strong and look like that someday.


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Why thanks Coloradokid. :hugs: You grow with us. We don't let many grows fall between the cracks, so your chances look good. I'll try to swing by soon and check yours out. Do you have many companions yet?
 
Good morning everyone. :Love:

I'm trying to hold out for the final three hours guys. :laughtwo: My first thought this morning was "Would it matter if I stopped the protocol just a few hours ahead of time? After all, it is Sunday."

:laughtwo: Good grief this was rough to get through. Lol! By that logic it was Sunday when I went to bed. Haha. Just three hours to go. I'm going to stick it out till noon. I want the full effect, not some "almost there".
 
SweetSue said:
Morning Mr Am4zin. Lovely day, eh? Thanks. :passitleft:

I'll be tackling that opioid thread right after I get through the CannaBudwig mess on Cajun's thread, so look for it this week. I haven't decided if I want to include it in the dosing thread or let that one stand on its own. Any thoughts on that?
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It's a beautiful day here today, 80f and clear blue sky's.
I would let the opioid thread stand on its own, More likely to hit a wider audience and easier to find.
 
Mr Am4zin said:
It's a beautiful day here today, 80f and clear blue sky's.
I would let the opioid thread stand on its own, More likely to hit a wider audience and easier to find.
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Thank you, that was my thought. It's such an important one, I don't want the message lost in any way.

We have cloudy and moist, but the cool breeze off the river feels delightful. My third-story, unobstructed view of the valley picks up those breezes. There're birds singing outside my window and I only have 1.5 hours to go until I can get high. :laughtwo:
 
SweetSue said:
Why thanks Coloradokid. :hugs: You grow with us. We don't let many grows fall between the cracks, so your chances look good. I'll try to swing by soon and check yours out. Do you have many companions yet?
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I guess you can say I'm getting there. Each day that I am on here I seem to meet another exciting person or two! On another note, I don't plan on letting my grow fall through the cracks either lol.. I have no doubt that ill have a successful first journal, even if there are some bump along the way.
 
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