I've been learning so much. It's quite overwhelming seeing so many different techniques used, but all methods seem to have their time and place. I just need to learn when to implement the appropriate ones. Trial and error!
It's funny you mention his behaviour. When my mind used to get so out of control and I couldn't cancel the noise, I used to play heavy metal. The sort where you can't make the words out. The sheer craziness and intensity of the sounds overrides what's going on in your head. So it stops the pressure so to speak. But depending on what's going on in your life and experiences you're having, you never really know what to expect. There are so many variables. The medication only exacerbates the problem. It is pure poison. I'm so glad to be off it.
I have some odd twitches, but I'm not sure whether that's me or caused by prolonged use of medication. My eyes don't develop tears properly so I am forever using eye drops and I'm sure there are heaps of other things that go on that just seem normal to me because they're a daily occurrence.
I too would love to head down the path you're taking and focus on extraction methods and growing high CBD strains. I've seen a few seed banks selling CBD strains as high as 8%. But having never used them before, I don't know if they're right for me.
Cannabis is wonderful. When I'm so amplified I can't sleep (I'm talking days here) this plant has allowed me to sleep. Until last week I hadn't slept without medication for near 7 years! Technically I am still using medicine, but stuff that won't slowly kill me! I'm still working out which strains work best for me. It's very hard here because you don't know what you're getting. That's all changing now that I'm doing it myself. I have been able to get white widow, blue cheese and a couple of other indica varieties and I did get some juicy fruit. The sativas are a whole different ball game. The juicy fruit had me bouncing off the walls!
When I see what works for me I will ensure that I pass it on to you so it can help you with your daughter. Anxiety isn't fun. I was getting it for years before I was diagnosed. Even to the point where I had to pull my car over at times and throw up. But I was young and I didn't know anything about mental illness. I thought the seriously painful stomach cramps and nausea was just my body's way of telling me I was hungry!
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Just playing catch up over here!
It'll take me a while to get the hang of it. It would've been a more useful training tool if I'd used it earlier. 
My first plant so heavy with trichomes that she had to be staked. 
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community welcomes you too. I'm so honored that you made the effort to peruse the back pages. The number of pages can be intimidating. 
I'm not enjoying this. I must consider breaking this fast at least twice in every passing minute. I'm wandering aimlessly through the apartment like a lost waif. It's pathetic. I need to lose myself in some study project, but I can't seem to focus.
