The Mars Hydro FC4800, Prescription Blend And Weed Seeds Express 3x Sponsored Grow: The Amazon Pt I: A Flowering Paradise

[Krissi Carbone]

Yeah - launching yourself at inanimate objects is counterproductive

I mean...lineman launch themselves at inanimate objects training all the time

 

[mikelogan]

Anyways, back to you C! Hope all is well! I definitely have my selection when I want to smoke and yes, they are all of great medicinal quality. Certainly helps with a varietal of issues from anxiety and insomnia to depression and joint pain.

As for insomnia, stuff like generic modalert can help. I've got both anxiety and insomnia, a lucky one.

 

[StoneOtter]

Maybe if the lamp is a plug in one, put a timer on it that will only let it turn on when the tent lights are on? Stubborn has to be controlled.

 

[Krissi Carbone]

As for insomnia, stuff like generic modalert can help. I've got both anxiety and insomnia, a lucky one.

Hey there Mike...sorry to hear that but grateful your shared you secrets with me!! Welcome!

Maybe if the lamp is a plug in one, put a timer on it that will only let it turn on when the tent lights are on? Stubborn has to be controlled.

Fine line between stubborn and just being an ass. Is there a timer switch for that?

 

[StoneOtter]

Hey there Mike...sorry to hear that but grateful you shared you secrets with me!!

Fine line between stubborn and just being an ass. Is there a timer switch for that?

I've been guilty of both. Whenever I say people suck I mean me too. Hope he learns to not suck so much. Hey we have twinzie tents of unwanted seeded plants!

 

[ppm Charlie]

I know...I know...it could have been worse, yanno? I could have killed them during their drought

I'm trying to make light of this although it's dim...guess I am showing just how new I am to growing. I'm sure a more experienced grower would have known to check just because....

Buuut I digress, life happens and a lot of times it's the shit that happens and that's ok. I've got plenty more plants, seeds, some of the best lights on the market, and soil ready to go.

Your attitude toward this very crappy situation indicates the positive true spirit of your Earth Mother soul. I can feel the healing beginning already. You are amazing @Krissi1982 !

 

[ppm Charlie]

I should have mentioned this when @stinker commented but It's crazy you know...

I have one friend, my best friend, my only trim friend, who knows what I'm feeling right now, not even TK-not in the slightest. Other than that, nobody. I don't have anyone that would care that knows I even grow to begin with. Just her and you guys and I knew I could find solace here.

It was the first place I thought of to really vent it all after I had calmed myself down and thought things over. I think that's pretty powerful of a community to have created such an open avenue for compassion through growing. I'm grateful to all of you for your support. It's amazing what I've already gained from cannabis without necessarily needing any cannabis at all.

Thanks guys and gals

You are never alone here - day or night. Love to you and yours @Krissi1982 !

 

[Krissi Carbone]

I've been guilty of both. Whenever I say people suck I mean me too. Hope he learns to not suck so much. Hey we have twinzie tents of unwanted seeded plants!

Yea we all are and do lol I hope so, too...for everyone in collateral damage territory

Awww we do...what are you doing with yours? This de seeding is a bitch and they were a couple weeks early...ugh....just waiting too see true hermie in the one tent and pull Onyx and Gigi to the trash, sadly enough...but then I can start my new autos and flip the veggies so it will be ok...

 

[ppm Charlie]

Thanks Charlie...

ONYX today...I don't know...Gigi has me worried and now I think I see things everywhere...maybe I am...p

Did Ammy jr survive?

 

[ppm Charlie]

I am 100% sure because G had only immature seeds, must have either hit her really late in flower or that was just her last ditch effort to make seeds...the autos...I'm on Vanilla as we speak, tons of all developed. I'm leaning towards me topping the autos this round as being the culprit. Or genetics. I am not sure but I know it wasn't G. And PM me...I do have lots...

Ribbon is a good idea, I've just been trying to hit the same 2 on each, one bottom and one lower! Thanks girl!

So here is a G seed, a G post de seed not really much done to any but the lower buds) and the Vanilla seeds and the vanilla de seed trim that is taking ions...also her underdeveloped but loaded trichs

Well...who knows...maybe one of the seeds posted here when planted and " @Krissi1982 - raised" will become a Cannabis Cup winner? Maybe success by sacrifice?

 

[ppm Charlie]

Hey there Mike...sorry to hear that but grateful you shared you secrets with me!!

Fine line between stubborn and just being an ass. Is there a timer switch for that?

Biting...Meow!

 

[Krissi Carbone]

Your attitude toward this very crappy situation indicates the positive true spirit of your Earth Mother soul. I can feel the healing beginning already. You are amazing @Krissi1982 !

You know, I hurt. I'm so disappointed in myself for not seeing it. I'm mad for feeling rushed all day with all I do and I hadnt been getting the time I needed with them because of it. I'm confused not knowing for sure what caused it.

In hindsight though,

Should have been checking, especially after the toppings which I never did to an auto

New seed bank, should always watch for any differences in development

I realized the buds slowed down production at some point and didn't investigate

I realized the buds looked slightly off the last week and didn't check it out

I knew the lights had been turned on and off and yet I didn't look thoroughly to make sure

I beat myself up, I cried I thought I am the worst grower ever-to have missed not 1, 2 or 3 but what was turning into 4 plants going the wrong way.

I contemplated not growing anymore, that the good graces had left me. I felt like a loser and embarrassed and ridiculed myself and pointed fingers in other directions.

I thought about trashing the remaining 5 whether or not the 2 turned also.

These last few days have pushed me and although I still have much nonsense to do with the harvest de seeding and trimming and more than likely, the trashing of Gigi and Onyx to come, I'm trying my best to look at the positives.

All is not lost. I still have my medicine. I still have my safe girls and maybe, just maybe, I can keep one of the bigger ones...I have tons of seeds, tons of nutrients, some great lights and a fantastic community to lean on.

I'm grateful for this challenge. It reminded me that I have a lot to learn but also a lot to give still.

Much love Charlie and everyone. I'll be in and out of here til I get caught up but I'll be back in full swing before you know it.

Hey, be happy your notification bells have stopped dinging so much. Must be helpful for those fellow migraine sufferers..

 

[StoneOtter]

Since I had a hermie I got out of the tent I have a chance to let them grow. One was young enough to be only slightly affected I think. Two will get tried like you but if too much PITA then I'm thinking hash maybe.

 

[Krissi Carbone]

Well...who knows...maybe one of the seeds posted here when planted and " @Krissi1982 - raised" will become a Cannabis Cup winner? Maybe success by sacrifice?

Bahahaha that would be epic

Did Ammy jr survive?

Umm of course she did! She's in the Candy journal...she just going to a 5 gl and then flip to flower with the other 2..

Biting...Meow!

I mean..if the shoe doesn't fit, shove that mother fucker on there!!

 

[Krissi Carbone]

Since I had a hermie I got out of the tent I have a chance to let them grow. One was young enough to be only slightly affected I think. Two will get tried like you but if too much PITA then I'm thinking hash maybe.

Do you make hash or shatter on the flat top griddle with the double boiler?

 

[ppm Charlie]

Bahahaha that would be epic

Umm of course she did! She's in the Candy journal...she just going to a 5 gl and then flip to flower with the other 2..

I mean..if the shoe doesn't fit, shove that mother fucker on there!!

Ammy, jr - SURVIVED! Couldn't of been sneaky CAATTTT mojo then - PRAISE the UNIVERSE!

 

[StoneOtter]

You know, I hurt. I'm so disappointed in myself for not seeing it. I'm mad for feeling rushed all day with all I do and I hadnt been getting the time I needed with them because of it. I'm confused not knowing for sure what caused it.

In hindsight though,

Should have been checking, especially after the toppings which I never did to an auto

New seed bank, should always watch for any differences in development

I realized the buds slowed down production at some point and didn't investigate

I realized the buds looked slightly off the last week and didn't check it out

I knew the lights had been turned on and off and yet I didn't look thoroughly to make sure

I beat myself up, I cried I thought I am the worst grower ever-to have missed not 1, 2 or 3 but what was turning into 4 plants going the wrong way.

I contemplated not growing anymore, that the good graces had left me. I felt like a loser and embarrassed and ridiculed myself and pointed fingers in other directions.

I thought about trashing the remaining 5 whether or not the 2 turned also.

These last few days have pushed me and although I still have much nonsense to do with the harvest de seeding and trimming and more than likely, the trashing of Gigi and Onyx to come, I'm trying my best to look at the positives.

All is not lost. I still have my medicine. I still have my safe girls and maybe, just maybe, I can keep one of the bigger ones...I have tons of seeds, tons of nutrients, some great lights and a fantastic community to lean on.

I'm grateful for this challenge. It reminded me that I have a lot to learn but also a lot to give still.

Much love Charlie and everyone. I'll be in and out of here til I get caught up but I'll be back in full swing before you know it.

Hey, be happy your notification bells have stopped digging so much. Must be helpful for those fellow migraine sufferers..

I watered my tent every two days. Had a headache the off day and didn't visit. The next day the ball was open and there were many more ready.

 

[ppm Charlie]

Bahahaha that would be epic

Umm of course she did! She's in the Candy journal...she just going to a 5 gl and then flip to flower with the other 2..

I mean..if the shoe doesn't fit, shove that mother fucker on there!!

Meow, MEOW and MEOW!! AGAIN!!! (Cue: gnashing of teeth and unfurling claws).

 

[Krissi Carbone]

Ammy, jr - SURVIVED! Couldn't of been sneaky CAATTTT mojo then - PRAISE the UNIVERSE!

She was vegging luckily all the veggies were safe, I'm glad I didn't flip them early!! Omg...that would have been devastating...haven't seen that damn cat...

I watered my tent every two days. Had a headache the off day and didn't visit. The next day the ball was open and there were many more ready.

Ugh...so fast...does the hermie usually start at one point in the plant and then work its way up? I'm finding that the bottoms are worse than the tops are in terms of seeding development

 

[cjsbabygirl313]

…, I'm trying my best to look at the positives.

All is not lost. I still have my medicine. I still have my safe girls and maybe, just maybe, I can keep one of the bigger ones...I have tons of seeds, tons of nutrients, some great lights and a fantastic community to lean on.

I'm grateful for this challenge. It reminded me that I have a lot to learn but also a lot to give still.

And THAT my girl is a very HEALTHY way to look at this whole experience!