Good morning everyone
Another week's worth of my favorite meds.
Good grief, the apartment smells amazing!
Hard to believe I'll be replacing this with cobs, isn't it?
I'm a little envious of Neiko and his ability to cob more produce than I. Lol! Hell...all the guys have more produce than I. But I'm determined to process some of each and every harvest from this time forward, even if it's only to ferment the buds without husks and cobbing. But I can only play with what's not essential to my daughter's health and what's not needed to keep the BIL sane as his body falls apart.
The BIL told me at the start that he never wanted me to restrict my own access for his percieved needs. He knows my nature, but he doesn't know I do that all the time anyway. This batch of brownies had me considering how much he needs and wondering if my 8 grams would put him short before the next harvest cures.
I decided I deserved the brownies. After all, I planted it for me, lovingly brought it to harvest and carefully cured it. At the very least that means I get my Carnival brownies. I think I'll ask him if he wants to order some White Widow seeds.
Give him White Widow and he'd only need a small quantity of Carnival.
Isn't it cool how each of us finds our chemovar match? Mine's obviously Carnival and Dark Devil Auto. For the daughter it's Jamaican and Candy Cane. The BIL is enamoured with White Widow. He saves Carn for the evening, because it makes him unbalanced on his feet - yes, that concerns me, but I listen through the floor boards for his cries for help. So far it's only happened once that I had to rescue him from his delusions.
We worry about having a stroke and dying. That's not the worst-case, or even the most common outcome with a stroke. He's losing his grip on reality, and cannabis helps soften that a little. As long as he still lives below me I'll keep him supplied. It's the least I can do for him.
I have drenches to get to. Just heard from a friend needing pain cream for her dog's mange, so it's time to get the next batch of cream started. I'm starting to feel like a medicine woman. Lol!
Continue on your joyful journey. May the day hold some special pleasure that catches you off guard.