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Who knows, Dale may actually be able to get around better now! Just have to roll with the punches and see what happens. Be strong!
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My initial panic yesterday was caused by being caught off guard. Things were apparently going well under almost constant monitoring. It's surprising how quickly things can go wrong. By last night we had him laughing. Today will be another list of challenges to overcome. One of the infections we must conquer (yes, there were more than one at play here) is a deadly staph strain and we won't know if it entered his bloodstream until labs are complete. We have a long way to go yet to get beyond this crisis, but we have each other and our shared fortitude and optimism to carry us. I'm overwhelmingly empathetic, so I feel his pain and frustration as if it were my own. We've always laughed and explained it as "they don't cry so I do it for them". It's a weird family dynamic, but it's always worked for us.
One of the wonderful things about this community is that the overwhelming majority of us grow for medicinal purposes, which implies that most of us are all too familiar with the frustrations of dealing with the medical community on an almost daily basis. We have a wealth of creative minds on these threads who can offer a wide variety of survival mechanisms, so there's a greater chance of coming across something that may help in your current crisis. This is an invaluable resource. Our tendency to be accepting of others allows a free flow of brainstorming that I have often found inspirational.
Another major benefit of the site is that we almost all smoke or ingest cannabis, which tends to make us less frantic in the end. I believe we tend to recognize the benefits of humor in the face of adversity and may be more prone to seek out those creative solutions more quickly. There is this tendency to acknowledge the magnitude of the challenge and the accompanying frustrations and then quickly move on to finding some way to remember that every challenge carries with it the solution if you just mellow out and let it come to you.
I am proud to be part of this community. I hope I can live up to the standards I see here. Regardless of how my family's personal crisis pans out, I am a cannabis grower for life and have every intention of maintaining my connection with this community and continuing to journal and do my best to assist other growers reach their own success.
When Dale is in hospital I usually arrive before he has breakfast and leave after dinner, so my posting schedule will probably shift to late evening, before lights out, but I plan to continue my commitment to daily posting of this grow. I was attempting to establish a thorough documentation on a daily basis of autos grown in LOS no-till style that future growers could pull from as they begin their own. That commitment is still strong in me. I have a feeling it will become a grounding influence for me in the days ahead. I will still be here, come what may.
I am so grateful to have found this community at just the right time in our lives.
They'll have the infection eliminated by mid week, before they do stage two of the amputation, but I agree Doc. He hasn't been able to get into the sun enough. I've resolved to begin coffee on the balcony in the morning sun from the time he gets home. Even in winter we can bundle and imagine we're camping. We can sit out there and plan our spring garden.
Dale laughed when I read that to him Doc. We're expecting 3-5" today and there's no sunshine to stand in. Yeah Radogast. I heard you.
He's in good spirits this morning, laughing and joking. I'm tickled pink that my valentine is still alive.
This photo was just so beautiful I want to share it. The ranges of line, texture and color in each view of these plants often takes my breath away. I've always been a linear artist, drawn to the many variations of line, and green is my favorite color, which may explain my fascination with cannabis. They are extraordinarily linear plants with an amazing palate of greens.
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they look great sue well done to you , ... is there some thing on the leaf , wasnt sure if i seen bugs/ eggs 6th picture down , wouldnt matter much now any ways as they are nearly there or maybe dust or something lol just spotted something .