Yes, I live on 10.3 beautiful tremendous acres and have had 7 rescue horses at one time....now I just have a horse and a mini.....33 inches off the ground who pulls an Amish .cart around my 4 mile farm block....they love each other and cannot stand to be apart..... I am a .severe animal rescue lover and advocate.....all my life, I cannot tell you how much my animals mean to me....
Growing Against Alzheimers - A Purely Organic Experience
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You are stronger than you think.
I don't see that in me, SS....I'm so damn emotional it isn't funny....I portray myself as a hard ass but we all know that is a joke...no brag just fact.....
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*that made me smile...
*AWWWWW, feel free to post any pics of your animals here. I'm a huge animal advocate too. Even geese...hahahaha. okay geese made me laugh.
Glad to make you smile .
Hear ya all I see is everyone dieing around me these days. It truly does makes s person think about life more ya know .
Life and death go hand in hand. We look at death as something to fear, and that's about as far from truth as we can possibly get. The greater part of you doesn't have physical being, but it's there nonetheless, and anyone honest with themselves can sense this.
Death is transition, the walking from one reality to the next. Something to celebrate and anticipate with joyful expectation.
It's the loss of intimacy, the fear of future moments without the beloved that gives death it's sting. So we comfort those still here until they come to the realization that our eternal nature is a real thing, and their perspective on the pain of loss can be shifted.
Fearing death is wasting life and energy. Someday you'll join those gone before. We cry here, they celebrate the homecoming. When we learn to celebrate the transition the song of joy that drives the universe takes up a bolder tone in our souls.
Wake up every morning with the thrill of a small child, bound on curious exploration of this sandbox we get to play in another day. Let that set the tone for your days. I look forward to my own transition, but I'm having so much fun here that I'm unconcerned with how much longer I get to dig my toes in the sand. However long it is I'm going to get the most joy out of each moment.
As recently as a year ago equanimity was a dream I flirted with as I careened through life, reacting to every circumstance with incredible empathy that took an emotional toll. Then I started deliberate waking last December 14, the day I started the thread on optimism. I identified myself at that time as an overly sensitive person.
Less than a year after beginning to deliberately direct my emotional response by simply choosing a thought that felt better at the moment - any thought that felt better - I can claim, for the first time in my life, to have attained such a level of equanimity that it's now more common than empathetic reactionism.
Life is much better with equanimity. It took me taking that deliberate choice to pay more attention to how I was feeling with the deliberate intention to choose a better feeling thought. Care more about how you feel than anything else - anything else - and deliberately choose to think thoughts that make your blood sing a song of joy as it courses through the blood vessels.
We vibrate. Every cell in your body has a vibratory rate for homeostasis, and that tone is most easily expressed in a state of joy. When you vibrate joy the universe responds by bringing you more joyful experiences. Like attracts like. Universal law. Deliberately choose to vibrate joy, or close to it - appreciation, love, acceptance, curiosity, passion. Watch your life light up.
We think we have to work hard at life to get it right. Turns out the more playful you can be the smoother the current flows. The choice of how you feel is always yours.
You'll get there girl. That big heart of yours is pulling you in that direction.
Am I'm blessed to be a part of your chapter .
G2H...please excuse my little bit of soap box here.
When I was first Blinded, I was so angry and frustrated and lost I have no words to describe it. After a little while, I have no clue how long it really was, I finally convinced myself to just move on. I could knew nothing about the situation, and I had to get over seriously scary hallucinations that I could not block out by closing my eyes. I had to re-learn how to walk, and then be trained with a white cane, and get over all of those fears. They believe it or not, when I am standing on the sidewalk at the corner of a street, knowing I'm safe there, the cars that are approaching sound just like they're going to plow me over. How did I move on? I did exactly as Sue has suggested. And just took a deep breath and just stopped. I thought of my good things when I was frustrated and angry with myself. When I failed at one thing or another, I just pictured something and by golly... I felt better about myself and could continue on. I know our conditions are quite different, but this method is quite Universal. I can't see it do anything but help someone as strong and as intelligent and as sensitive as yourself. Just do it! You won't regret and will be so happy you did. God bless, big sis. :folded-hands:
When I was first Blinded, I was so angry and frustrated and lost I have no words to describe it. After a little while, I have no clue how long it really was, I finally convinced myself to just move on. I could knew nothing about the situation, and I had to get over seriously scary hallucinations that I could not block out by closing my eyes. I had to re-learn how to walk, and then be trained with a white cane, and get over all of those fears. They believe it or not, when I am standing on the sidewalk at the corner of a street, knowing I'm safe there, the cars that are approaching sound just like they're going to plow me over. How did I move on? I did exactly as Sue has suggested. And just took a deep breath and just stopped. I thought of my good things when I was frustrated and angry with myself. When I failed at one thing or another, I just pictured something and by golly... I felt better about myself and could continue on. I know our conditions are quite different, but this method is quite Universal. I can't see it do anything but help someone as strong and as intelligent and as sensitive as yourself. Just do it! You won't regret and will be so happy you did. God bless, big sis. :folded-hands:
I wish i had a way with words like yall do.. some very wise and uplifting messages to take away from this.
Shawnee i know its hard but be thankful for all the years you had with your kitty and cherish all those memories.. i know you will. Almost seems to me like he knew his time was coming and spent as much as he could of what he had left with you. He loved you so..
Last year i got my first puppy since i was a kid and at the beggining of this year she was struck by a vehicle and killed.. i would have given anything to watch her grow old.
Rip franny.. daddy will always love you... my baby franold lee johnston the third. ❤
Sorry everyone got a little emotional.. the tears are flowin.
Shawnee i know its hard but be thankful for all the years you had with your kitty and cherish all those memories.. i know you will. Almost seems to me like he knew his time was coming and spent as much as he could of what he had left with you. He loved you so..
Last year i got my first puppy since i was a kid and at the beggining of this year she was struck by a vehicle and killed.. i would have given anything to watch her grow old.
Rip franny.. daddy will always love you... my baby franold lee johnston the third. ❤
Sorry everyone got a little emotional.. the tears are flowin.
You are an awesome person gramps.. cant imagine the struggle you had to go through! Thank you for sharing your story. ❤
Oh... That's not even the tip of the iceberg. More like the little popsicle stuck on top. LOL!
If I went into full detail since the year 2008, you would never believe it.
Mag7
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Perfectly written!!
After catching up a bit, I'm not amazed why I'm drawn to this forum. With so many people here that show so much support for one another, it's inspiring! SS has been one to alway keep me smiling and in good spirits. So many places you can find her helping and answering any and all questions. There isn't enough thanks that can be given. You're amazing. I'd like to thank everyone as well. Just being willing to open up and share your stories. They really help me and others build stronger foundations for ourselves. Giving us different tools to combat whatever issues/problems or ailments we might have.
FeloniousPunk
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Oh my gosh, that was my original choice I asked about. I see our US/Canada regions are confusing the advice I'm being given. Sorry about that. Can we please not discuss STS, cause it's not available in Canada. oopsie. Can we go back to my original question from GGG thread and discuss Colloidal Silver Spray? OR provide me with a link that doesn't require me to mix solutions that my brain doesn't understand. hahahaha Man it sucks having a broken brain...hating on myself right now.
As a season seat holder (yup that's me behind the bench at the 33yard line.. oops wrong football.. yup that's me behind the bench 15 yards out of the penalty box), feel free to hate on me, on Tuesdays and Wednesdays. That will give yerself a break, nobody expects the Captain to shoulder the whole load (not on this team anyway, maybe some teams in the 2nd or 3rd divisions). If nobody else steps up I can be on stand-by most of the time but will require overtime and meal money. LoL!
Peace and Laughter.
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*I like to go buy those dollar store airy kick balls, go to a soccer field, take off my shoes and kick the ball around with my bare feet on the cool soft grass. So much joy. If there are dogs in the field I play with them and then as soon as they put the ball in their mouth they puncture it and run away with my ball. I love when that happens.
As recently as a year ago equanimity was a dream I flirted with as I careened through life, reacting to every circumstance with incredible empathy that took an emotional toll. Then I started deliberate waking last December 14, the day I started the thread on optimism. I identified myself at that time as an overly sensitive person.
Less than a year after beginning to deliberately direct my emotional response by simply choosing a thought that felt better at the moment - any thought that felt better - I can claim, for the first time in my life, to have attained such a level of equanimity that it's now more common than empathetic reactionism.
Life is much better with equanimity. It took me taking that deliberate choice to pay more attention to how I was feeling with the deliberate intention to choose a better feeling thought. Care more about how you feel than anything else - anything else - and deliberately choose to think thoughts that make your blood sing a song of joy as it courses through the blood vessels.
We vibrate. Every cell in your body has a vibratory rate for homeostasis, and that tone is most easily expressed in a state of joy. When you vibrate joy the universe responds by bringing you more joyful experiences. Like attracts like. Universal law. Deliberately choose to vibrate joy, or close to it - appreciation, love, acceptance, curiosity, passion. Watch your life light up.
We think we have to work hard at life to get it right. Turns out the more playful you can be the smoother the current flows. The choice of how you feel is always yours.
You'll get there girl. That big heart of yours is pulling you in that direction.
*
*This is the hardest task I've asked of myself. The good thing is that my heart is always stable, even if my brain isn't.
*Your words are like oil to my ears.
*You are a kind soul KJ you're always welcome here too.
G2H...please excuse my little bit of soap box here.
When I was first Blinded, I was so angry and frustrated and lost I have no words to describe it. After a little while, I have no clue how long it really was, I finally convinced myself to just move on. I could knew nothing about the situation, and I had to get over seriously scary hallucinations that I could not block out by closing my eyes. I had to re-learn how to walk, and then be trained with a white cane, and get over all of those fears. They believe it or not, when I am standing on the sidewalk at the corner of a street, knowing I'm safe there, the cars that are approaching sound just like they're going to plow me over. How did I move on? I did exactly as Sue has suggested. And just took a deep breath and just stopped. I thought of my good things when I was frustrated and angry with myself. When I failed at one thing or another, I just pictured something and by golly... I felt better about myself and could continue on. I know our conditions are quite different, but this method is quite Universal. I can't see it do anything but help someone as strong and as intelligent and as sensitive as yourself. Just do it! You won't regret and will be so happy you did. God bless, big sis. :folded-hands:
*Wow, what an experience to be privy to. Grandpa you inspire me sooo much. You give me hope I can get adapt no matter what. Your story humbles me...
I wish i had a way with words like yall do.. some very wise and uplifting messages to take away from this.
Shawnee i know its hard but be thankful for all the years you had with your kitty and cherish all those memories.. i know you will. Almost seems to me like he knew his time was coming and spent as much as he could of what he had left with you. He loved you so..
Last year i got my first puppy since i was a kid and at the beggining of this year she was struck by a vehicle and killed.. i would have given anything to watch her grow old.
Rip franny.. daddy will always love you... my baby franold lee johnston the third. ❤
Sorry everyone got a little emotional.. the tears are flowin.
*AWWWWWWWW RIP little girl, Hugs Toasty. Here are some Cannabis leaves to wipe away the tears, don't worry they're organic. There is something about your animals that chose you. I feel like I get to know you threw your animal pics, you're a really sweet guy friend.
*he kinda puts things in perspective here that I can understand. GROOVY GRANDPA ROCKS!
*It's unbelievably amazing...
Mag7, please have some oil by the kitchen and pick up a bevvy. There is a chair for you too. As a season seat holder (yup that's me behind the bench at the 33yard line.. oops wrong football.. yup that's me behind the bench 15 yards out of the penalty box), feel free to hate on me, on Tuesdays and Wednesdays. That will give yerself a break, nobody expects the Captain to shoulder the whole load (not on this team anyway, maybe some teams in the 2nd or 3rd divisions). If nobody else steps up I can be on stand-by most of the time but will require overtime and meal money. LoL!
Peace and Laughter.
*Awww shucks FP, that's awfully nice of you. Overtime is fine, but I would rather do some home cooking for you and send you home with food for HG. You're gonna need a whole lotta bud those days you offer...hahaha. Truly, I hate on myself more than I could ever hate on anyone else, that is why it gets so severe. My expectations are incredibly high, which causes me to fall...hard. But you and HG always lift my spirits, it's like you guys know.
Thanks for offering to be my kickboxing bag...hahaha
G2H...please excuse my little bit of soap box here.
When I was first Blinded, I was so angry and frustrated and lost I have no words to describe it. After a little while, I have no clue how long it really was, I finally convinced myself to just move on. I could knew nothing about the situation, and I had to get over seriously scary hallucinations that I could not block out by closing my eyes. I had to re-learn how to walk, and then be trained with a white cane, and get over all of those fears. They believe it or not, when I am standing on the sidewalk at the corner of a street, knowing I'm safe there, the cars that are approaching sound just like they're going to plow me over. How did I move on? I did exactly as Sue has suggested. And just took a deep breath and just stopped. I thought of my good things when I was frustrated and angry with myself. When I failed at one thing or another, I just pictured something and by golly... I felt better about myself and could continue on. I know our conditions are quite different, but this method is quite Universal. I can't see it do anything but help someone as strong and as intelligent and as sensitive as yourself. Just do it! You won't regret and will be so happy you did. God bless, big sis. :folded-hands:
Man those are tough cards but amazing attitudes are contagious ..
No point of hating on others parades y know. Just literally love the best you can and make others happy . Take care grow keep that head up girl .
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"No point of hating on others parades y know"
Hey KJ could you explain this, I'm completely drawing a blank, just confused, but I would like to understand.
FeloniousPunk
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Thank you JM Sue!
Peace.
Peace.
As recently as a year ago equanimity was a dream I flirted with as I careened through life, reacting to every circumstance with incredible empathy that took an emotional toll. Then I started deliberate waking last December 14, the day I started the thread on optimism. I identified myself at that time as an overly sensitive person.
Less than a year after beginning to deliberately direct my emotional response by simply choosing a thought that felt better at the moment - any thought that felt better - I can claim, for the first time in my life, to have attained such a level of equanimity that it's now more common than empathetic reactionism.
Life is much better with equanimity. It took me taking that deliberate choice to pay more attention to how I was feeling with the deliberate intention to choose a better feeling thought. Care more about how you feel than anything else - anything else - and deliberately choose to think thoughts that make your blood sing a song of joy as it courses through the blood vessels.
We vibrate. Every cell in your body has a vibratory rate for homeostasis, and that tone is most easily expressed in a state of joy. When you vibrate joy the universe responds by bringing you more joyful experiences. Like attracts like. Universal law. Deliberately choose to vibrate joy, or close to it - appreciation, love, acceptance, curiosity, passion. Watch your life light up.
We think we have to work hard at life to get it right. Turns out the more playful you can be the smoother the current flows. The choice of how you feel is always yours.
You'll get there girl. That big heart of yours is pulling you in that direction.
Sorry I’m trying to imply that I will not choose to hate society or strangers due to a few assholes excuse my French - [language] lol
Meaning I will turn the other check and wish then the best . I’ve over the past several months have had a tough time .
Two different dudes own my wives relative complete dick to me for now reason at all. Just cause they think they everyone owes them or whatever reasons.
My thought process with those individuals is they will die alone in their spirit. Or karma will come back the lord works in mysterious ways they’ve say.
I’ve been scammed for bud rot qp so 4 ounces few weeks back .
Yet with all these tiring times I had this community has still made me smile through it all.
I just simply say what’s a fella to do lady?
Meh
Just my thought I hope that was explained well enough and informative for you.
Sorry been known to speak in riddles , been told my whole life I have a deep old soul.
Meaning I will turn the other check and wish then the best . I’ve over the past several months have had a tough time .
Two different dudes own my wives relative complete dick to me for now reason at all. Just cause they think they everyone owes them or whatever reasons.
My thought process with those individuals is they will die alone in their spirit. Or karma will come back the lord works in mysterious ways they’ve say.
I’ve been scammed for bud rot qp so 4 ounces few weeks back .
Yet with all these tiring times I had this community has still made me smile through it all.
I just simply say what’s a fella to do lady?
Meh
Just my thought I hope that was explained well enough and informative for you.
Sorry been known to speak in riddles , been told my whole life I have a deep old soul.