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No No, I just don't understand I thought I missed something, I am missing points today, I digress. no biggie KJ
Growing Against Alzheimers - A Purely Organic Experience
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No No, I just don't understand I thought I missed something, I am missing points today, I digress. no biggie KJ
You're good let me look.
Oh my gosh, that was my original choice I asked about. I see our US/Canada regions are confusing the advice I'm being given. Sorry about that. Can we please not discuss STS, cause it's not available in Canada. oopsie. Can we go back to my original question from GGG thread and discuss Colloidal Silver Spray? OR provide me with a link that doesn't require me to mix solutions that my brain doesn't understand. hahahaha Man it sucks having a broken brain...hating on myself right now.
No your just being safe then sorry there is nothing wrong with that brain of yours grow .
Try this its from canada store
Ultra Silver Colloidal Silver 500 PPM - 4 oz Ultra Silver Colloidal Silver 500 PPM - 4 oz: Amazon.ca: Health & Personal Care
Ultra Silver Colloidal Silver 500 PPM - 4 oz Ultra Silver Colloidal Silver 500 PPM - 4 oz: Amazon.ca: Health & Personal Care
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*I just gotta make myself clear, don't you ever shut up and never let anyone tell you too. I appreciate your support, I'm just so confused in my head KJ. Just when I think I have a handle on things, I get so sad that I can't figure things out. Just being hard on myself. Things that should be simple are not simple in my eyes. But it helps to have you guys around to straighten things out. Thank you hug KJ
*This one totally works for me...this is the one you recommend for me? I don't understand the terms on the outside of the bottle, do I need to know? It comes with a dropper, is that better to be neater when applying it?
What would I ever do without you PW? Hopefully I never have to answer that question. Blessings to you for helping me amidst my fog.
BIGsisterHUG*Are you wearing lipstick KJ...hahahaha (j/k based on your emoji)
You really want to leave that door open gal? Lol!
G2HM, may I make a suggestion? This is really a revolutionary approach, but in those moments you feel confused and frustrated, I'd like you to train yourself to deliberately stop the momentum of frustration and choose a thought that feels better.
Think of horses, think of kittens, babies with sweet breath, sunsets, us..... whatever it takes to make you thrill with joy and appreciation. Keep doing this instead of allowing yourself to think any thoughts of limitations. There are bound to be moments when you feel unstable. Reaffirm the idea that you're regenerating. Feel that healing that's going on in your beautiful brain and sing a song of joy to the universe to show your appreciation for this healing wonder.
You get to choose how you feel. Dare to choose to feel downright magical. You are you know, so it's not even a stretch to go there.
Think of horses, think of kittens, babies with sweet breath, sunsets, us..... whatever it takes to make you thrill with joy and appreciation. Keep doing this instead of allowing yourself to think any thoughts of limitations. There are bound to be moments when you feel unstable. Reaffirm the idea that you're regenerating. Feel that healing that's going on in your beautiful brain and sing a song of joy to the universe to show your appreciation for this healing wonder.
You get to choose how you feel. Dare to choose to feel downright magical. You are you know, so it's not even a stretch to go there.
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I went to see the horses, they help me so much. I get so many kisses when I have carrots.
Thanks for the kind words Shawnee, it's humbling how much brain power I have lost. Being able to reason and be logical when things are not so obvious. I just feel so stupid, but I'm not stupid. I feel the shame of feeling dumb when I used to pride myself on my high functioning. I try to departmentalize my "stuff" aside but I am asking too much of myself when I'm in the thick fog.
It's like, why can't I just see the answers like I used to. Why is it so hard to learn and understand words... Anyways, all rhetorical questions, I know the answers, I'm just looking in the mirror and it's hard to like what I see. I just don't want to lose myself. I just started liking me...
what a beautiful sentiment, SS, I so agree....as I watch my mom deteriorate and my friends mom that I keep company 3 days a week, I am struck by both of their resilience and fighting for themselves....which is why G2HM has set me on a quest to advocate for myself....Sue, your joy protocol is not a part of me, but I am trying to get there....I love strong women who fight to make a difference in trying times and I appreciate how we can make a difference in our own lives....both of you are truly an inspiration and I thank you 1000%...
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G2HM, may I make a suggestion? This is really a revolutionary approach, but in those moments you feel confused and frustrated, I'd like you to train yourself to deliberately stop the momentum of frustration and choose a thought that feels better.
Think of horses, think of kittens, babies with sweet breath, sunsets, us..... whatever it takes to make you thrill with joy and appreciation. Keep doing this instead of allowing yourself to think any thoughts of limitations. There are bound to be moments when you feel unstable. Reaffirm the idea that you're regenerating. Feel that healing that's going on in your beautiful brain and sing a song of joy to the universe to show your appreciation for this healing wonder.
You get to choose how you feel. Dare to choose to feel downright magical. You are you know, so it's not even a stretch to go there.
We posted at the same time in my journal, you must have sensed my low energy today. How close we are dear SweetSue!
Thank you sooooo much for the advice. My husband just wraps me in his arms and let me cry it out until I feel safe in my brain again. I went to see the horses today, I love them sooo much. So that is my way of snapping out of it. Cause the horses calm me and make feel protected. I am weaker than I show, but they see right through me.
I went to see the horses, they help me so much. I get so many kisses when I have carrots.
Thanks for the kind words Shawnee, it's humbling how much brain power I have lost. Being able to reason and be logical when things are not so obvious. I just feel so stupid, but I'm not stupid. I feel the shame of feeling dumb when I used to pride myself on my high functioning. I try to departmentalize my "stuff" aside but I am asking too much of myself when I'm in the thick fog.
It's like, why can't I just see the answers like I used to. Why is it so hard to learn and understand words... Anyways, all rhetorical questions, I know the answers, I'm just looking in the mirror and it's hard to like what I see. I just don't want to lose myself. I just started liking me...
G2HM,
My animal rescue efforts have sustained me so much.....I don't have kids, so the love had to go somewhere....at one time I had 9 animals on this farm.....last Thursday, my barn cat. didn't come home and I was gutted....I was his person, I know how much he loved me....this summer he basically.. moved from the barn into the garage so he could see me take the dog out 50 times a day and be with me....he spent a lot of time sleeping on my car hood and roof.....he would accompany me from the garage into the barn to get the hay to feed the horses and go into the pasture with me....15 years I had him....I'll never stop looking for him when I go outside or into the barn....so sad what huge hole I have in my heart....sorry to gush but RIP my darling....
You are stronger than you think. 
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Yes you are sooo right, it's a constant fight to stay above my fears in my head, that are fake logically, just my brain playing tricks on me. Times like this when my 420 family jumps into understand, is the greatest gift to my injured brain. I don't feel inspirational right now, but I'll take your word for it. I trust in your perception,
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You are stronger than you think.
Wish there was an easier way to beat this disease. Your words are very comforting.
Life is hard G2HM and SS, dealing with loss is overwhelming and I'm no damn good at it....I'm a cryer .and will never apologize for it....my brothers hate me for it, but my compassion and empathy knows no bounds and I just have to get it out....living alone is hard but actually I'm doing A-Okay....I think this care giving thing has brought me out when normally I am a hermit....whatever...LOL...
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*AWWWWWWWWWW RIP & You have horses?
Only on the 420 mag lol*I just gotta make myself clear, don't you ever shut up and never let anyone tell you too. I appreciate your support, I'm just so confused in my head KJ. Just when I think I have a handle on things, I get so sad that I can't figure things out. Just being hard on myself. Things that should be simple are not simple in my eyes. But it helps to have you guys around to straighten things out. Thank you hug KJ
*This one totally works for me...this is the one you recommend for me? I don't understand the terms on the outside of the bottle, do I need to know? It comes with a dropper, is that better to be neater when applying it?
What would I ever do without you PW? Hopefully I never have to answer that question. Blessings to you for helping me amidst my fog.
*Are you wearing lipstick KJ...hahahaha (j/k based on your emoji)