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[Lady G2HM]

Plant & Personal Growth Information – Saturday June 4, 2016 – Stress Test

Week: 4

Days: ?

Type: Purple Kush Fem & Northern Light Auto - CKS

Name: Valerie PK & Mary NL

Technique: FIM

Growth Comments: Another half feeding for both the ladies and that is about it.

Brain injury Behaviour: The car clutch just died and we had no way of changing gears. Superhot on my head and completely overheated me. I was in fight mode because I couldn’t find mechanics to look at the car when it was undrivable. Then I finally found a Toyota place who went out of the way to get the car into the dealership. My husband was literally pushing the car backwards and I was steering just to get it to the Toyota place. My husband worked his a*s off today, he was amazing! We worked like a team. But when I got home the stress of it all broke me and I had a panic attack. Of course I’m not going to cry in front of the boy mechanics or anyone for that matter. My brain just can’t process emergency stress well, but I got through it and my husband said he was proud of me. I didn’t have panic attacks until my brain attacks started. At least I like to smile after it all. I’m safe and sound and that’s all that matters.

Brain/Grow Rehabilitation Behaviour: Patience, patience, patience

What am I grateful for? I’m grateful for my emergency driving skills when the clutch decided to not work. It’s the scariest feeling when driving shift.


Quote of the week: Angels do exist!

 

[Lady G2HM]

And that concludes this weeks updates...thanks for sticking around and stay cool!

 

[Pat999]

Plant & Personal Growth Information – Saturday June 4, 2016 – Stress Test

Week: 4

Days: ?

Type: Purple Kush Fem & Northern Light Auto - CKS

Name: Valerie PK & Mary NL

Technique: FIM

Growth Comments: Another half feeding for both the ladies and that is about it.

Brain injury Behaviour: The car clutch just died and we had no way of changing gears. Superhot on my head and completely overheated me. I was in fight mode because I couldn’t find mechanics to look at the car when it was undrivable. Then I finally found a Toyota place who went out of the way to get the car into the dealership. My husband was literally pushing the car backwards and I was steering just to get it to the Toyota place. My husband worked his a*s off today, he was amazing! We worked like a team. But when I got home the stress of it all broke me and I had a panic attack. Of course I’m not going to cry in front of the boy mechanics or anyone for that matter. My brain just can’t process emergency stress well, but I got through it and my husband said he was proud of me. I didn’t have panic attacks until my brain attacks started. At least I like to smile after it all. I’m safe and sound and that’s all that matters.

Brain/Grow Rehabilitation Behaviour: Patience, patience, patience

What am I grateful for? I’m grateful for my emergency driving skills when the clutch decided to not work. It’s the scariest feeling when driving shift.


Quote of the week: Angels do exist!

Hey grow!! It sucks to hear about the car, not always nice. But more glad your husband is always there looking out for you, clutch going will give anybody a nip in the backside to be honest All your plants are looking great, I will stay observant from the corner.

Pat Man - Fishy hero

 

[Lady G2HM]

It's always great to hear from you, especially me fixating on your reflector issues...lol The door is always open.

I know many people who are healthy but don't have true love. I know my husband IS the BOMB, we make a solid team. I'm not really allowed (not encouraged by dr's) to go outside by myself, so luckily he can be there for me when something arises.

I hope you had a good day, PVC Man! lol

 

[Pat999]

It's always great to hear from you, especially me fixating on your reflector issues...lol The door is always open.

I know many people who are healthy but don't have true love. I know my husband IS the BOMB, we make a solid team. I'm not really allowed (not encouraged by dr's) to go outside by myself, so luckily he can be there for me when something arises.

I hope you had a good day, PVC Man! lol

Haha yeah the reflector issue is the last of my worries now, need some advice on what my plant is doing and get that sorted out. Thank you hope your day has also been great so far, it is currently 03:48AM so can't wait to go home and get some sleepy time

 

[smokiebear]

I love standard vehicles, but when a clutch goes, it's the absolute worst. I'm glad you were able to handle the situation! Honestly, I probably would've cried. Clutches are expensive!

 

[Lady G2HM]

I love standard vehicles, but when a clutch goes, it's the absolute worst. I'm glad you were able to handle the situation! Honestly, I probably would've cried. Clutches are expensive!

Yup I'm not looking forward to the costs of a new clutch, not to mention I have a procedure at a hospital tomorrow and I have to rent a car just to drive in. I broke down when I got home. It's very difficult to handle emergency stress. Thank you for the good words, I really appreciate it!

 

[Kriaze]

Good luck with the procedure tomorrow Growtohealme, I'm hoping some positive energy is on its way to you, I've wished it so. All the best

 

[Lady G2HM]

Thank you for such kind words. My love for growing surrounds me with positive people and energy, like you. I still feel lucky in life right now, tomorrow is just another chapter in my untold story. Gniiiite my friend big sigh


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[Growlow]

Best of luck with the procedure my mate. Will be sending you many healing vibes in my meditation! Excuse my lack of presence. This heat has been doing a number on me!

 

[Lady G2HM]

Just got home from a very big day. I'm happy to report after 8 years - 16 biopsies - 2 surgeries - I'm OFFICIALLY pre-cancer free. I have been discharged from my doctors care after my procedure today. My husband and I literally ran out of the hospital, I took his hand and said, no more honey, no more cancer trying to take over my life. I am pre-cancer free after 8 years of fighting it naturally. Definitely attribute this to my natural growing and the peace it has brought to my life. I am a believer! Another medical condition crossed out on my list. Wow, that's exciting...THANK YOU!

 

[Lady G2HM]

Best of luck with the procedure my mate. Will be sending you many healing vibes in my meditation! Excuse my lack of presence. This heat has been doing a number on me!

At least you left a message of positivity, I understand your health comes first. I'll be here, no rush. Wish the best for you. Waving from afar.

 

[Growlow]

Just got home from a very big day. I'm happy to report after 8 years - 16 biopsies - 2 surgeries - I'm OFFICIALLY pre-cancer free. I have been discharged from my doctors care after my procedure today. My husband and I literally ran out of the hospital, I took his hand and said, no more honey, no more cancer trying to take over my life. I am pre-cancer free after 8 years of fighting it naturally. Definitely attribute this to my natural growing and the peace it has brought to my life. I am a believer! Another medical condition crossed out on my list. Wow, that's exciting...THANK YOU!

WOOHOO!!!!! So so so happy for you I'm literally smiling as big as I can right now. This is the news I live for Survival and recovery! Congrats to you and your family

 

[Lady G2HM]

WOOHOO!!!!! So so so happy for you I'm literally smiling as big as I can right now. This is the news I live for Survival and recovery! Congrats to you and your family

BIG HUGZ my friend!

 

[greffon]

Thanks for stopping by. It definitely won't cure me, but it will help me avoid the chemical meds. Thank you for the compliment that was sweet! My writing, memory and recall is fine, my math, focus and language is off. As long as I don't speak you would never know that I have a brain injury. A curse and a blessing...but I'm alive so no complaints you know...lol life is still good!

If you don't mind me asking, what kind of chemical meds?

Medicine has actually originated from plant origins. We have so many medications that we take today, thinking they are some chemical modified and absolutely strange to our body, when the truth is, many medications are actually just as natural as the genetically modified marijuana seed.

For example warfarin, a blood thinner, was a serendipitous finding as one day a farmer found his cows on the ground bleeding to death. No idea what was occurring, he had someone investigate and they found out it was the mold being grown on the cloves on the ground that the cows were eating that was causing them to bleed out. Some time later someone comes up with the idea to use this to treat clots, except they just twisted it a tiny bit so that it works better, just like we do with our seeds, so they are more resilient, give us a higher yield, or whatever.

Either way, although I doubt you burnt medicine to the ground without trying it I hope you have not discounted medicine completely. Medical marijuana is certainly part of medicines future in some areas, but if we are to appreciate marijuana, it is important we appreciate the other things that we have come to discover through medicine.

I wish you nothing but great health and happiness.

EDIT: thrilled to read about your results!

 

[Lady G2HM]

If you don't mind me asking, what kind of chemical meds?

Medicine has actually originated from plant origins. We have so many medications that we take today, thinking they are some chemical modified and absolutely strange to our body, when the truth is, many medications are actually just as natural as the genetically modified marijuana seed.

For example warfarin, a blood thinner, was a serendipitous finding as one day a farmer found his cows on the ground bleeding to death. No idea what was occurring, he had someone investigate and they found out it was the mold being grown on the cloves on the ground that the cows were eating that was causing them to bleed out. Some time later someone comes up with the idea to use this to treat clots, except they just twisted it a tiny bit so that it works better, just like we do with our seeds, so they are more resilient, give us a higher yield, or whatever.

Either way, although I doubt you burnt medicine to the ground without trying it I hope you have not discounted medicine completely. Medical marijuana is certainly part of medicines future in some areas, but if we are to appreciate marijuana, it is important we appreciate the other things that we have come to discover through medicine.

I wish you nothing but great health and happiness.

EDIT: thrilled to read about your results!

Fair enough, you bring up valid points. I appreciate you presenting the other side. I'm avoiding taking some medications because I don't want to become dependant on habit-forming medications. I have not totally discounted meds as I have always accepted medicine when I'm in the hospital. I'm open to other theories, I just know what's works for me.

Oh, and you were bang on about my body reactions to medicines. What made my body react, may not make other bodies react. To corroborate our shared views, I'm now allergic to penicillin, gabbapentin and contrast dye they gave me for the first MRI. As I continue through the gauntlet of the medical system my body is slowing showing signs of reactions to even simple medications.

It's good you brought this up because I haven't explained why I needed to start growing from a biology pov. The contrast dye - Gandolinium went through my body and I felt like liquid metal was being pumped into my blood. I got itchy and then hives, I become allergic to that contrast dye instantly and the nurses surrounded me to make sure I didn't go into shock. Not because of anything else but my body is rejecting medicine and foreign bodies because I am seeing so many doctors, going for tests, prescription after prescription. It comes at you so fast when you're dealing with brain trauma.

You can feel when the organics in your body becomes compromised and I felt like an internal battle went on during that MRI. After that scrary episode, they have to order a very expensive special dye in order to get the MRI done coming on June 16th. Sooo, after all is said and done, my body feels like I need to balance my healing, organic vs. chemical. Good topic to bring up. BTW, I didn't answer specifically about the meds I'm supposed to be taking because I have a great team of dr's that take care of me and I don't want to be personally analyzed for my decisions, I just want to be supported as I walk this journey as a Grower.

But thank you so much for the kudo's and I'm happy you stopped by. It was a great discussion ... I could go on and on, but I'm trying to deter my brain from long windedness...lol

 

[greffon]

Fair enough, you bring up valid points. I appreciate you presenting the other side. I'm avoiding taking some medications because I don't want to become dependant on habit-forming medications. I have not totally discounted meds as I have always accepted medicine when I'm in the hospital. I'm open to other theories, I just know what's works for me.

Oh, and you were bang on about my body reactions to medicines. What made my body react, may not make other bodies react. To corroborate our shared views, I'm now allergic to penicillin, gabbapentin and contrast dye they gave me for the first MRI. As I continue through the gauntlet of the medical system my body is slowing showing signs of reactions to even simple medications.

It's good you brought this up because I haven't explained why I needed to start growing from a biology pov. The contrast dye - Gandolinium went through my body and I felt like liquid metal was being pumped into my blood. I got itchy and then hives, I become allergic to that contrast dye instantly and the nurses surrounded me to make sure I didn't go into shock. Not because of anything else but my body is rejecting medicine and foreign bodies because I am seeing so many doctors, going for tests, prescription after prescription. It comes at you so fast when you're dealing with brain trauma.

You can feel when the organics in your body becomes compromised and I felt like an internal battle went on during that MRI. After that scrary episode, they have to order a very expensive special dye in order to get the MRI done coming on June 16th. Sooo, after all is said and done, my body feels like I need to balance my healing, organic vs. chemical. Good topic to bring up. BTW, I didn't answer specifically about the meds I'm taking because I have a great team of dr's that take care of me and I don't want to be personally analyzed for my decisions, I just want to be supported as I walk this journey as a Grower.

But thank you so much for the kudo's and I'm happy you stopped by. It was a great discussion ... I could go on and on, but I'm trying to deter my brain from long windedness...lol

Thanks so much for taking my reply so, gracefully? I have never been one to pick the right words, but I am thankful that you did not gouge me for such a post

As for marijuana, it truly is a medicine. I predict that years from now, who knows how long, we will all be taking a cannabis derived supplement just as we do fish oil.

Thank you for sharing so much with us, looking forward to following you on your journey to optimal health.

 

[Lady G2HM]

Thanks so much for taking my reply so, gracefully? I have never been one to pick the right words, but I am thankful that you did not gouge me for such a post

As for marijuana, it truly is a medicine. I predict that years from now, who knows how long, we will all be taking a cannabis derived supplement just as we do fish oil.

Thank you for sharing so much with us, looking forward to following you on your journey to optimal health.

Hey nothing wrong with a healthy logical debate when my brain allows it. lol. Plus, I have been in your shoes, wrote something with good intentions, but it wasn't rec'd that way, so hey, today is your LUCKY day! HAHAHAHA, I just want to give people the benefit of the doubt here, life is too serious. Have a great day, drop by anytime mon ami.

Oh and it's the day after I found out I am pre-cancer free after 8 years...I think you picked the right day...HAHAHA

 

[Growlow]

As for marijuana, it truly is a medicine. I predict that years from now, who knows how long, we will all be taking a cannabis derived supplement just as we do fish oil.

A lot are not aware but doctors used to prescribe cannabis derived supplements to pregnant women for a bunch of reasons. Nothing new just something buried under a bunch of propaganda and stigma that ran for close to a century! Then again they did the same with Heroin and Cocaine and all 3 are now Schedule 1 narcotics. Though it would seem the fate of Cannabis is changing and the DEA and relevant federal entities have to make some adjustments with the current scientific proof of its medical applications. That clearly contradict what defines a Schedule 1 narcotic!

 

[Stinky Snid]

Wow. That was a great week of post Arya Hope I love the new format, it is a good read and very captivating. I wish I was around more but you know.... I was kinda busy. Good for you for driving stick, I used to frown on people drove standard. Until l got my big mud YJ and realized all bug muscle cars need to be stick or its just a waste. (inside joke... How about An Automatic Jeep? "That's A Pussy Jeep" lol now they drive a fiat) I would never go back to automatic, it takes the fun out of driving. That's my 2 cents....

As always my dear I'm Inspired and intrigued greatly by you and your fantastic voyage to recovering yourself. God bless you and you're hubby, sounds like he had a heroing week aswell.

KiG cheers