Sunshine On A Brainy Day — PS Dwarf Star Lights Up My Life

pennywise said:
As long as you are breathing you are one step ahead of the game.
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*hahahaha, one of my soccer coaches used to say that. If you can run and breathe, you're fit for the entire game. I used to come off with blood on my shirt, cuts on my head, patches of skin missing on the side of my legs from slide tackles on indoor turf. Oh yah, I got soccer injury stories that make my husband shutter when I tell him. ;)

Oops, nothing compared to you Sun, I just have a habit to talk about my glory days in soccer.
 
Re: Sunshine On A Brainy Day — PS Dwarf Star Lights Up My Life
What's Update — 100% Organic Garden & Brain Rehab — Aug 17, 2017

:welcome:Welcome to my Beautiful Healing Brain Journal!

Grow/Brain Rehabilitation Behaviour:

Dear 420 family:

I'm recovering from my headaches/migraines, what's important is that I stay on the oil and make sure I establish a stable dosing schedule. Also, there is damn construction out in front of our place, until November. Curses to grinding steel at 7:30am. To be honest, how would I know what works on these headaches if I didn't dose during my tough times. With the increased pain and pressure, I have increased from 6ml to 9ml.

And so far, I'm still chipper despite having my head in a vice. This is what my husband has noticed. I'm grateful that my increased smiling has lightened the mood because it is genuine. When you have a medical condition that is supposed to turn you into a monster, happiness is half the cure. Whaaat? You mean a medicine that makes me feel good about myself and there are no side fx?! Shut the front door on propaganda, open the door to life-extending oil.

It's been quite the emotional rollercoaster this month and it's not even over. However, I have passed major milestones in my grow/brain rehabilitation. This week I have had appointments with my medical team. Since I started my oil dosing schedule, it was important to me to disclose my secret of oil dosing rehab. I chose two people who are working with me the closest.

To maintain confidentiality, I can't say who they were, but I can proudly say now, that I have the support and secrecy of two loving and caring people on my medical team. What's important is that they are on board, because of the person that I am, not because they can outwardly support cannabis. And I totally get that.

They know that I have tried everything in my power to work with the specialists and it didn't work. They saw first hand how I was treated, and it brought me to tears back then. But now, I'm sooo past that, they were happy that it's working so far, period. They want me to live, you can't stop someone who's trying to save their life, naturally.

I got positive feedback on my worksheet that I made to collect my raw data. They said, that dosing schedule is what will bring both the medical and cannabis studies together, and there is nothing like that out there. In fact, one person said she had recommended CBD to trauma patients before and she didn't know why she never recommended that to me.

So there were lots of "ah ha" moments, and now I have the support of 2 people on my team. I'm making this process as safe and medically responsible I can, in order to change the medical teams' perspective on Cannabis used for brain trauma. Something they can't...turn...down. I know how the medical system works here regarding dementia patients, I learned it, inside out; now it's time to change the rules in how ALS and FTD patients are treated.

Just by reading this you are learning that Dementia is not a death sentence if treated early. So I am making sure I write all about my symptoms in the beginning so others may be privy to my red flags and why I demanded early diagnostics for answers, despite the doctors pushing me away.

Now I have a test result that shows early signs of FTD. Shame on them for the harsh BS I took from them in the beginning. But if it didn't happen, I never would have sought out this forum and made my own oil, therefore, I cannot fault them for their ignorance, it was meant to be. I'm just glad I didn't listen to them and followed my instinct to seek an all-natural, organic, karmic, alternative.

Even though I feel that I have fought tooth and nail to get to this point, I am starting to see positive reactions of people when I talk about THE oil that everybody's been reading about. They are so curious as to how, but they aren't surprised that I'm healing myself through my own efforts.

I'm sure everyone would exhaust every option in hopes to live with their true love. If my high-functioning, damaged brain can help others while I help myself, then maybe it will make up for the sacrifice people have paid by misdiagnosis'. Thanks for reading my rambling, you guys inspire me so much ;)

In my hand I hold my future...

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What am I grateful for? "support from my medical team"

Quote of the week: "It's working!

Excerpt from my book: "It is my hope to continue this open dialogue with medical professions as I know they truly want the best for me. I went from dying, to crying, to trying, to tolerating my condition long enough to make my own oil, my own medicine, my own way, in my own mind. I am awakening. "


My humble garden of positive change awaits you...


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3. Type: Kushie Kush CLONES ( Mother Born March 4, 2017)

Week: 7

Days: 49
(Clones cut June 8 — 22nd = 13 days to reroot.)

Temp: 24-28 (yikes)

RH: 44 - 57%

Strain: Indica

Technique: Cloning, 1 Top, HST & LST

Comments:

* The clones have been repotted and transplanted in their own spaces under the Dwarf Star. They don't look as pretty yet, but they are in their first week since being uprooted. I like to give clones 2 weeks in their new digs before I defol and get rid of their baby leaves and one legged leaves....lol. But right now it's more important to give them space to start a new routine, then I'll crawl all over them like catwoman over batman. Lol. Such a weird thing for me to write...lol.

*KKush Clone #1 — 3 Gallon self-watering pot

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*KKush Clone #2 — 5 Gallon self-watering pot

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*KKush Clone #3 — 2 Gallon self-watering pot

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*thank goodness this journal post is shorter than usual, I need a break, but my brain needs to continue on during this pivotal time. Rest, Ice, Rest, buttered flavoured rice cakes. Mmmmm!


*Thank you for reading and giving feedback.
 
pennywise said:
The Kushie triplets are off and running! .
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They sure are PW. I'm trying to keep down the amount of branches, in order to focus the plants strength more on the buds. Does that make sense? I've never focused on a chosen number, I just let the branches go. I'm hoping this theory works out on the clones because I know what the mother is capable of. Let's push her strain all the way. :thumb:
 
Grow2HealMe said:
Re: Sunshine On A Brainy Day — PS Dwarf Star Lights Up My Life
What's Update — 100% Organic Garden & Brain Rehab — Aug 17, 2017

:welcome:Welcome to my Beautiful Healing Brain Journal!

Grow/Brain Rehabilitation Behaviour:

Dear 420 family:

I'm recovering from my headaches/migraines, what's important is that I stay on the oil and make sure I establish a stable dosing schedule. Also, there is damn construction out in front of our place, until November. Curses to grinding steel at 7:30am. To be honest, how would I know what works on these headaches if I didn't dose during my tough times. With the increased pain and pressure, I have increased from 6ml to 9ml.

And so far, I'm still chipper despite having my head in a vice. This is what my husband has noticed. I'm grateful that my increased smiling has lightened the mood because it is genuine. When you have a medical condition that is supposed to turn you into a monster, happiness is half the cure. Whaaat? You mean a medicine that makes me feel good about myself and there are no side fx?! Shut the front door on propaganda, open the door to life-extending oil.

It's been quite the emotional rollercoaster this month and it's not even over. However, I have passed major milestones in my grow/brain rehabilitation. This week I have had appointments with my medical team. Since I started my oil dosing schedule, it was important to me to disclose my secret of oil dosing rehab. I chose two people who are working with me the closest.

To maintain confidentiality, I can't say who they were, but I can proudly say now, that I have the support and secrecy of two loving and caring people on my medical team. What's important is that they are on board, because of the person that I am, not because they can outwardly support cannabis. And I totally get that.

They know that I have tried everything in my power to work with the specialists and it didn't work. They saw first hand how I was treated, and it brought me to tears back then. But now, I'm sooo past that, they were happy that it's working so far, period. They want me to live, you can't stop someone who's trying to save their life, naturally.

I got positive feedback on my worksheet that I made to collect my raw data. They said, that dosing schedule is what will bring both the medical and cannabis studies together, and there is nothing like that out there. In fact, one person said she had recommended CBD to trauma patients before and she didn't know why she never recommended that to me.

So there were lots of "ah ha" moments, and now I have the support of 2 people on my team. I'm making this process as safe and medically responsible I can, in order to change the medical teams' perspective on Cannabis used for brain trauma. Something they can't...turn...down. I know how the medical system works here regarding dementia patients, I learned it, inside out; now it's time to change the rules in how ALS and FTD patients are treated.

Just by reading this you are learning that Dementia is not a death sentence if treated early. So I am making sure I write all about my symptoms in the beginning so others may be privy to my red flags and why I demanded early diagnostics for answers, despite the doctors pushing me away.

Now I have a test result that shows early signs of FTD. Shame on them for the harsh BS I took from them in the beginning. But if it didn't happen, I never would have sought out this forum and made my own oil, therefore, I cannot fault them for their ignorance, it was meant to be. I'm just glad I didn't listen to them and followed my instinct to seek an all-natural, organic, karmic, alternative.

Even though I feel that I have fought tooth and nail to get to this point, I am starting to see positive reactions of people when I talk about THE oil that everybody's been reading about. They are so curious as to how, but they aren't surprised that I'm healing myself through my own efforts.

I'm sure everyone would exhaust every option in hopes to live with their true love. If my high-functioning, damaged brain can help others while I help myself, then maybe it will make up for the sacrifice people have paid so that I can grow. Thanks for reading my rambling, you guys inspire me so much ;)

In my hand I hold my future...

IMG_2357_cbd_fresco.jpg


------------------------

What am I grateful for? "support from my medical team"

Quote of the week: "It's working!

Excerpt from my book: "It is my hope to continue this open dialogue with medical professions as I know they truly want the best for me. I went from dying, to crying, to trying, to tolerating my condition long enough to make my own oil, my own medicine, my own way, in my own mind. I am awakening. "


My humble garden of positive change awaits you...


--------------------------------

3. Type: Kushie Kush CLONES ( Mother Born March 4, 2017)

Week: 7

Days: 49
(Clones cut June 8 — 22nd = 13 days to reroot.)

Temp: 24-28 (yikes)

RH: 44 - 57%

Strain: Indica

Technique: Cloning, 1 Top, HST & LST

Comments:

* The clones have been repotted and transplanted in their own spaces under the Dwarf Star. They don't look as pretty yet, but they are in their first week since being uprooted. I like to give clones 2 weeks in their new digs before I defol and get rid of their baby leaves and one legged leaves....lol. But right now it's more important to give them space to start a new routine, then I'll crawl all over them like catwoman over batman. Lol. Such a weird thing for me to write...lol.

*KKush Clone #1 — 3 Gallon self-watering pot

IMG_2346aE.jpg


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*KKush Clone #2 — 5 Gallon self-watering pot

IMG_2347aE.jpg


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*KKush Clone #3 — 2 Gallon self-watering pot

IMG_2348aE.jpg



*thank goodness this journal post is shorter than usual, I need a break, but my brain needs to continue on during this pivotal time. Rest, Ice, Rest, buttered flavoured rice cakes. Mmmmm!


*Thank you for reading and giving feedback.
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My neurologist is totally on board, he was recommending it without knowledge of me already using, my goal is to get better at it. Document and hopefully prove positive results.

Girls are looking beautiful .
 
Suntana said:
My neurologist is totally on board, he was recommending it without knowledge of me already using, my goal is to get better at it. Document and hopefully prove positive results.

Girls are looking beautiful .
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If you want I can share my worksheet template with you to track your results? I did it in excel so that we can tally years of data at a time in the future. The hard work is done, you just fill out the colomns that pertain to you. OR, I just completed overwhelmed you with spreadsheets that dance patterns in your mind..lol. I apologize in advance. I'm an eager beaver you could say...;)

Oh and congrats on speaking with your neuro, keep up the communication and track your results. I'm so proud knowing you are right there at the starting line. I really believe in this therapy. Crosses fingers for you.:Love:

Suntana said:
I did it again, sorry I attached your post .
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*Stuff like that doesn't matter here, mistakes are lessons learned. Feel free to learn here. :)
 
Grow2HealMe said:
They sure are PW. I'm trying to keep down the amount of branches, in order to focus the plants strength more on the buds. Does that make sense? I've never focused on a chosen number, I just let the branches go. I'm hoping this theory works out on the clones because I know what the mother is capable of. Let's push her strain all the way. :thumb:
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If was admiring your masterful restraining of #3. I've had a couple clones get away from me lately. I'm still learning too, and clones are still new to me. They require a different approach for training, don't they?

I keep letting them get too tall before I start working with them. Good work on yours. :high-five:

I'm so thrilled you're writing the book. It's a story that needs telling. :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:
 
GTHM, my soul sista from across the pond, you rock it in every way.
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I'm so proud of how much progress you are making, inspiring with every step.

That's fantastic news that you both have got support from your neurological teams GTHM & Suntana. .
We are definitely on the right path by providing our own research and documentation. We simply cannot wait for the researchers and funders to catch up.

I'm still really apprehensive about letting my new neurologist know how I'm managing my brain functioning with cannabis.

Hopefully I'll be able to get more insight into how progressive her views are on my next appointment.

Seeds shall be dropped soon, soil is cooking away nicely ...
 
SweetSue said:
If was admiring your masterful restraining of #3. I've had a couple clones get away from me lately. I'm still learning too, and clones are still new to me. They require a different approach for training, don't they?

I keep letting them get too tall before I start working with them. Good work on yours. :high-five:

I'm so thrilled you're writing the book. It's a story that needs telling. :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:
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*Yah clones need more guidance in the beginning, otherwise they get too tall and the branches become brittle before you get to train them. But this time I caught them early enough and they are growing exactly as I pictured. As much as I love FREE plants, clones require more work in the beginning, but it's sooo worth it! ;)

*Also, thank you for the encouragement, every little bit helps me keep going. :Namaste:

ginganinja30 said:
GTHM, my soul sista from across the pond, you rock it in every way.
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I'm so proud of how much progress you are making, inspiring with every step.

That's fantastic news that you both have got support from your neurological teams GTHM & Suntana. .
We are definitely on the right path by providing our own research and documentation. We simply cannot wait for the researchers and funders to catch up.

I'm still really apprehensive about letting my new neurologist know how I'm managing my brain functioning with cannabis.

Hopefully I'll be able to get more insight into how progressive her views are on my next appointment.

Seeds shall be dropped soon, soil is cooking away nicely ...
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*Awwww, shucks GN30 Thank you very much!

*Also, don't tell your specialist anything until you can absolutely trust them. Meaning, build a rapport first, friendship, just take your time cause it takes a special doctor for understanding. I would wait until your first harvest, you'll know more then. I just don't want you to suffer for your choice in healing methods at the hands of a medical system. It took me almost a year to build that trust. Go slow.

*Really great to hear updates from you, congrats!;) You're doing the best thing for your brain. Hey do you get to mix fish nutes in that batch you're cooking?
 
Grow2HealMe said:
Thanks to DobeWan, I realized, I have been spelling "Kushie Kush" WRONG. hahahaha, come on now brain. It's supposed to be Kushy Kush...duh!
No biggie, but how long did it take me to realize...just 7 months....lol. bird brain
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I'm sure no one will hold it against you, G2HM.

I'm slowly making my way through your journal. I am in awe, you and this community around you are something else.
 
DobeWan said:
I'm sure no one will hold it against you, G2HM.

I'm slowly making my way through your journal. I am in awe, you and this community around you are something else.
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*I feel pretty lucky to be here. The people here drive me to continue, because they care. Not because they have to, but because they know how hard it can be. I'm glad you're enjoying the journal so far, it's exciting to know that someone is reading my past. Hoping it gets more exciting for you DW...lol.

pennywise said:
Wait a minute, you mean its not "Kushie Kush"?

Hmmm well it should be! .
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*Nope PW, gotta put my pride aside, and call it like it is. ;):lot-o-toke::nomo::hmmmm::hmmmm::hmmmm::oops:
 
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