Here I am slipping in quietly. I’m 11 hours in, from having a toke to go to sleep last night, I’ve now been up for about or so. Had some broken sleep but that’s to be expected. So far so good. I’m lucky enough to not be forced into very many human interactions on a daily basis so I’m low risk for having a snip at anyone
. Just me and the lovely other here nad while the other is a little trepidatious about the next few days... I have plenty of support.
The only decision to make is whether i reintroduce using the vaping or the dosing oil. I figure the oil because that’s what I expect to taking a low dose of all the time. Last time (with different oil from a differnt plant - still 2:1 CBD) I worked out .25ml per dose. ANd I suppose I want to find the vaping ‘dose’ on top of that. SO especially considering that I’d like to not be vaping every day, or if I do only once in the afternoon and then again before bed if needed, the oil dose will be first cab off the rank. I’ll start that Thursday morning, even though technically Wed night is the 2 days passed. Hmmmm, I’ve been contemplating making a small batch of high THC oil to test for a nighttime dose (see if I can get some sleep aid without being high). Maybe Wed night would be perfect to try that... such fun!
Go well Sue - you must be well into day 2 by now?
when a member of the conversation group made the statement that she couldn't control her thoughts. That kinda talk doesn't go past me without some reaction on my part. Poor woman didn't stand a chance.
Haha poor woman indeed! You know though, management of thoughts does not come very easy at all for some people. We’re all wired differently. Some people will just chemically, physiologically find it much more difficult to control thoughts, or to meditate, than others, for lots of reasons. Often times,
years of guidance and training are needed to achieve just a little this ability. So be gentle Sue! If you can
Although maybe she was rejecting the mere concept...
Joy, deliberate joy, that’s the ticket! (
*talking to myself here...) That will make these few days pass like a light breeze on a summer’s day