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Thanks for all the suggestions and such. Would only take things like SSRI's as an absolute last resort. Horrible things. All the plants I've grown/am growing are either indica or indica leaning. I'm gonna let these future ones go a little longer in flowering and see how I get on with them.
I think covid will have had an effect on everyone whether we realise it or not. Then added to that I had worries because of previous health issues. Then my 7 year old son ending up in hospital and nearly losing him etc. It's all had an effect.
I probably do have a bit of PTSD too. I've noticed the way things like fireworks effect me has changed in recent years. I don't think you can do 5 operational deployments and come out without a few mental scars. Hyper vigilance is a bitch. Once you've been in that state your body remembers and kicks it in full force. I think occasions like having 56 incoming rockets in one night in Iraq are bound to mess you up a little. The amount of indirect fire there was awful.
I'll get back to where I need to be though. Already feeling more positive. It's a marathon that never really ends though. Peace and love to all.
I think covid will have had an effect on everyone whether we realise it or not. Then added to that I had worries because of previous health issues. Then my 7 year old son ending up in hospital and nearly losing him etc. It's all had an effect.
I probably do have a bit of PTSD too. I've noticed the way things like fireworks effect me has changed in recent years. I don't think you can do 5 operational deployments and come out without a few mental scars. Hyper vigilance is a bitch. Once you've been in that state your body remembers and kicks it in full force. I think occasions like having 56 incoming rockets in one night in Iraq are bound to mess you up a little. The amount of indirect fire there was awful.
I'll get back to where I need to be though. Already feeling more positive. It's a marathon that never really ends though. Peace and love to all.