you must be an early bird too Vet ? 5.30/6am im up . 
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Vetsmoke Goes Perpetual With Bonsai Mothers, Clones & DIY Builds
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Not through choice mate. Lol. The soon to be 1 year old is the alarm clock. I used to get up at 04:30 and go to the gym each morning but haven't for a couple of years now.you must be an early bird too Vet ? 5.30/6am im up .
we have two that love their sleep lucky enough , but we have another little 3 year old staying with us this last 2 months , so we went from 2 kids to 3 over night , he might be with us to march
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GG needs another feed already. Now on 5.25 g/G Mega Crop, 2ml/G of bio-silicon and 3ml/G of biobizz Top-max. Takes about half a gallon each feed.
In other news I had the results from my MRI scan recently which were all clean. Diagnosed with anxiety attacks. I think finally losing that seed of doubt on my physical health has massively helped my mental health. I've had a smoke tonight and last night without any strong anxiety/panic symptoms. I think smoking with my wife has helped too. She's been feeling low so wanted to give it a try.
Last night we had some of my Northern Lights. She wanted something nice and relaxing so I chose that.
Tonight I picked out the Candy Kush. Again very relaxing but it puts a bigger smile on my face. We've had a lovely evening giggling at each other and now watching the last Jumanji film.
Just been put into the highest level of covid restrictions so very grateful to be here with my family this Christmas. The babies 1st Birthday on Christmas eve too. I feel for those stuck on their own. Stay safe, appreciate what you have and be kind to others. We'll get to the other side.
In other news I had the results from my MRI scan recently which were all clean. Diagnosed with anxiety attacks. I think finally losing that seed of doubt on my physical health has massively helped my mental health. I've had a smoke tonight and last night without any strong anxiety/panic symptoms. I think smoking with my wife has helped too. She's been feeling low so wanted to give it a try.
Last night we had some of my Northern Lights. She wanted something nice and relaxing so I chose that.
Tonight I picked out the Candy Kush. Again very relaxing but it puts a bigger smile on my face. We've had a lovely evening giggling at each other and now watching the last Jumanji film.
Just been put into the highest level of covid restrictions so very grateful to be here with my family this Christmas. The babies 1st Birthday on Christmas eve too. I feel for those stuck on their own. Stay safe, appreciate what you have and be kind to others. We'll get to the other side.
Glad you got results mate ,
the more your cure the less the smoke gives anxiety , I used to take buds off smoke them after a quick dry and get paranoid and every thing head rush of it too
, after even 3 week cure it was much nicer of a med ,
the more your cure the less the smoke gives anxiety , I used to take buds off smoke them after a quick dry and get paranoid and every thing head rush of it too
, after even 3 week cure it was much nicer of a med ,
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These have been curing for 12-18 months now. Ha ha.Glad you got results mate ,
the more your cure the less the smoke gives anxiety , I used to take buds off smoke them after a quick dry and get paranoid and every thing head rush of it too
, after even 3 week cure it was much nicer of a med ,
sweet , that will be well nice mate 
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One benefit of growing way more than I could possibly smoke even with my little setup. These babies get plenty of time curing and just get better and better.
NorthernCosmos
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That GG is such a beauty!
Hows' that going - have you found an optimal way to get it in you? I remember us talking briefly about the "hardship" of smoking back here.
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Thanks man. She's going well. Glad I've got 2 clones off her.
Not really but I've had a couple of small smokes and no major issues. Just having a small pinch in a bong at a time. Just enough to feel it. Had a little more last night and got anxiety symptoms for about 20 mins. Was easier to control now I know there's nothing else wrong with me. Picked up a prescription today for propranolol. Dr told me to take 10-20mg if I feel an attack coming. Hopefully won't have to use it much.
NorthernCosmos
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Dang. Not a good feeling that... I know. Of course you're not harvesting with clear trichs, so simply individual reaction/tolerance then? Was it always like that?
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Not much fun but at least now I know I won't actually die
. Never had issues before. Started around Feb this year out the blue. I have the attacks randomly with no apparent trigger most of the time. Weed can kick it off though.
syenite
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Not much fun but at least now I know I won't actually die
That sucks, Vet! I have anxiety issues as well so I can relate. How did that CBD go for you? IIRC it didn't really help eh?
Infusions (whether THC or CBD) have quite a different effect too, whenever you get around to trying them!
Not much fun but at least now I know I won't actually die
Loads of people dont know but this covid-19 IS making people this way , its in the back of every ones head , my little boy 7 years old freaks out when my other half goes out in the car , freaks !! , every two mins he wants me to ring her and cries thinking something bad has happened , we quit watching the news and don't have any news on the radio , the more you know the more it affects you ,
We watch a lot of comedies and children's programs , coco melon lol , but its so nice seeing my two year old doing the actions LOL!!
syenite
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Amen. It's been a horrible year and I'm sure the impact on all our psyches has been immense.
maybe latent ptsd ?
i can recommend canna pills. i've been using it for adhd among other things for years. it's a great control. i ditched ritalin so long ago i can't remember.
everyone hates me when i forget my pills ..
i can recommend canna pills. i've been using it for adhd among other things for years. it's a great control. i ditched ritalin so long ago i can't remember.
everyone hates me when i forget my pills ..
Oldhippie59
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Hello Vetsmoke85 I have anxiety PTSD and Hyper vigilance. a lot of strains not always Sativa kick in the paranoia and uneasy feeling for me. One strain that does not do that at all and makes me extremely happy is Maui wowie it’s a good one! Take care my friend.Not much fun but at least now I know I won't actually die
maybe latent ptsd ?
i can recommend canna pills. i've been using it for adhd among other things for years. it's a great control. i ditched ritalin so long ago i can't remember.
everyone hates me when i forget my pills ..
me too lol
Oldhippie59
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I used to wake up take 5 prescription medications all designed to treat my PTSD, Anxiety,Depression and insomnia after the pills kicked in I would sit on the couch all day and not be interested in anything. Now I take no prescription pills and I wake up now make coffee step out on the back deck smoke a few hits breath in some morning air look at the trees and morning sun and I’m happy And ready to get moving! I realize not everyone can move away from all prescriptions and I am not advising that at all.
