Fuzznutter
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There's no hijacking of this thread. I stopped caring right before Dale died and I realized I could have stopped the diabetes with thoughtful use of cannabis over twenty years ago. Instead I beat myself up all those years about taking the money to purchase something he obviously needed. So we let the medical establishment slowly kill him and only got high just enough to keep from going insane.
When I made us stop for eight years he turned to drinking. That was a dangerous wake-up call and a bullet we dodged. He came precariously close to becoming an alcoholic near the end of that madness. As soon as I started growing for him and relief was in sight he died. *sigh*
It's a mistake I'll not repeat. I'm staying wonderfully buzzed to the end, and mostly on my own produce.
So much unnecessary loss and heartache forced upon our generations over a plant. *sigh*