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Knowledge is power and you will need all the knowledge you can get to cure your daughter. I hope and pray you are successful. I lost my daughter to a drug overdose. She had ovarian cancer at the age of 18 a tumor the size of a grapefruit was removed but after healing from the surgery my daughter had significant pain caused by scar tissue on her internal organs she struggled with the pain for 15 years before accidently overdosing on Loritab and Ambien. Here's the rub I could have save her had I started my growing sooner. You have the support of a lot of good people here and I'm sure you will save your daughter. Good luck! Peace be with you.
Big Budha..... I know that's hard to bear. I run up against it all the time thinking of how easy it would have been to heal my husband instead of watching him die in increments over a twenty year span. Cajun reminds me frequently that I'll come up against this over and over again as we continue our work here. I'm learning to let it fuel my passion to get as much information out there that this doesn't have to be the way it goes for anyone else.
The pain never really goes away. I'm hoping it at least dulls in time. Typing through a veil of tears is extremely challenging.
I hope you find a peace that carries you forward. I keep reminding myself that this passion I developed for the healing properties of cannabis is just what my husband would have wanted me to do. Part of my drive with our daughter is the reality that the anxiety is intense enough that she's already attempted suicide twice in her brief adult life. I'm hoping to spare her any more moments that're that desperate for the rest of her life.
The unexpected challenges of parenthood, eh? I need to leave you with another, love-infused hug.