The Joy Of Growing - SweetSue Goes Perpetual

Awww. Thanks. You guys make me stronger. A nice, unexpected side benefit of my finding this wonderful community. :Love:
 
Rest In Peace Dale...


And this is for you Sue; :hugs:
 
No problem.
 
A pleasant dinner out, a sweet stroll along the river in memory of our final goal. Now a quick swing through Target for some new socks (finally time to tend to life again) and home for a good buzz. Not that I really need it, because that baked bud is still carrying me strong, but why not?
 
Oh Sue, I fell asleep before I got your reply..

I hope you're back from target, relaxed and enjoying a strong buzz about now. You deserve a rest. and a big :hugs: ..I'm so sorry about Dale, everything else has already been said.

My heart's with you today. :Love:
 
Lit some incense and loaded my last bowl of Diesel I've been saving. Here's to Dale. :) I just realized that, without him and his health problems, we here at 420 may have never been graced with your presence Sue. That probably doesn't help but...there's some silver lining. Sorry I'm not the best at hard moments. My thoughts are with you though. :Namaste:
 
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Lit some incense and loaded my last bowl of Diesel I've been saving. Here's to Dale. :) I just realized that, without him and his health problems, we here at 420 may have never been graced with your presence Sue. That probably doesn't help but...there's some silver lining. Sorry I'm not the best at hard moments. My thoughts are with you though. :Namaste:
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You know SoilGirl, I was just thinking the same thing. I would have never even thought about growing but for his health challenges. How strange and wonderful life can be. Now I can focus on the grow, redefining myself and working to further the cause of legalization. I took time today to assure my close friends and family that I had my financial ducks in a row so they could stop worrying about me. I slept for about 30 minutes, had a relaxing dinner outing, bought myself some colorful new tops and now - now I'm going to get completely ripped and try out my new earbuds.

Life goes on. I am surprisingly relaxed and....... I'd have to go with happy. Yep. Happy. I've had some very thoughtful support as I went through this from a friend who understood very closely what I was living with. His insight has been a big part of this easy transition. Even knowing the grief will be ever present for a while, I'm stronger for his help.

I live a blessed life. Gratitude oozes from my every pore. :Love:
 
My Deepest Condolences on your Loss Sue im sure you both had very memorable moments together
and im sure he was at peace knowing you were there for him :circle-of-love:
 
Thank you Cronic. I believe it helped him immensely. Kidney failure causes confusion towards the end, and there were a few times when he noticeably calmed after he realized I was there. It's such an honor to be with someone during their passing. It changes your perspective. Well, it certainly changed mine. :blushsmile:

I think if I could change one thing about hospice it would be beds large enough to allow the spouse to climb right in there to wrap their love up in their arms. I had to be a contortionist to make that happen for him last night, but I was determined, and that pretty much makes me a force of nature to be reckoned with. :laughtwo:
 
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Hey Sue! Just wanted to thank u for your advice and taking the time out of your day to help me out. I appreciate u. After we spoke, I actually decided that I might have jumped the gun and decided to let my babies mature for just a tad longer! Thanks again for the encouraging words and the extra incentive to be patient! Took these tonight
 
It just struck me that I have no responsibilities at this point other than keeping myself alive. No appointments to make, no running out for the bus, nowhere at all that I have to be tomorrow. Nowhere at all. That's just now sinking in.

I think I'll take a few days to begin getting my house back in order. Hoarders don't live here. I'm sure of it. :laughtwo: You'd never know that by looking around though. Let's see how long it takes me get it under control and be able to breathe freely here again. Who'd have thunk the idea of cleaning house could have such joyful appeal? It's all in the perspective.

"I could hold you forever ...." Oops! Lost in the music. :laughtwo:
 
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Hey Sue! Just wanted to thank u for your advice and taking the time out of your day to help me out. I appreciate u. After we spoke, I actually decided that I might have jumped the gun and decided to let my babies mature for just a tad longer! Thanks again for the encouraging words and the extra incentive to be patient! Took these tonight
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Wow! Stopped me in my tracks! What beauty!!! Thank you so much for sharing. Feel free to do that anytime. That first one? Eye Candy. Consider sharing it with the rest of the crew.

Come on folks let's see some eye candy! Here's some for ya

edit So glad to help. Anytime. :blushsmile:
 
I'd like to start a string of post here for a moment of silence for Sue in remembrance of Dale by just hitting our period key once. I'll go first.
 
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Words fail me. :Love:
 
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