Ahh Sue - my current life circumstance is probably the most difficult I’ve lived through. It’s in my interest to keep practicing hard the skills of joyful manifestation because there is a pit beneath me that I refuse to inhabit (but it threatens all the time). At the moment, the joy of growing Cannabis keeps me in a very good mood. The learning, the challenges, the sheer individual beauty of each plant... And sharing the practice of cultivation with others here deepens that experience in enduring ways.Having a good day, are you?
So yes - I am having a good day. My current practice is to have the experience of a good day even on my worst days. And there’s a few of them right now as I realise the need to pull back even more (to avoid further deterioration), while the partners next phase of recovery from the cancer surgery is kicking in and surfing is slowly starting to happen again. I have so much joy for that and love hearing the stories of the ‘paddle-out’, and simultaneously I am wracked with grief that I am not there too (and so is the partner really - it was a shared pass time from which I am now missing, in the physical sense). So, deliberate thought is becoming imperative for sheer survival!!
Hey - I made some pain oil from the Money Bush (the Bush Pod baby) and it’s working nicely. The plant had the most amazing smell of fuelley pine and overwhelming strawberry bubblegum - so so sweet, almost sickly sweet. ANyhoo, I must’ve retained some terpenes because a subtle version of that smell has stayed with the infused oil. I added 1 drop of a lovely lavender oil and the final oil smells truly beautiful. I might have to grow that one for topicals again - the aroma is really something. Wonder if it was the Afghani or the Critical Mass in the genetics that give the sweet sweet aroma.
Great day to you Sue, and all the forest patrons!