SweetSue's Hempy Haven: Powered By Timber

[SweetSue]

I'm a fan of understatement and must take a moment to register this iceburg.... just sayin.

Hahaha!

Gosh Woody, someday I’m coming to visit. I’ll shoot you my email so you can share that supply method.

We talked, she and I, about the supply. Occasionally she’ll forget she’s running out and it’ll be a day before I have oil made for her. She feels the anxiety ramp up again with every missed dose. I’ve assured her if I have to bring it myself she’ll never go without.

Growing her own isn’t an option. Not here. Not with her partner’s current attitudes.

Thank you Woody. I’m a good parent, but I’m also very laissez faire about my methods, preferring to let them motivate themselves and grow without my constant hovering. My son knows me well, and I’m hoping he remembers I’m not one to pass judgement. It’ll make his reapproach easier to maneuver.

I knew when he was born that he wasn’t mine to hold too tight, but I wasn’t prepared for this. I don’t think anyone can prepare for losing contact with a beloved child. I decided yesterday that it’s just a matter of time.

TS, the Red Diesel in with Zam x Pan is Mega Crop as well.

Zamaldelica x Panama (flip + 36)

• SweetSue
• Aug 6, 2018

So that means the soil girls and the Red Diesel are the recipients this round. These two come down this week.

Tent # 2

• SweetSue
• Aug 6, 2018

Good morning everyone

Time for me to get ready for coffee and conversation group, so let me throw out some excitement before I wander up the hill to the library.

Hmmm.... while I’m up there I’ll let them know I won’t be here to help usher next season’s shows.

Hey.... the little girls have started to bloom!

Tent #1

• SweetSue
• Aug 6, 2018

You see how it takes multiple daily watering to keep this one happy?

A thirsty Devil’s Carn

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• Aug 6, 2018

It’s an experiment. Lol!

They all came out for a drink.

Tiny pots, big plants

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• Aug 6, 2018

Which gave me time to admire Carn.

Carnival 5 (Day 29)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Carnival 5 (Day 29)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Carnival 5 (Day 29)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Carnival 5 (Day 29)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Then it was time to set everyone back in place.

Small pots in bloom

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• Aug 6, 2018

Royal Cookies (Day 30, flip + 7)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Mendocino Underdog (Day 37, flip + 7)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Devil’s Carnival (Day 51, flip + 7)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Once the soil girl come down I’ll shift all the small pots into that tent and let them finish with more air movement and space. Right now everyone’s kinda crammed in.

I’m gonna try one more flush on the soil girls before harvest, but they really look like they’re ready to come down now.

Gotta run. I’ll be back later.

 

[SweetSue]

Wake. Bake. Repeat......

• SweetSue
• Aug 6, 2018

 

[TorturedSoul]

We talked, she and I, about the supply. Occasionally she’ll forget she’s running out and it’ll be a day before I have oil made for her. She feels the anxiety ramp up again with every missed dose. I’ve assured her if I have to bring it myself she’ll never go without.

Growing her own isn’t an option. Not here. Not with her partner’s current attitudes.

This is me not being judgmental... ... ... ...

Well, that didn't last long, did it?

Maybe we just have differing definitions of the word "partner." Hope she has better luck next time around. (And, no, that wasn't me being a smart-@ss. Well, it probably was - but I was trying not to be.)

I wasn’t prepared for this. I don’t think anyone can prepare for losing contact with a beloved child. I decided yesterday that it’s just a matter of time.

If it was ME... I'd probably end up writing a letter (taking one step back from instant / live / email / text / phone communication due to the emotional content on both sides). In that letter I'd find a way to express my deep, sincere regret that - whatever happened (or failed to happen) - I was not close to my child either physically or otherwise... that wishing I could find a way to fix this situation was on my mind every day... But I know said child is an adult (and has been so for some time) and that, realizing that both parties must agree to communicate, I understand that this might not be possible, even though I long for it. But, even if this turns out to be the case here, I remember my grandparents, wish I'd been able to spend more time together, wish I'd had a chance to know them better... And, while I'd like to see ( / talk to / communicate with) my grandchildren for my own sake, I understand if the difficulties between you and I cause you to want to withhold this from me - but I hope you'll think of your kids and consider the benefit of getting to meet one of their grandparents, versus the pain of having to live their lives without ever having gotten the chance to do so.

Of course, I'd spend more than a minute thinking about how to word such a letter, lol. And I'd prepare myself for some exponential increase in pain, because it's within the realm of possibility that I'd get a reply that included the word "never."

And, oh yeah, by the way, some people watch to see what ol' ~TS~ does... so they know what not to do. So feel free to weigh my advice against an equal volume of air to see which one is heavier. Or something, IDK, never managed to fall asleep so I'm already dragging, both mentally and physically.

 

[MaddHacker]

Gotta tell ya TS, you are communicating SOOo much better bro... Glad you are in a good mood... Better for my soul and such. Sup Sue... and to all Green day...

 

[Mr. Krip]

I'm a fan of understatement and must take a moment to register this iceburg.... just sayin.

 

[TorturedSoul]

Gotta tell ya TS, you are communicating SOOo much better bro... Glad you are in a good mood...

I don't really have good moods. Or bad ones. Lot of "flatline" time in my life in that regard.

I've just been trying to post "positive" so as not to get the skirt-wearers' panties in wads. Glad to read that I'm doing well with that. I can't really tell.

OtOH, lol, it's not a real big concern.

 

[DrDoob]

Maybe we just have differing definitions of the word "partner."

That’s exactly what I said.

 

[Hash Hound]

Sue

I had a little better results today with the Slug33
I picked a bud of Panama last week that looked like just the start of some budrot.
It was dry today and I thought I'd give the Slug another shot.
The bud was 1.8g so each press got .9g
Not much resin, but very clean looking.
Good buzz, but I consumed the one on the right already.

resin press 6 Pan.jpg

• Hash Hound
• Aug 6, 2018

 

[Tomster420]

What's this slug press? I'm curious

 

[SweetSue]

This is me not being judgmental... ... ... ...

Well, that didn't last long, did it?

Maybe we just have differing definitions of the word "partner." Hope she has better luck next time around. (And, no, that wasn't me being a smart-@ss. Well, it probably was - but I was trying not to be.)



If it was ME... I'd probably end up writing a letter (taking one step back from instant / live / email / text / phone communication due to the emotional content on both sides). In that letter I'd find a way to express my deep, sincere regret that - whatever happened (or failed to happen) - I was not close to my child either physically or otherwise... that wishing I could find a way to fix this situation was on my mind every day... But I know said child is an adult (and has been so for some time) and that, realizing that both parties must agree to communicate, I understand that this might not be possible, even though I long for it. But, even if this turns out to be the case here, I remember my grandparents, wish I'd been able to spend more time together, wish I'd had a chance to know them better... And, while I'd like to see ( / talk to / communicate with) my grandchildren for my own sake, I understand if the difficulties between you and I cause you to want to withhold this from me - but I hope you'll think of your kids and consider the benefit of getting to meet one of their grandparents, versus the pain of having to live their lives without ever having gotten the chance to do so.

Of course, I'd spend more than a minute thinking about how to word such a letter, lol. And I'd prepare myself for some exponential increase in pain, because it's within the realm of possibility that I'd get a reply that included the word "never."

And, oh yeah, by the way, some people watch to see what ol' ~TS~ does... so they know what not to do. So feel free to weigh my advice against an equal volume of air to see which one is heavier. Or something, IDK, never managed to fall asleep so I'm already dragging, both mentally and physically.

He's a confused kid who was raised by an ultra-conservative mother and then finished his teen years going to AA meetings every day with his dad. *sigh* We want him to find his way in his own time. He's a really good man who loves my daughter. Aside from this tiny point, on which he's wavering already, he's a good match for my daughter.

It's a matter of time and education, a national challenge we'll overcome. I used to be more intense about it than I find I am now.

Gotta tell ya TS, you are communicating SOOo much better bro... Glad you are in a good mood... Better for my soul and such. Sup Sue... and to all Green day...

TS knows he delights me. I'm always pleased when rays of sunshine break through, but he is who he is, and I find I'm just fine with that. Hang around here long enough and you may be too, much to your surprise Hacker.

I don't really have good moods. Or bad ones. Lot of "flatline" time in my life in that regard.

I've just been trying to post "positive" so as not to get the skirt-wearers' panties in wads. Glad to read that I'm doing well with that. I can't really tell.

OtOH, lol, it's not a real big concern.

I was getting ready to say this and realized you'd already done so. Lol! It's a sign of our friendship that I didn't stop and wonder if you'd be offended. Lol! Ahhh.... TS.... I'm touched by the effort.

That’s exactly what I said.

When I read it I thought "That's exactly what Doob said!" Lol!

@Hash Hound, there ya go. That's so much fun to play with, isn't it? I'm not surprised you burned through that much. It goes down so smooth. How was the effect? Taste?

Indicas produce more oil. What're you doing with the plugs?

Photo drop. They're just too beautiful not to.

Starting to impress....

Red Diesel (Day 42, flip + 6)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Red Diesel (Day 42, flip + 6)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Red Diesel (Day 42, flip + 6)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Another couple days and she'll be blooming.

Red Diesel (Day 42, flip + 6)

• SweetSue
• Aug 6, 2018

Oh yeah!

Zamaldelica x Panama (flip + 34)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Zamaldelica x Panama (flip + 34)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Zamaldelica x Panama (flip + 34)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Zamaldelica x Panama (flip + 34)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Dark Devil Auto 8 (Day 62, flip + 20)

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• Aug 6, 2018

We have staining!

Dark Devil Auto 8 (Day 62, flip + 20)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Dark Devil Auto 8 (Day 62, flip + 20)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Dark Devil Auto 8 (Day 62, flip + 20)

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• Aug 6, 2018

She's not going to get taller. What I get is what I get.

Dark Devil Auto 8 (Day 62, flip + 20)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Now this girl......

Dark Devil Auto 9 (Day 62, flip + 20)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Dark Devil Auto 9 (Day 62, flip + 20)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Dark Devil Auto 9 (Day 62, flip + 20)

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• Aug 6, 2018

Dark Devil Auto 9 (Day 62, flip + 20)

• SweetSue
• Aug 6, 2018

Just 6 weeks to go. This is gonna be exciting to wrap up guys. None of the angst of previous switch-ups exists. I am so ready to get on with the move. I'm taking myself out to dinner now and then I'm coming home to get on with the business of culling possessions for the pickup on Wednesday.

The learner's permit will have to wait until I get the next deposit in the bank. I discovered today that PA requires a physical to issue one, and that was the point where I stopped reading. A scheduling chore for another day. I'd forgotten that it's a bureaucratic and logistical nightmare to get a license to drive in PA. I may be better advised to move and get one in LA.

My original license was from TX, where you walk in, pay the fee for the permit, and take the test right then and there. PA loves to increase the bureaucratic money stream. We have a joke that you have a friend in PA and he has his hand in your pocket.

I shouldn't laugh so hard. The state I'm making my own passed a medical cannabis program that requires you to return to the recommending doctor every three months for recertification. Now that ladies and gentleman is a creatively-written law suited to limiting access to the safest drug available and enriching the doctors approved into the program. I feel a lot of favors got repaid here and a lot of money changed hands out of sight.

You have to marvel a little at the orchestration. It'll fall eventually, but OMG, it's almost as brilliant as the state that said "Yes!" to medical cannabis oils, but "No!" to dispensaries to sell the oil. Baby steps. We'll get there.

I'm off to find a meal. I'll catch up later.

 

[Hash Hound]

@Hash Hound, there ya go. That's so much fun to play with, isn't it? I'm not surprised you burned through that much. It goes down so smooth. How was the effect? Taste?

Indicas produce more oil. What're you doing with the plugs?

I may be better advised to move and get one in LA.

Sue, it was made with the Panama. The taste was pretty neutral and the high leaned toward the uppy side.

I'd wait til I get to LA. They might make you surrender your PA one anyway.
Plus if you move and have a different permanent address than your license, they can fine you if they stop you, at least that's what they can do in PA. I think you have 15 or 30 days in Pa to change addresses on registration and get a new license. Might want to check with Tead whats up in LA or have him ask local PD whats required.
Less things out of order on a traffic stop cant hurt.

 

[kelticBlue]

I'd wait til I get to LA. They might make you surrender your PA one anyway.
Plus if you move and have a different permanent address than your license, they can fine you if they stop you, at least that's what they can do in PA. I think you have 15 or 30 days in Pa to change addresses on registration and get a new license. Might want to check with Tead whats up in LA or have him ask local PD whats required.
Less things out of order on a traffic stop cant hurt.

This sounds like brilliant advice.

 

[SweetSue]

This sounds like brilliant advice.

Yes it does, doesn’t it? Evenin’ keltic.

It sure does make a gal feel protected to be surrounded by so many caring and helpful souls.

I may look into a small scooter as a start. Just something to get me to the nearest grocery and back. I’m a woman with few needs, but food is one of them. Lol!

Resting at the end of a long day with some delicious DDA from Chris Scorpio. Thanks Chris.

DDA delight

• SweetSue
• Aug 6, 2018

 

[Amy Gardner]

Ooh SUe - I did a scooter permit course a few years ago and I loved it! The course was pretty cool, learning all the good ways to ride a cycle from this great guy who was a long time biker - and through he had the best job in the world. It was a hoot.

I wanted to let you know again, how cosmically blessed you timing is...

I'm coming home to get on with the business of culling possessions for the pickup on Wednesday

I don’t live by astrological things, but I am mindful enough of them to not dismiss them completely. I posted about this is my journal because I have a moon theme going on, and you prolly wont see it (like the pics - was in teh same update) so here...

We’re currently into the second week of the waning moon cycle and over the next week all the lunar influence is continuing to enhance whatever is happening beneath the soil, or so lunar gardeners such as myself believe. The dark moon is about roots. One writer on moon gardeneing (Ute York) refers to it as the earth breathing in and out with the moon cycle (I’m paraphrasing a bit) so the waning cycle is when the earth is breathing in...

It’s also a good time to ‘turn inwards’ a bit ourselves. The dark moon period, particularly the last quarter that we are now entering, is a great time for extra rest and meditation, clearing out old stuff that’s cluttering up your life unnecessarily and letting go of things that cause you pain. You can do any of those things at any time of course, but doing them during a dark moon week will bring some lovely cosmic support for your efforts.

 

[SweetSue]

Ooh SUe - I did a scooter permit course a few years ago and I loved it! The course was pretty cool, learning all the good ways to ride a cycle from this great guy who was a long time biker - and through he had the best job in the world. It was a hoot.

I wanted to let you know again, how cosmically blessed you timing is...



I don’t live by astrological things, but I am mindful enough of them to not dismiss them completely. I posted about this is my journal because I have a moon theme going on, and you prolly wont see it (like the pics - was in teh same update) so here...

Oh Amy.... I’m a little speechless. Lol! You’d think I’d be used to all this alignment by now. Lol!

I’ll make the best of the week then. It’s a great motivator to eliminate some big items like the grandfather clock and gumball machine filled with marbles. I’ll find a new home for some bonsai pots and that guitar too.

Ooooo.... now I’m really excited. Can you hear it “click” into place? Smooth sailing ahead.

Thank you Amy. Other people might get frustrated that I don’t stop by more often.

 

[Amy Gardner]

Excellent- it’s the post eclipse moon phase so extra special

Garden is looking great too btw. They’re all going to keep you lovely company, while the apartment empties out in prep for departure. Woohoo! (Those emojis are coming soon I hope - I sent the list off to admin last week )...

 

[rikvasen]

Lol not sure that’s really true. These autos have crazy genetics and weird stuff can result. Especially if you self one. I can’t wait to try it for myself too though.

I think feminized seeds and autos are why everyone has hermies now-a-daze. I never had a single hermie back in the day and was way less careful about light leaks and everything really.

About hermied... How big is the chance to get a hermie when there are light leaks, inconsistent light hours or other stress thingies?

 

[rikvasen]

Are those Red Diesels from Barney's Farm? Because damn those plants look good. Well all your plants do and looking exotic and wonderful as always!

 

[Morglie]

About hermied... How big is the chance to get a hermie when there are light leaks, inconsistent light hours or other stress thingies?

It depends on the strain. Some are more stable with the hermaphrodite tendencies bred out and others are prone to all kinds of issues. I had my flower lights stuck on for several days straight before I realized it and didn't have any hermies, I noticed my plants revegging, which is how I caught it.

 

[kelticBlue]

I may look into a small scooter as a start. Just something to get me to the nearest grocery and back. I’m a woman with few needs, but food is one of them. Lol!

I am a city mouse. So I understand the dilemma.
My Missus just got her DL back 5 years ago(it expired) but we considered a scooter as well.
I dunno?

Woohoo! (Those emojis are coming soon I hope - I sent the list off to admin last week )...

Who Rocks? Amy Rocks!......