Isn't that the most wonderful feeling?
Alright, NOW I can go to bed.
Ah, Thank you for thinking about me
It was a GLORIOUS feeling. Though, I HAD planned on taking advantage of my anxiety and staying up late to do chores for my parents. Instead, by 11:00, I was very ready for sleep.
So, I made a new "batch" of my cannabis with my hemp seed oil (which I double checked to make sure was also for cooking, and it is) - not the CBD hemp - so that it was cut to 1/30. One "batch" being 1 drop of cannabis . I made it with a different oil just so I could remember which dilution was which, in case.
I took that last night and felt good. I slept like a rock and didn't wake until after 7 this morning. Although I was having funny dreams that now kind of allude me.
I took the same 1/30 this morning, putting the drop on a little plastic flat toothpick-thing, and then simply swiping that on the TOP of my tongue and not trying to hold it in my mouth.
That was 2 hours ago, and there was no *BANG* as it hit my system. I just slowly felt it entering my system and it was good. I KNOW that doing it this way destroys a lot of it through saliva and digestive tract. But I think that's what I need for at least a few days as I adjust.
I'll be very curious to see if the same anxiety hits on this small dose again - that healing that's just going to happen no matter what. It's so interesting when I'm not too busy being terrified!
Oh, also, because this is how I roll, I realized (yet again) that I wasn't taking my sublingual B12 - again I slowed down with the hemp and stopped completely with the cannabis in case it stimulated me too much. But B12 deficiency is a huge issue for me, HUGE. And it calms my anxiety slightly while also being slightly stimulating - usually in a good way. So, magnesium and B12 are something I cannot give up, but when I try something new, or end up not feeling right, I always cut them out, whether consciously or not. I can't keep doing stupid stuff like that.
I also cut out my multivitamin and B-Complex, and will slowly start adding those back in - later or as I think I might need it, we'll see.
I will be cutting down on my coffee - you know, my single, small 3/4 decaf cup of coffee per day. Cuz I'm crazy and wild like that! I will just make it all decaf or take it out. I really am not a fun person, am I?
Susan - your harvest looks gorgeous. I meant to say so last night but was so tired