locked in my thoughts technicaly and allowing God to deal with them with me. but i am begining to realise my dads toxic and my mum could be at times , and i wont deal with it anymore , and since a certain family situation and their view on whats happened knowing the truth myself shows me they all dont have good intentions not just towards me but towards each other
when God told me nto to trust my family from evidance i have found out he is telling the truth even to the point of someoine coming crossing my path who was toxic and all the names he had in the three names he was given at brith had reference to my family his last name been my own familys name the second name been another family members last name and his first name was the same name as the first other family member so i know that was arranged from the begining of time as a msg for me as we are taught everything now was known and planned before anything was created so i know its for me its like once i was going along at work driving and i asked God if i could be forgiven and i looked up and saw a shop called east to west , it has big significance in scriptures as jesus says he wil forgive our sins as far as the east is from the west , so i know i am not imagening this , other things have happened and how i understand the bible i know i am on the right track in truth of it . not speaking my opinion i just speak what it says not what i think it says. my dad makes scriptures fit and it shows when he uses them he says i must forgive eveyone while not forgiving other himself its hypocritical , i know i dont have to forgive everyone i can choose not to or choose to forgive its at my discretion how do i know this ?
The verse you're referring to is from the Gospel of John, chapter 20, verse 23, in the King James Version (KJV):
"Whose soever sins ye remit, they are remitted unto them; and whose soever sins ye retain, they are retained."
This passage is part of Jesus' appearance to His disciples after His resurrection, where He breathes on them and says, "Receive ye the Holy Ghost" (John 20:22). It signifies the authority given to the disciples to act under the guidance of the Holy Spirit in matters of forgiveness and spiritual discernment.
thats the scripture where it says those who have receaved gods spirit can choose under the holy spirit guidance whos sins they forgive and whos they dont. so if my dad is been silly and causing a bad spirit nd then lashing out at me i can say what i want to bring him into line no matter how he reacts as long as i am inline with how God guides me and can tell him if he is going to act like a child and lash out at me put phone down on me half way through chats knowing i cant get out but he can is disrepectfull just in that i dont put phone down on them never have . so if he cant show me the same respect he himself demands i am not been his slave anymore he needs to grow up and take responsability for himself not project himself onto others its toxic. and until my dad submits apologises for his wicked childish behavour, or i leave him to it and let him get on with it in Gods eyes i have done nothing wrong other than stick up for myself and the truth not his lies anymore.