Now you've gotta stop calling yourself names OMM, that's OUR job, heheh.
Here's one you earned, MOM.
I bet you had a good buzz on, happily browsing for meds and you read every word in that description, but the only sentence that registered was "BlackJack is thought of highly in the medical cannabis scene." To me that means body stone, and that means indica. Human nature kicks in once you've convinced yourself Blackjack is the one you want and the blinders slide smoothly into place.
We were all complete noobs in the beginning and have learned a hell of a lot since. And like all the rest of us you learn more every day. The Indica/sativa thing is just one of those palm to the forehead moments, that you'll laugh about down the road. Although you won't get the body effect you were looking for Joanne is still a beautiful lady and she's going to supply with some excellent smoke, not to mention the knowledge you've gained through knowing her.
I think you've done a helluva job with your grow and I'm gonna be dissapointed if you let this bother you beyond that slap to the forehead.
Stoner. heheheh