Lady G - Seedsman Sponsored Grow - Sweet Coffee Ryder

[Lady G2HM]

Ha! Thats like one of those “bad, dad jokes” thats actually funny! A rarity!

@Amy Gardner - that was some funny shiz I agree.

It was so obvious! That was clever Grandpa! I wish so badly I had thought of it! Nice!

@Ripe1 - You're great to have around.

Yea it is awesome isnt it?! I havent gotten the new one, was actually going to buy it tomorrow when i get paid. Sooo excited to play it again.. its been so long since the one on the PS3. Hope it's as fun as i remember.. gonna be a long friday lol. Will think of you while im playing!

@imtoasted - I LOVE GOD OF WAR, isn't it amazing, I'm addicted and love to play this game. I was thinking about you too, wondering what place you're at, and if you're finding the loot. True geek moment!

Well I just wanted to say you rock ladyG!

Big hug!
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Hope all is well.

@TheMadDabber *WOOOOOOW, okay I must admit, I burst out in tears, I'm such a softy. Can't hide it! That was the biggest hug I've ever gotten. It made me feel so loved on such a tough day. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to the top of my tallest cola, you really made me feel special. I even showed my hubby and he smiled too. Sometimes you really touch my heart when I need it the most.

That’s a big rock! Lol

@Pennywise *IT's HUUUGE

Haha almost the same I was thinking "That's one big ass rock"

@Derbybud *IT's MASSIVE

Funny ... I was thinking “that’s one big ass hug!”

*Amy wins!

Lol you got us!

*

It’s a lovely missy rock too

It’s kinda fun if you look at it and convince yourself that it’s a pebble. Then the dude (Dabs?) becomes instantly microscopic!

*I could totally see that, after I shhhmoke of course.

Hmmm let me look again

*I can't stop staring at it.

The plants on the rock make it look smaller

*Yah it does, doesn't it.

Twas a large rock and an even bigger hug. Yes that's dabber! Wasn't sure how to pose for the pic? It seemed fitting.

*It was a tear jerker, hard to believe how timely that hug was. Thank youuuuu.

how did you get up on that rock? Use a ladder.....teleportation.....?

*HAHAHAHAHAHA that was soooo funny.

I took a few puffs, spread my arms, and closed my eyes. Next thing I knew... I was up there! No jk.... you can get up from the back side it's only 5 feet or so.

*HAHAHAHAHAHAHA okay that was soooo funny, made me laugh out loud.

How Alzheimer's trials could help patients stay a step ahead of the memory-robbing disease | Daily Mail Online
People all across our planet are moving toward a cure with deliberate intention....rock on all of you angels.....

* @Shawnee - Thank you soooo much for this research link, it is inspirational to me that I can stay a step ahead of this disease if I keep my journals up and going regularly. Keep on my oil and spend more time walking.

H
Great stuff! I. Going to work on getting my grandma on it by the end of year

*I'm glad, you know if you ever need any help, I'm here.

Look at you with the Concorde's I had the neon yellow ones that glowed in the dark. Great Memories.

@RETRIX *NO WAY You have glow in the dark neon yellow, that would look sick in Amy's blacklight. I do like DJin' in blacklight, cause I use white controller records and they glow in the dark too. I'm pretty impressed with you RETRIX, you got all the cool toys.

Nice hug Dabs!

Much love to you G!

*Much love to you GT, glad to see up and around.

 

[Lady G2HM]

I'm having a really tough triggering day. Mother's Day & Father's Day just feels so wrong for me. So I'm down in the dumps, and thought, I'll drop my journal and spend the day in my happy place. Finished my storytelling piece and got that submitted. So I'm keeping myself busy despite the nightmares I had last night.

@Kingjoe83 Thinking that today is depressing but I've got so much going for me. I know my emotions are fake because I have a very happy life. There is no STONE unturned when living my life. I've done things that noone has done before, but not having an extended family is really hard when these holidaze come around. It's like my PTSD is triggered by flashing Mom signs, reminding me of everything.

Getting through a day like this is reliving my 45 years in one day, but THANKS to my brain disease so many of those memories are disappearing. And it's a relief, to be honest, I like living for today, music on loud and surrounded by tech gear brings me reassurance that I still live the HIGH tech life, means I am not living in my past. Keep achieving, keep moving on despite the flashes of violence from the past.

So those that are parents, your kids see everything, and feel everything, and will carry that for the rest of their lives. To all the great parents out there, awesome you are living up to the standard. But if you ever see a kid without parents, try to take them in and give them food, maybe a safe place to stay. I'm so grateful to all the social workers, teachers, other parents, soccer coaches who took me in and showed me what life was supposed to be life, if I didn't grow up so fast, making adult decisions so young. I forgive myself for all the things I did because I didn't have role models to follow. And I forgive my parents for not stopping the cycle of violence and left it to me to carry the shame. I did break the cycle, I did not do what they did to others, because I took a stand.

Therefore today about taking the best of what my parents had to offer as talented people and I reached for the stars. I will always put my best foot forward now, I grow for my medical independence, I have helped so many at-risk youth and I'm a kick-a*s wife, there is no love lost when you love yourself.

I'm taking this day as a symbol of success and freedom. I have overcome and I'm a better person for it.
Much love to all my soul tribe here and thank you for the unconditional friendship.

 

[DrDoob]

I'm having a really tough triggering day. Mother's Day & Father's Day just feels so wrong for me. So I'm down in the dumps, and thought, I'll drop my journal and spend the day in my happy place. Finished my storytelling piece and got that submitted. So I'm keeping myself busy despite the nightmares I had last night.

@Kingjoe83 Thinking that today is depressing but I've got so much going for me. I know my emotions are fake because I have a very happy life. There is no STONE unturned when living my life. I've done things that noone has done before, but not having an extended family is really hard when these holidaze come around. It's like my PTSD is triggered by flashing Mom signs, reminding me of everything.

Getting through a day like this is reliving my 45 years in one day, but THANKS to my brain disease so many of those memories are disappearing. And it's a relief, to be honest, I like living for today, music on loud and surrounded by tech gear brings me reassurance that I still live the HIGH tech life, means I am not living in my past. Keep achieving, keep moving on despite the flashes of violence from the past.

So those that are parents, your kids see everything, and feel everything, and will carry that for the rest of their lives. To all the great parents out there, awesome you are living up to the standard. But if you ever see a kid without parents, try to take them in and give them food, maybe a safe place to stay. I'm so grateful to all the social workers, teachers, other parents, soccer coaches who took me in and showed me what life was supposed to be life, if I didn't grow up so fast, making adult decisions so young. I forgive myself for all the things I did because I didn't have role models to follow. And I forgive my parents for not stopping the cycle of violence and left it to me to carry the shame. I did break the cycle, I did not do what they did to others, because I took a stand.

Therefore today about taking the best of what my parents had to offer as talented people and I reached for the stars. I will always put my best foot forward now, I grow for my medical independence, I have helped so many at-risk youth and I'm a kick-a*s wife, there is no love lost when you love yourself.

I'm taking this day as a symbol of success and freedom. I have overcome and I'm a better person for it.
Much love to all my soul tribe here and thank you for the unconditional friendship.

Seems to me like you’ve kind of been your own “mother” and raised yoursef. You should take today and make it your own day to celebrate yourself, you deserve it.

 

[Lady G2HM]

Seems to me like you’ve kind of been your own “mother” and raised yoursef. You should take today and make it your own day to celebrate yourself, you deserve it.

* Thanks so much DD, I'm going to go hang out with the horses, since they don't have mothers day dinner, I should have fun there. Gotta get some carrots and ice water. When in doubt go visit the horses.

 

[KingJoe83]

I'm having a really tough triggering day. Mother's Day & Father's Day just feels so wrong for me. So I'm down in the dumps, and thought, I'll drop my journal and spend the day in my happy place. Finished my storytelling piece and got that submitted. So I'm keeping myself busy despite the nightmares I had last night.

@Kingjoe83 Thinking that today is depressing but I've got so much going for me. I know my emotions are fake because I have a very happy life. There is no STONE unturned when living my life. I've done things that noone has done before, but not having an extended family is really hard when these holidaze come around. It's like my PTSD is triggered by flashing Mom signs, reminding me of everything.

Getting through a day like this is reliving my 45 years in one day, but THANKS to my brain disease so many of those memories are disappearing. And it's a relief, to be honest, I like living for today, music on loud and surrounded by tech gear brings me reassurance that I still live the HIGH tech life, means I am not living in my past. Keep achieving, keep moving on despite the flashes of violence from the past.

So those that are parents, your kids see everything, and feel everything, and will carry that for the rest of their lives. To all the great parents out there, awesome you are living up to the standard. But if you ever see a kid without parents, try to take them in and give them food, maybe a safe place to stay. I'm so grateful to all the social workers, teachers, other parents, soccer coaches who took me in and showed me what life was supposed to be life, if I didn't grow up so fast, making adult decisions so young. I forgive myself for all the things I did because I didn't have role models to follow. And I forgive my parents for not stopping the cycle of violence and left it to me to carry the shame. I did break the cycle, I did not do what they did to others, because I took a stand.

Therefore today about taking the best of what my parents had to offer as talented people and I reached for the stars. I will always put my best foot forward now, I grow for my medical independence, I have helped so many at-risk youth and I'm a kick-a*s wife, there is no love lost when you love yourself.

I'm taking this day as a symbol of success and freedom. I have overcome and I'm a better person for it.
Much love to all my soul tribe here and thank you for the unconditional friendship.

Remember we can fight back I have down well this week battling that voice in my head. I’m sorry you can always message me or call me Lady . What can I do for you . .

 

[Lady G2HM]

I'm off to visit the horses, tomorrow will be back to abbynormal. Bless your heart everyone. Thanks KJ

 

[Grandpa Tokin]

Say “hay” to the horses for me G...

 

[Shawnee]

I'm having a really tough triggering day. Mother's Day & Father's Day just feels so wrong for me. So I'm down in the dumps, and thought, I'll drop my journal and spend the day in my happy place. Finished my storytelling piece and got that submitted. So I'm keeping myself busy despite the nightmares I had last night.

@Kingjoe83 Thinking that today is depressing but I've got so much going for me. I know my emotions are fake because I have a very happy life. There is no STONE unturned when living my life. I've done things that noone has done before, but not having an extended family is really hard when these holidaze come around. It's like my PTSD is triggered by flashing Mom signs, reminding me of everything.

Getting through a day like this is reliving my 45 years in one day, but THANKS to my brain disease so many of those memories are disappearing. And it's a relief, to be honest, I like living for today, music on loud and surrounded by tech gear brings me reassurance that I still live the HIGH tech life, means I am not living in my past. Keep achieving, keep moving on despite the flashes of violence from the past.

So those that are parents, your kids see everything, and feel everything, and will carry that for the rest of their lives. To all the great parents out there, awesome you are living up to the standard. But if you ever see a kid without parents, try to take them in and give them food, maybe a safe place to stay. I'm so grateful to all the social workers, teachers, other parents, soccer coaches who took me in and showed me what life was supposed to be life, if I didn't grow up so fast, making adult decisions so young. I forgive myself for all the things I did because I didn't have role models to follow. And I forgive my parents for not stopping the cycle of violence and left it to me to carry the shame. I did break the cycle, I did not do what they did to others, because I took a stand.

Therefore today about taking the best of what my parents had to offer as talented people and I reached for the stars. I will always put my best foot forward now, I grow for my medical independence, I have helped so many at-risk youth and I'm a kick-a*s wife, there is no love lost when you love yourself.

I'm taking this day as a symbol of success and freedom. I have overcome and I'm a better person for it.
Much love to all my soul tribe here and thank you for the unconditional friendship.

Lord have mercy, Lady G; in reading the above, the water works dam opened up here at the Shawnee Ranch....I had no idea, but I always knew from the get-go that you were a cut above the others.....wishing you peaceful thoughts as you negotiate today and all the triggers it envokes.

Your mentioning the horses got me going as well....my life has been dedicated to rescuing animals....for decades now....just last week Animal Control showed up at my door, treating me like a criminal, and accusing me of abusing my horse for being too thin....I have to go to court, blah blah blah....my neighbor has been harassing me for 15 years now, and I live in bumfxxck.....so this week has been terrible; like being raped on my own property, my safe place....please don't comment any further, as no power should be given to this person....

Bottom line, and I've said this before: we are all going through our own private Idaho, to mention a song of many decades ago.....cheers to all of us who persevere in nondisclosure as we all try to negotiate "this thing called 'life.' "

 

[Derbybud]

Hope ya had a great day with the horses ms. Grow.

 

[LadyGaea]

ANNOUNCEMENT!

Seedsman has sent me some mystery seeds, they haven't arrived yet, so I'm going to continue on with this journal and share the name of the seeds when they arrive.

I just love surprises, kinda makes me feel special, I could do this for the rest of my life ... OKAY!

Say goodbye to my little friend...Sweet Coffee Ryder

Sweet Coffee Ryder

• Lady G2HM
• May 10, 2018
• sweet coffee ryder

Sweet Coffee Ryder

Sweet Coffee Ryder

• Lady G2HM
• May 10, 2018
• sweet coffee ryder

Sweet Coffee Ryder

Goodbye my little friend! Hello New Adventure!

 

[LadyGaea]

We are the determined and inspired to perpetuate healing! I can't wait for what happens next!

 

[LadyGaea]

Lord have mercy, Lady G; in reading the above, the water works dam opened up here at the Shawnee Ranch....I had no idea, but I always knew from the get-go that you were a cut above the others.....wishing you peaceful thoughts as you negotiate today and all the triggers it envokes.

Your mentioning the horses got me going as well....my life has been dedicated to rescuing animals....for decades now....just last week Animal Control showed up at my door, treating me like a criminal, and accusing me of abusing my horse for being too thin....I have to go to court, blah blah blah....my neighbor has been harassing me for 15 years now, and I live in bumfxxck.....so this week has been terrible; like being raped on my own property, my safe place....please don't comment any further, as no power should be given to this person....

Bottom line: we are all going through our own private Idaho, to mention a song of many decades ago.....cheers to all of us who persevere in nondisclosure as we all try to negotiate "this thing called 'life.'"

I am so sorry that you had to go through that! Just like us, animals suffer the aging and disease process. People just don't get that!

 

[Shawnee]

I am so sorry that you had to go through that! Just like us, animals suffer the aging and disease process. People just don't get that!

Thanks for that, LG; my gal is over 25 years old now.....we are all seniors at the Shawnee Ranch and I am so interested in cannabis for pet health and end of life care.....so much to do and I am excited as all get out.....!!!!

 

[Lady G2HM]

I'm tuckered out from a day of walking in the soft warmth of the sun, kissing my horse (not owned by me) on the nose while he nudges me for more carrots. I must have found over 30 feathers as I search the grass, the bottom of overgrown tree's and the tall grass that makes my skin itchy. I search it all, while the horses follow me and we hang out in the same area together. They eat grass, and I eat up all the attention I can get from animals because I don't have to speak. I am my true self when I am out there.

I know to stay away from the coyote den, bobcats, wolves and other territorial predators. I know where they live so I avoid their homes, also I don't bring food with me either, except for the carrots. Just being out there doesn't make me scared, I have a stick and a keen eye for movement. See my sense's have been heightened when it comes to hearing. I can see coyotes so fast, I just know I belong with the animals.

No amount of tears or fears exist in the animal kingdom, there is an understanding of pecking order and I really respect the way they work out dominance. I listen to the Raven's caw to warn the other Raven's that I'm there. They preempt my steps with caws from the thick green forest on the left and right of me. I know they are talking about me, and it's funny to listen to the what they say. So I always record my sound walks because it's fun and interesting to hear all the animals I cannot see.

There is a whole world out there that speaks to me through tones and that is very comforting to me. As I rebuild my communication skills and sentences, there are no amount of words that you need when you're visiting the horses. It's all golden silence and precious nose kisses.

I don't have to worry now the day is over and my cat is cuddling me, making it difficult to type when a wet nose nudges me to get over myself.

Thank you for the love, I'm signing off, nose kisses for everyone, thanks for being there for me.

 

[TheMadDabber]

Night G2H! What a wonderful read before I "hit the hay". As in smoke some hay, but also go to sleep after...

Catch you around

 

[Lady G2HM]

Say “hay” to the horses for me G...

*More GrandpaT jokes, I like it, nice and clean fun.

Lord have mercy, Lady G; in reading the above, the water works dam opened up here at the Shawnee Ranch....I had no idea, but I always knew from the get-go that you were a cut above the others.....wishing you peaceful thoughts as you negotiate today and all the triggers it envokes.

Bottom line, and I've said this before: we are all going through our own private Idaho, to mention a song of many decades ago.....cheers to all of us who persevere in nondisclosure as we all try to negotiate "this thing called 'life.' "

*Thank you @Shawnee , thank you so much for caring. Yes unfortunately I have had a very tough life, but I have overachieved in ways I never could have dreamed of. I have no regrets about my career and life choices because I did the best I could. "So cheers to all of us who persevere in nondisclosure as we all try to negotiate "this thing called life." That's that key, there is always someone suffering, but we can be there for each other.

Hope ya had a great day with the horses ms. Grow.

*I did, so much @Derbybud , I covered ever inch of every acre. It's like being a kid again. Thanks for caring.

Goodbye my little friend! Hello New Adventure!

*Awwww that was sweet.

We are the determined and inspired to perpetuate healing! I can't wait for what happens next!

*Here! Here! Most excellent words mlady. I'm definitely working hard in the background getting things rearranged so I can accommodate autos and photos.

Thanks for that, LG; my gal is over 25 years old now.....we are all seniors at the Shawnee Ranch and I am so interested in cannabis for pet health and end of life care.....so much to do and I am excited as all get out.....!!!!

*Yah I understand. The horses I visit are very old same age and older, there are things you just can't reverse. You just make it as comfortable for them as possible. I hear you, and I support you.

@Shawnee - Here is a picture of beautiful greenery growing out of manure. No matter how much life is shiz, we have to keep growing as people, and live out our potential. Especially for all things green.

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Night G2H! What a wonderful read before I "hit the hay". As in smoke some hay, but also go to sleep after...

Catch you around

*I took this picture special for you @TheMadDabber - I thought it was like our friendship. Blossoming among the rocks.

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Okay I give myself 5 days a year for remembrance of my past, so MD is over, and it's time to move on.

What better way to dump the old and get with the new than to show you my rootball for my Sweet Coffee Ryder Sativa Lady #2 - While I wait for my surprise seeds in the mail. Lucky me. I'm so blessed.

Remember that I feed my plants from the bottom by creating a rudementary wick trick so I never get bugs. This prevents me from overwatering and it makes me listen to the plant first and foremost.

AND WHAT A ROOTBALL IT WAS LADIES & GERMINATIONS!!! My best one yet.

Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

• Lady G2HM
• May 14, 2018
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Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

• Lady G2HM
• May 14, 2018
• sweet coffee ryder root ball

Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

• Lady G2HM
• May 14, 2018
• sweet coffee ryder root ball

Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

• Lady G2HM
• May 14, 2018
• sweet coffee ryder root ball

Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

• Lady G2HM
• May 14, 2018
• sweet coffee ryder root ball

Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

• Lady G2HM
• May 14, 2018
• sweet coffee ryder root ball

Sweet Coffee Ryder Root Ball

Have a great day everyone, just remember I'm ROOTING for you too.

 

[Pennywise]

It built a rock solid foundation with those roots.

 

[Lady G2HM]

And it was completely dry so easy to hold. It was solid till we hulk smashed them down into the compost bin. Every time I use this system I tweak it and now I have calculated experimental results to my self watering system. This is so proprietary, now I must kill everyone who reads my words. HAHAHAHA This message with self destruct, in 3...2...1...BOOM!

 

[Pennywise]

It’s great when you get your setup dialed in where it needs to be.

 

[Lady G2HM]

Finally eh PW, it turned out amazing, I'm really starting to learn the bigger picture.

I have to reiterate that Sweet Coffee Ryder - Lady #1 - Indica - has really taken off the edge the last few days. What a smooth, relaxing herb right there. It's mostly sweet tasting now, with the coffee scent, and it is quality euphoria. Tight little package and serving it just right.

I'm setting up as we speak...for the next one.