Gee64
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I wonder if I can get a disaster relief subsidy if global warming melts my igloo and my moose runs away? eh?
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It must be big cause it’s still here, stay warm amigo. CLIt's here. 13 degrees this morning.
You guys toss around money like crazy up there (helps when you don’t spend as much on your military as the next 10 countries combined) I wouldn’t be surprised if their was a loose moose fundI wonder if I can get a disaster relief subsidy if global warming melts my igloo and my moose runs away? eh?
That's a good book. Covers the basics of growing the way he does, start to finish with recipies for his amendments and spikes. Good stuff.Everyone is looking strong and healthy this morning.. Super low VPD since I’ve been running high VPD these past couple freezing days. I’m gonna spray them down up top with distilled water and tomorrow I’ll pickup spring water and give everyone a drink
Got my book this morning as well.. Can’t wait to read it!
You’re welcome for the 25 bucks Rev
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays all!
That's a good book. Covers the basics of growing the way he does, start to finish with recipies for his amendments and spikes. Good stuff.
I heard there's a new book in the works, though sounds like it has been for some time. I like it for the big concepts though I'll admit I don't follow the method in much detail.It’s definitely a good basics of the style read with some decent references and recipes. Unfortunately it came out in 2016 so there’s been some progress on some stuff, and advancements in other areas. He’s still advocating for MH since LEDs weren’t full spectrum yet (lol we’ve since far surpassed this) and because how I consume information, I’ve surpassed the majority of the knowledge. However, the recipes, random tips, and references are Uber useful.. Definitely a book I’m gonna have to tab
I heard there's a new book in the works, though sounds like it has been for some time. I like it for the big concepts though I'll admit I don't follow the method in much detail.
@StoneOtter does though and he's got a new grow with The Rev's soil and a SIP, so that one should be fun to watch.
Merry Christmas Everyone!
I do not but I’ve heard great things about CBD from tons of places. Never had any benefit for me but perhaps if I organic my own I will find some relief. Thank you for ideaDo you grow any cbd plants? That's supposed to be great for anxiety and ptsd (along with inflammation and pain from, and getting a great night's sleep).
I'm just vegging my ACDC cbd plant so I won't know if it helps me for a while.
Oh boy, is that another hole to jump into?! Don’t mind if I doHere's the video I posted when I was starting that plant.
I had a pretty traumatic childhood myself my old man beat the crap out of me until I was old enough to defend myself. I’m still prone to overreacting to things but I’m a lot better than I was. Hope all is well with you bro. CLSo I was sicker than I thought.. The fever subsided but my blood pressure is high and anxiety is starting to kick in again. The two don’t mix well and my bp shot up to 180/110 a few days ago.. A few minutes later it was lower at 160/98.. Since then I can feel my chest thumping on and off, and my blood pressure has been registering in at 145/105 average.
I was running a fever at work and could feel my chest thumping away and I was dizzy. It scared the crap out of me.
The PTSD I have has made my anxiety a thousand times worse, to the point it can physically cripple me, make me physically sick and in pain. It sends my heart, breath, and blood pressure racing easily, especially because I get in my head about blood pressure numbers and it all just feeds on itself. I turn 38 and am relatively healthy although chronically undernourished due to lack of appetite most likely tied to ptsd and anxiety. I talked to my doctor and he’s putting me on blood pressure medicine, and giving me nicotine patches to try to quit smoking. Also gonna run a bunch of blood tests in the AM while I wait for the pharmacy.
If it were just me, I wouldn’t even stress it, it’s whatever, I’ve done a lot of shit and have very few regrets, my life has been lived hard already. It’s my wife and kids though. I know it would devastate them. My sons aren’t ready for this world without me, no where close. My wife and I have been together since we were 17 and 19.. It would destroy them if something happened to me.. I’ve always felt the desire to outlive all of my loved ones so I would never inflict that kind of pain on their life.
I’m confident this can be handled and I will be fine. I’m strong. I always have been. Traumatic childhoods are good for some things (dark humor is always helpful lol) I always told myself I was gonna get my shit together by 40 and start living right and here we are, it’s like my body’s holding me to my word.
I have been absent from the forums the last day or two now due to this so if anyone tried tagging me I may have missed it, I had 100+ notifications lol
All of this though.. doesn’t change anything about my growing. If anything I’m about to grow harder.. It’s the one thing that really relaxes me and helps me chill, handling plant tasks. Speaking of which I’ve got pictures and updates.
If dads weren’t whupping us moms were maniacally manipulating us from their bi polar minds. Life is much better now a days which is why what once would’ve been welcomed now has me concerned for my kids. I’ve broken too many cycles and have too many more to break.I had a pretty traumatic childhood myself my old man beat the crap out of me until I was old enough to defend myself. I’m still prone to overreacting to things but I’m a lot better than I was. Hope all is well with you bro. CL
I grateful to say that I broke the cycle of abuse and spoiled my child and now my granddaughter. That’s one thing that I’m very proud of. CLIf dads weren’t whupping us moms were maniacally manipulating us from their bi polar minds. Life is much better now a days which is why what once would’ve been welcomed now has me concerned for my kids. I’ve broken too many cycles and have too many more to break.