Heirloom's A Little Bit Of Everything - 2016 Journal
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I too am a loner and too many people in my home would drive me crazy. Also I am the type that if I ask u to do something it MUST be done the way I instructed...otherwise I will do it myself and be further anoyed....
I really don't like humans in real life that much. There are very rare times that I want to be around people other then the ones I pushed out me.
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I really don't like humans in real life that much. There are very rare times that I want to be around people other then the ones I pushed out me.
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This grow thing. It's a partnership. A bond between cultivator and our beloved plant. Who really is the master? Are we tending our crop or are we being tended? A mix of both I am sure. I think it must be very tough to be so separated. Like a long distance relationship. You feel the pull but cannot always interact. I would go insane too. But...rest assured you still are connected because otherwise it wouldn't bother you so much. Right now it sucks because you are the one being tended. And that is amazingly difficult, I can't imagine. Being a loner myself I would hate being surrounded by well meaning loved ones. I mean I would appreciate it certainly, but I would never be comfortable with it.
My one consolation for you is that the uncomfortableness will have you striving to become independent sooner so you can have a breath alone once in awhile. I cheer you on brother and think of you often. Trying to send positive vibes and good energy.
My one consolation for you is that the uncomfortableness will have you striving to become independent sooner so you can have a breath alone once in awhile. I cheer you on brother and think of you often. Trying to send positive vibes and good energy.
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Good to learn of so many others who are also reclusive.
This forum is a refuge for those of us tending towards a reclusive nature.
Heirloom.....
how's the meds your on going for you? Mentally? That stuff and being confined could sure mess with your outlook on everything... just be on the look out for depression or paranoia, any mental change from who are... Have you seen signs of plants that need your attention? Your going to harvest something. Nature doesn't need us, we need it.. Mate, they aren't a responsibility this season, damn bro, that all changed.. You don't need that pressure or worry man.. Just enjoy still being able to see the daisies come up, you know.. You got nothing to prove to anybody here. You know who you are. Challenges, what's possible at the moment.. Future is a building, you can design. And mate, if I could I'd be there now to lend a hand, if only to reinforce that I too am an incompetent fool... 
how's the meds your on going for you? Mentally? That stuff and being confined could sure mess with your outlook on everything... just be on the look out for depression or paranoia, any mental change from who are... Have you seen signs of plants that need your attention? Your going to harvest something. Nature doesn't need us, we need it.. Mate, they aren't a responsibility this season, damn bro, that all changed.. You don't need that pressure or worry man.. Just enjoy still being able to see the daisies come up, you know.. You got nothing to prove to anybody here. You know who you are. Challenges, what's possible at the moment.. Future is a building, you can design. And mate, if I could I'd be there now to lend a hand, if only to reinforce that I too am an incompetent fool... 
I'll be honest with you, most times I would much rather be in our GR and on here rather than out and about with friends....does that make me a loaner? I find this as a place of comfort. I'm really glad I found
7 months ago.
I couldn't have said that better! I'm glad I got curious as to what was so appealing to Nis about this site. It's a great place to be, in the comfort of our home.
Jacobsenji
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Heirloom I hope things are looking up man. Good vibes your way.
The calming and focused nature with which I approach growing carries over to my social life; in the respect that when people are socializing with me all I can think about is, "Man I wanna talk to my plants, RIGHT NOW ! But continue to smile and wave. Just smile and wave
--Best of Big Buds to you----
--- Meghan & Jacobs Hunny Garden -- Check out my journal. 600 Watt HPS - Easy Happy Soil Grow - Easy Does It Cloning & Veg
The calming and focused nature with which I approach growing carries over to my social life; in the respect that when people are socializing with me all I can think about is, "Man I wanna talk to my plants, RIGHT NOW ! But continue to smile and wave. Just smile and wave
--Best of Big Buds to you----
--- Meghan & Jacobs Hunny Garden -- Check out my journal. 600 Watt HPS - Easy Happy Soil Grow - Easy Does It Cloning & Veg
Dennise
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Heirloom I hope things are looking up man. Good vibes your way.
The calming and focused nature with which I approach growing carries over to my social life; in the respect that when people are socializing with me all I can think about is, "Man I wanna talk to my plants, RIGHT NOW ! But continue to smile and wave. Just smile and wave
--Best of Big Buds to you----
Every one of us knew exactly what you were talking about.
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My plants don't make asinine remarks or absurd conjecture. I've never wanted to open palm slap one to knock some sense into it. I usually don't have to verbally take apart one in front of it's contemporaries to make a point, or explain 6th grade science or math to an adult plant.
Weepy and self centered at times, yes.
Weepy and self centered at times, yes.
Dennise
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I'm feeling like one of your weepy and self centered plants right now Heir...
I want to go home... And I don't feel so good and they aren't going to let me go home today either.... Feeling like the bug today.... Hope you are having a blessed day my friend....
I want to go home... And I don't feel so good and they aren't going to let me go home today either.... Feeling like the bug today.... Hope you are having a blessed day my friend....- Thread starter
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I'm feeling like one of your weepy and self centered plants right now Heir...
Awe, I'm sorry you're having a rough spell D. Wish there were something I could do.
Lots of
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And I don't care what the nurses say about this....they can try to forcibly remove me.
ajagunle
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420 is also a great unthreatening and safe environment to make a start interacting with people after a long period of withdrawal, if that's what you're looking for
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UPDATE
This girl was planted as a seed in March IIRC. Sprouted in April I think. She is in a small hole, maybe a bit larger than a #7 pot, but there is no root fabric, so she is free to search the clay. We've mulched and mounded fresh soil out around the hole when it was noticed that roots were at the surface searching.
She's my response to Buckshot's 'Compost Girl'. I love his rebar teepee trellis.
She is some California bag seed crossed with white widowxblueberry. I can't remember if the seed came off the short skunk geno, or the tall hazy geno last year.
Anyhow, she was also bent over and allowed to shoot.
Here is the Dark Devil Sib1 feminized cross test plant. She is day 29 today since first wetting the seed. So probably 26 or 27 since it surfaced.
Here is the Tangerine Dream....
And here is a Blue Dream....
Have a peaceful Sunday everyone.
This girl was planted as a seed in March IIRC. Sprouted in April I think. She is in a small hole, maybe a bit larger than a #7 pot, but there is no root fabric, so she is free to search the clay. We've mulched and mounded fresh soil out around the hole when it was noticed that roots were at the surface searching.
She's my response to Buckshot's 'Compost Girl'. I love his rebar teepee trellis.
She is some California bag seed crossed with white widowxblueberry. I can't remember if the seed came off the short skunk geno, or the tall hazy geno last year.
Anyhow, she was also bent over and allowed to shoot.
Here is the Dark Devil Sib1 feminized cross test plant. She is day 29 today since first wetting the seed. So probably 26 or 27 since it surfaced.
Here is the Tangerine Dream....
And here is a Blue Dream....
Have a peaceful Sunday everyone.
Beautiful plants, Brother! +REPS 
That Tangerine Dream looks like one sexy sativa-dominant girl! I've been thinking about getting some TD seeds since the THC levels are supposed to push 25%!
That Tangerine Dream looks like one sexy sativa-dominant girl! I've been thinking about getting some TD seeds since the THC levels are supposed to push 25%!
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THC was a 'selling' point for me. I had never tried any of Barneys Farms seeds. The fact that I won them here on 420 from our fine, fine vendor, Herbies was also great.
Thanks Herbie!
I was expecting something a little more indica looking, but, ehh. That was just expectation on my part. We have two going from seed, the other looks identical in terms of leaf and structure. Going to clone them all this week to bring them into the seed lab...muahahaha.
Thanks Herbie!
I was expecting something a little more indica looking, but, ehh. That was just expectation on my part. We have two going from seed, the other looks identical in terms of leaf and structure. Going to clone them all this week to bring them into the seed lab...muahahaha.
I hope my plants grow up to look like urs.
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