OldMedUser
Formerly Known as LabRat
You caught me feeling curious OldMedUser. Would you be so kind as to define your version of micro dosing? I find it helpful to get as much of this basic information as possible out in the open. It makes it so much easier to figure out what might work for you when you've read what others have found successful.
Micro-dosing for me is 75 mg of THC for breakfast and dinner with scattered sessions along the way to refresh the flight altitude and carry me into the wee, small hours of the morning. I'd bet my life yours is a little more restrained.
I can't be really specific about dosing but 1 level tsp of my 10:1 cocobudder will knock me on my ass about an hour to two hours after ingestion. I have measuring spoons down to 1ml and I take one every few hours during the day some days when I am hurting more than usual. Usual is hurting every time I move and a good day lets me get something done that helps out around the house. Like a few days ago I went out and repaired the inside door handle on the pickup so my tiny woman didn't have to get in and out from the other side. I could reach out and open the door from the outside but she couldn't. Made me feel better to accomplish a needed task but did I get a bj for my efforts? NO!
Then a couple days ago while off on my own shopping for grow goodies in the city I noticed that Canadian Tire had a 20V power drill/impact driver combo on sale for $169. Still hoping for sexual favours I bought the damn thing for the wife and she loves it. Does she love it enough tho? I love it enough too so it doesn't really matter. lol She will get lots of use out of it and tho her creations wouldn't pass muster with any tradespersons it works great for her chickens and that's what counts.
I'll be using it plenty soon to screw together my new grow room space. I have all the lumber etc to build it but still lack the inspiration to git 'er dun!
It's blowing me away how the usual winter depression has stormed in so early. I spent most of August with my family in BC. Enjoyed a niece's wedding one Sat night then my mother's 90th b-day party the next. Hit her up for a 10g advance on my inheritance and drove home in a really decent used car that gets me 40mpg. The trunk held a thousand bux worth of new grow gear and I ought to be the happiest stoner on the planet but it's all meh.
I honestly feel like I would be happiest if I just woke up dead one morning. That feeling has plagued my life since my early 20s and I'll be 63 in two weeks. Other than impending painful fatal illness I would never harm myself but I can't quit the cigs even after 2 rt lung collapses. Like my doc said, It's slow suicide! To which I replied, I'm in no rush doc.
It sux so much to feel like this all the time. I'm the life of the party when hanging out with peeps then all curled up inside when on my own. Give away pot to hitchhikers I rode around on the way home recently. Dropped a guy off and handed him my new Med+ainer packed full of my last grow of OG#18. Felt great and he was sure happy to get it. I do shit like that all the time just because it feels so good. Random acts of kindness should fix me right? 46 blood donations since '91 and ready to give more. Why the f**k aren't I at least comfortable in my own skin if not all puffed up about being Mr. Alright at Least?
As far as confessions go I'm not really OldMedUser, I'm LabRat420. I was banned years ago over a stupid private dispute with a guy called Roseman who wandered in here with 40 or 50 followers in a cult called the Bubbleheads. He took our private dispute to the Mods and myself and a few other members got banned.
Water under the bridge and I wouldn't be back here now if I held any grudges. My record under this name should prove that I have only the cannabis community's interests in my heart and promote good will in all the forums I post in. I have been the only active Admin or mod in another very old pot forum for the last year or so. That's how long it's been since anyone else has cleaned up spammers etc.
The owners are legally barred from participating in any businesses they were previously connected too that are connected with pot. The business continues under their usual name but they stopped participating in the forums long before any court order.
If I get banned again for 'fessin' up I can always rise from the ashes like the Phoenix and wear a new cloak but I'd more likely not bother.
Years of telling new crops of nOObs how to grow a simple plant is wearing me down. I learned tons researching all sorts of problems others were having and almost every time I've been bang on. I jump right up and take the blame when I'm wrong as well tho that is rare. With my voracious appetite for info and solving puzzles I've learned so much more than just doing what I do on my own.
I'm turning my attention more to the things discussed in threads like this and planning to be getting my CBD strains lab tested so I can actually be sure of what I got. A 2:1 CBD:THC ratio is the bomb for me!
I can be a dickwad on occasion but that's fairly rare.
Sorry to dump on you all but I got no where else.