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I was a rebellious teenager that could not wait to leave the small town I grew up in. Life was not so bad in B City Montana, I rarely paid for weed. Every time I ran out I would buy a quarter pound for 150. I could sell 3 ozs for $50.00 each and keep the rest to smoke. I had a lot of friends so the weed was always sold before I bought it. Not the exciting drug dealer you hear about!
I lived with my parents. My father was an attorney and my mother was a substitute teacher. B City has sandstone cliffs that surround the town. These cliffs are called Rim Rocks. We used to live very close to the cliffs. As a boy I would climb the sandstone cliffs almost every day. It was fun to escape home and explore caves. Even though life seemed good I was a troubled youth. I did not respect my parents and wasuncomfortable in my own skin. I was 6foot 1 inches tall and only weighed 130 pounds. I was extremely attracted to girls yet could not even speak a word to them. Every time I was near an attractive girl I would say the most awkward things and could not look at them in the eye. Here I was 18 years old and a virgin. Being a virgin in my group was not a something to be proud of. Everyone supposedly got laid, even me!! To me, being a virgin was like being an outcast. All I wanted to do was leave this small little town and become a man so I could get laid!! As you can tell Iwas a young man very uncomfortable in his own skin. I really started feeling uncomfortable and depressed when I was 15 years old. That is when I discovered marijuana. If Ifelt bad I would get high and feel much better about myself. I always preferred weed to alcohol.
I lived with my parents. My father was an attorney and my mother was a substitute teacher. B City has sandstone cliffs that surround the town. These cliffs are called Rim Rocks. We used to live very close to the cliffs. As a boy I would climb the sandstone cliffs almost every day. It was fun to escape home and explore caves. Even though life seemed good I was a troubled youth. I did not respect my parents and wasuncomfortable in my own skin. I was 6foot 1 inches tall and only weighed 130 pounds. I was extremely attracted to girls yet could not even speak a word to them. Every time I was near an attractive girl I would say the most awkward things and could not look at them in the eye. Here I was 18 years old and a virgin. Being a virgin in my group was not a something to be proud of. Everyone supposedly got laid, even me!! To me, being a virgin was like being an outcast. All I wanted to do was leave this small little town and become a man so I could get laid!! As you can tell Iwas a young man very uncomfortable in his own skin. I really started feeling uncomfortable and depressed when I was 15 years old. That is when I discovered marijuana. If Ifelt bad I would get high and feel much better about myself. I always preferred weed to alcohol.