I have been reading through the previous posts. Right now I am on page 110. I have been cringing for about 10 pages now. What the heck happened. MOTOCO takes a break and the thread is hijacked. I am edited this post because I see that MO stepped in and took charge of the issue.
MO, you are my hero.
I'm gonna make one thing real clear especially since the newer members don't know the story. It's a little history on this thread.
See Tim's join date? See mine?
Tim & I were friends on 420 immediately & were part of an oil thread no longer around. Tim & I totally agreed on most subjects on the oil. This was way before any of these threads were made.
We spoke for hours on improving the oil, theories on making it etc. Tim helped me tremendously with the oil on making it.
I was the one who explained to Tim how the CB receptors & the EDS system worked LONG before this thread & most of you were even members. He knew his own, personal, on-hand experience was more useful for his circumstance.
Tim knew the benefits of what we call "tacking" now & knew how much better folks were feeling. There was open discussion then. No one, not even Tim felt 1 method was best for all issues. This thread morph'd into something we never saw coming when I left for a few months. Tim knew my stance on methods of dosing & wasn't all fired up that it's this way or the highway.
When Ireturned to 420, Cannafan & a few others had joined this thread & I was excited about it.
When Tim left, I was asked to take over this thread by the MOds & Rob. I was doing well until the tacking controversy. I am not a caregiver by personality. I'm sorry, that is a shortcoming of mine Tim was well aware of. We joked about it 1,000 times. I don't have the insiteful compassion he had. Tim would give you his home to put a smile on your face. I would tell you to lean into the storm & quit whining. He helped me tremendously with that.
I caused the stir & have apologized.
But, I was in this with Tim when he was still just Motoco, not 420Motoco, which he earned because he was a moderator at one time. Tim & I both were very disappointed in the way I handled the past issue. But, he knew my heart was in the right place & where my frustration came from. I exited from this thread until he asked me to come back. He said my knowledge was indispensable & how much I taught him as long as quit qetting so short with folks.
Tim did NOT accidently tack to long one day & discover this.
Tim noticed in the old Rick Simpson videos that lots were tacking. But later on they cut a lot of those parts. He wondered why & began his investigating of tacking. He talked with several folks years ago about it that knew about the video.
This thread was never supposed to be this controversial & I blame my social skills for that. I have been an adult & apologized.
Tim & I spoke about all this at length.
We always had an open invitation no matter what took place on line. We were going to hook up next year & take all this on together in real life. I'll never get that chance.
We were each others' oldest friends on here. We learned from each other & bounced off each other for years. I had a relationship with him I will miss bad. We vented to each other about a lot of you too. Lol.
Anyway, I was apart of the beginnings of all this. I respect it all & have poured myself into this as well.
And...I'll be here on my friend's thread we started info for...for a long time. I loved Tim & he loved me. I will never be able to step in shoes. I don't have that caregiving soul he had.
MOTOCO stood for The Miracle of the Cannabis Oil. Most of you thought it was Tim & Mrs. Tim names. It didn't. We should try to incorporate this somehow?