Thank you John.
I had edited my post, but you got to it before I did. LOL It's a weird thing with me on privacy I guess, and there are so many people who are in much more serious situations than I.
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I was supposed to get my follow ups last year, but the "big bang" happened to me and I just couldn't deal with everything nor could I afford the cost of the medical visits (no health insurance). I had to throw out my plants, my oil..everything that would connect me to growing. Looking for a new job meant no oil, due to the drug testing. I had been on the oil for quite a few months, so my brain said to me "Have confidence in the oil, deal with everything else now". I had to choose what to deal with, literally... or go completely insane and lose everything.
There are so many benefits to this oil besides killing cancer cells, a few that I have just recently discovered. It will be with me permanently now.
I hold onto my confidence that I will be a success story, as you...and that I can go onto maintenance doses as so many others have been able to achieve.
I have become a master tacker, that makes me feel great. I get ZERO high with my tacking.
Which is why a video, in my opinion, would be so much help here. Not sure if it's even possible.
Don't know why I feel so much like I need reassurance, but it is what it is. Maybe it's because the time is drawing so close now. Motoco, yourself, Cajun and the rest of you have been such a tremendous help, and I know there are others out there who certainly need this confidence more than me!
Thanks so much!
Luvs and hugs my friend.