Hello ladies and gentleman! Thank you
@Oldbear for turning me onto this thread! I devoured pages 5-18 this morning while going potty. Despite walking weird until the blood returned in my legs, I am here and ready to reset my ECS.
Let me paint a little picture so anyone who might stumble across this can have some background.
I am in a fight with depression currently. It chokes you and squeezes any happiness out of your life. I am done living like that! I have been diagnosed with severe sleep apnea which my physician warns could be the cause of my depression. Did I mention I have insomnia as well?
So while I wait for my next sleep study, I've decided to try and get my tolerance down to a reasonable place. Coincidentally, I took a 12 day tbreak while on vacation in Hawaii. That was in early July. Upon returning I did what any cannabis lover would have done, rolled a big fat hooter!!!
Obviously, it didn't take long to get my tolerance back to normal levels.
I usually consume cannabis all day everyday. I made some bubble hash from my last harvest and that's been a wonderful little treat either in my vape bowl, on top of my bong bowl, or just in my bong bowl with nothing else. I've also been dabbing it since it melts so nice! I really dig edibles as well. I actually found this thread as a result of my quest for help making canna coconut oil.
Last night I had my last vape session. Im not sure if the clock started then or today but either way, I'm abstaining.
Day 1
I woke up this morning determined to finish reading this thread, which is a great read by the way thank you everyone here that has been so honest and forthcoming about their relationship with cannabis, and start my reset. Due to my motivation, I missed my wake and bake which would usually be either a bowl in the bong ( rarer and rarer for me to elevate this way) or a nice bowl or two in my desktop vape.
Like many have mentioned, I like to blaze while working in the garden. I checked things out in the garden, but started getting the itch already so I made plans to get outside and enjoy the beautiful weather here today.
I have found myself a little irritable but that's really expected as I know how I was the first day in Hawaii. I nearly bit my daughters head off at lunch. You know how those teenage girls can be...so much attitude.
As I write this, I am evaluating how I feel and I feel on edge, bored, and anxious about how bad sleep will be tonight. The wife and I are going to watch some Hulu and just have a nice night at home.
I have plenty of water and I have my reading planned on here for tonight. I have been in a constant state of research for some time now on
and there is so much good content.
That's it for today, unless something comes up, but I feel like its not going too bad. Makes me wonder if tomorrows gonna be hell.