In the meantime, as you source your materials just remember, to retrain your brain all you need to do is stimulate the 5 senses. Just by touching the dirt you are retraining, just by smelling your plant you are retraining, just by figuring out nutrient feedings you are retraining, just by seeing your results you are retraining and tasting the 420 medicine you are retraining. You probably already learned this in your occupational therapy like I did, but it applies to everything in our garden.
Even when you make mistakes you're are still rerouting brain cells to make organic connections. There is no pill that they can give you to do this. It's like physiotherapy for the brain and your family will eventually notice the difference. For me? I would say it took 3 months before my husband started to see remarkable results. And six months aka first harvest, to see the changes myself.
I wish so much for you...
...the day your wife celebrates because she can see progress.
...the day you taste your first harvest and how empowering that is.
...the day your kids graduate because growing saved your brain life.
...the day you sit back and realize you did this all by yourself.
Your brain injury friend...