Great job Ninja! I am so pleased that you are getting out there! No need to apologize for disappearing. You have a lot on your plate and it really sounds like you are making the most of your time and energy! I am so stoked for you hearing about your support group and getting your kids involved with growing. Such a great gift to pass on. My parents did that for me and I am forever grateful and know they are smiling down at me. It's a legacy for sure! Kudos my friend! If you can't be here, don't feel awkward at any time for popping in and saying "hi". I totally get it! Brother Mine! We could be ya know...did my DNA test and 50% of my blood is from your neck of the woods!