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[CronicHempHog]

wow 4.5 hrs thats like too much
no offense but i like when they have a more natural beauty where tons of makeup is not required to looks great
or is it that she had the natural beauty but maybe just a little insecure about it??

 

[Vapedogg223]

We had a long talk about it when we got home. Turned out she had lost many boy friends because of it . Many. I really didn't enjoy the picture she was painting. We talked long into the night about it. She promised she would do better.

I'm just curious how many times you heard something to the effect of "I spent that time making myself beautiful for you" during your conversation...

 

[OldMedMan]

headed out the door... Why would she cover up her complexion with that much make-up? Did you ask her that? I'm sure you did, but GAWD!

jandre........I thought she looked wonderful without any makeup at all and told her that many times.

I really wanted to be with her for a long time........everything about her was so endearing to me.

The makeup would go on...she would look at herself...then she thought it wasn't right...she would scrub her face and start all over again...over and over again. I still wonder how early she must have gotten up for our first date in Big Sur.

 

[OldMedMan]

wow 4.5 hrs thats like too much
no offense but i like when they have a more natural beauty where tons of makeup is not required to looks great
or is it that she had the natural beauty but maybe just a little insecure about it??

You know it man...it was crazy....funny thing was....when she finished, she looked like she was wearing almost no make up??

That was one of the great things about RS. She took maybe five minutes and was ready to go...and looked great.

Go figure.

 

[OldMedMan]

I'm just curious how many times you heard something to the effect of "I spent that time making myself beautiful for you" during your conversation...

Vape.....she actually never said anything like that. Other ladies did, but not her?????

 

[Vapedogg223]

jandre........I thought she looked wonderful without any makeup at all and told her that many times.

I really wanted to be with her for a long time........everything about her was so endearing to me.

The makeup would go on...she would look at herself...then she thought it wasn't right...she would scrub her face and start all over again...over and over again. I still wonder how early she must have gotten up for our first date in Big Sur.

Vape.....she actually never said anything like that. Other ladies did, but not her?????

Almost sounds like she was a little obsessive-compulsive?

 

[Bassman59]

I've been to one ballet in my life, About 1979, SF Ballet doing Nutcracker Ballet as well.

 

[OldMedMan]

Almost sounds like she was a little obsessive-compulsive?

I think your right Buddy. Later in life, looking back, I think I was drawn to the nutty ones. I sure ended up with one.

 

[OldMedMan]

I've been to one ballet in my life, About 1979, SF Ballet doing Nutcracker Ballet as well.

Hi Bass! Well if you are only going to see one......in my mind you saw the best.

 

[OldMedMan]

Well all this ballet talk has sent me back in time to when we first moved to Hawaii. It was around Christmas time and Jo was back visiting her family in NJ. She had come down with pneumonia, so she was there for a long time.

The Bolshoi Ballet from Russia was here for 12 performances of " Swan Lake". I spent the extra money..A hundred bucks to have dinner with the troupe and meet the dancers. I loved it. I had the pleasure of seeing 6 of the performances. They were all wonderful.

If you think I'm bad, one of the Professors at (HPU) Hawaii Pacific University where I was teaching, would take the whole season off and move to their flat in San Fransisco and stay for the whole ballet season. The Bastard!:

 

[fish cake]

Almost sounds like she was a little obsessive-compulsive?

just a little

 

[seagem]

Good Morning all,

Boy you are all up early, or have you been up all night.

OMM I will get to your PM tonight when I am online (taking the grandson to the zoo). I read your message last night and had answered all but the last part of your email when I was hitting send a popup window messed it all up and I lost it.

Sounds like Nat had a few hangup's. It's sad really when you think about it. Most people's problems leave deep scars in one way or another and it usually effects us and others because of something we haven't dealt with or don't know how to deal with.

OMM, She still leaves her impact on you and that's not a bad thing when you have good memories you can share.

Until we meet again, (this time I spelled it right) lol

 

[OldMedMan]

Is it just me? Where are all the Lady Growers tonight?

 

[fish cake]

Is it just me? Where are all the Lady Growers tonight?

maybe putting their make up on

 

[OldMedMan]

Good Morning all,

Boy you are all up early, or have you been up all night.

OMM I will get to your PM tonight when I am online (taking the grandson to the zoo). I read your message last night and had answered all but the last part of your email when I was hitting send a popup window messed it all up and I lost it.

Sounds like Nat had a few hangup's. It's sad really when you think about it. Most people's problems leave deep scars in one way or another and it usually effects us and others because of something we haven't dealt with or don't know how to deal with.

OMM, She still leaves her impact on you and that's not a bad thing when you have good memories you can share.

Until we meet again, (this time I spelled it right) lol

Hi Seagem I spoke too soon. Here is a lady grower! I was getting worried.

Still up as usual.

Have fun at the zoo! Honolulu has a great zoo, but since Jo and I can't walk too far, we haven't been in years. So it goes.

I will resend the email to you! No worries!

In all truth seagem....I should still be with her...I really fell for her. Her story will continue a bit more. It's so sad. She was just one sweet Lady. Crap! I'm I sniffling.

Hehe! You did get it right this time!

 

[OldMedMan]

fish cake I just love your sense of Humor!

 

[seagem]

Yep to early even for me. I woke at 05:30 central time. Usually my meds keep
me down until 9ish. It's not been a good night, 1 extra in the bed, the dog and me.
I think they slept on the 2 feet I usually get with just me and the dog. Taking a pillow
and napping on the 2 hours ride to the city.

Does that mean I have redeemed myself?

Ah yes falling in love, some just dont go away even with time. I know exactly how you feel.
I still talk with my first and he still loves me even though he is married. He asked me once
if something was wrong with him because he loved 2 women very very much. I met him
when he was 13 and i was 11. We were separated 4 years later ( my mom thought I was
doing hard drugs)and I ended up in (my state) and never really was able to get back to Oregon.
At 14 I did not know what drugs even were. She thought tic-tac's were reds and sent me
first thing on the plane.

I have alot of resentment towards her for that. Our relationship is better then it used to be
and she has admitted some of her mistakes in raising kids. So life goes on....

 

[Closet Farmer]

Fishcake! That was hillarious! LAMO!

Seagem! That is sad. Too bad so many parents jump to conclusions. They have the media and all these profit driven treatment centers pushing them to think the worst. What a waste. I sure hope things get better with your mom. If it was me, I think it would take a long time to truely forgive. I sure hope you can though. It sucks living with resentments.

Hey Good Buddy!! Yes, I am pretty sure where this is going. Didn't meat her! LoL! But I am pretty sure Vape dog hit it on the tail. She sounds like she has the OCD. Or COD Compulsive Obsessive Disorder. My God, she just went from a beautiful woman with a great complextion to a FISH!! Ouch!!


Oh man, I might have went over the line on that last one my friend. After I posted I came back to change it. But I figured I would write this instead. Please let me know if I just went South.

You are a real truely loving person. I do not say this in a gay way. I think you are the kind of person that would find beauty in everything. That is something you have that is special. Probably why people are so attracted to this journal.

 

[OldMedMan]

Yep to early even for me. I woke at 05:30 central time. Usually my meds keep
me down until 9ish. It's not been a good night, 1 extra in the bed, the dog and me.
I think they slept on the 2 feet I usually get with just me and the dog. Taking a pillow
and napping on the 2 hours ride to the city.

Does that mean I have redeemed myself?

Ah yes falling in love, some just dont go away even with time. I know exactly how you feel.
I still talk with my first and he still loves me even though he is married. He asked me once
if something was wrong with him because he loved 2 women very very much. I met him
when he was 13 and i was 11. We were separated 4 years later ( my mom thought I was
doing hard drugs)and I ended up in (my state) and never really was able to get back to Oregon.
At 14 I did not know what drugs even were. She thought tic-tac's were reds and sent me
first thing on the plane.

I have alot of resentment towards her for that. Our relationship is better then it used to be
and she has admitted some of her mistakes in raising kids. So life goes on....

You just caught me seagem.

I just loaded my Vape with some Church and was getting ready to watch Big Brother from England.....They are crazy. I really enjoy their humor.

Yep, some memories never die. They live on and on forever....
That is so sad your Mom misread the whole thing. Thinking back that was a time of drugs and things were published that frighten an older generation. Sad. You didn't tell me the answer to your man's question. Never mind...Yes you can love two people at the same time. Too bad we can't squeeze them into one. Probably wouldn't like the results thou.
Your right! So it goes. Spilled milk and all that.
That's just great that he still loves you.

Well, I think the Church is making me go cross eyed. I better finish up!

That's terrible those buggers didn't give you any room. A 2 hour nap..will have you fresh as a daisy...kind of anyway. I hope you have a wonderful day, Young Lady!

 

[OldMedMan]

Fishcake! That was hillarious! LAMO!

Seagem! That is sad. Too bad so many parents jump to conclusions. They have the media and all these profit driven treatment centers pushing them to think the worst. What a waste. I sure hope things get better with your mom. If it was me, I think it would take a long time to truely forgive. I sure hope you can though. It sucks living with resentments.

Hey Good Buddy!! Yes, I am pretty sure where this is going. Didn't meat her! LoL! But I am pretty sure Vape dog hit it on the tail. She sounds like she has the OCD. Or COD Compulsive Obsessive Disorder. My God, she just went from a beautiful woman with a great complextion to a FISH!! Ouch!!

CF your the man!

It sucks living with resentments. Your so right! It's too much to carry them around. Luckily my OE training helped me drop that heavy baggage. I didn't want to be pissed off the rest of my life.

Stupid me didn't really realize it was an internal problem for her, until it was too late, years, until I figured it out.
Like seagem just said...so it goes.