Trala’s Tent

[Trala]

Omg!

Are you ready to embark on an emotional journey with me? It’s full of the usual manic skullfuckery that is my life.

If not:-

Short version: I killed Rosie

Long version: Nightshift, prolly one of the best I’ve ever had tbh, so I drive home on a high, delighted in my own head space. I’m planning my mental health walk and jobs to be done after a cheeky kip. I go greet my girls and I’m faced with this:-

So I decided before I try to fix her, I’ll go for a walk, clear my head so I can make a rational well thought out plan that will serve me best. Let’s just say didn’t go as I’d entirely planned. I could blame myself but I prefer to shift the blame to Jay Z coz I’m just too tired to carry the weight of such a shit move lol.

I’m getting flashbacks of Mimmy. I’m not sure if you remember. In fact best forgotten. But omg you know what! That was a post nightshift brain move too!

So I have an hours nap and wake up with that feeling of impending doom with a sprinkle of hope. Maybe I dreamt it! Yeah nah. Look in my defence, I’m an absolute fucking idiot who is both impulsive and careless.

So now I’m in fix your fuck up mode and I really looked at my Bloom Room bench, and omg how plants haven’t toppled before I do not know. (And as I typed that I’m getting dejavu this isn’t my first fallen plant). Like they are just hanging in there. Every. Single. Day!

Exhibit A

As you can see, that silver reflector top acts like women’s shapewear. It hides a multitude of sins! Makes you think my body is alright when in actual fact it’s a problem ridden hot fucking mess.

So what to do? Lucky for me my man is at work, because I need access to his work area, which is an area I’m not allowed in. According to him I take things that I have no business taking. So I found this long piece of plasterboard, which I hope isn’t asbestos, because it was a bit crumbly on the ends, and a motherfucker to carry alone and get through doorways lol and it’s a perfect fit! My bench is now level as fuck! No more tippy mcgoo. And if my man asks me if I’ve seen his plaster, I’ll deny, deny, deny. For me, I find a good foundation of lies and deception helps keep my relationship super happy! Lolling!

Exhibit B

So this is where we are at with her shapewear back on. Level as fuck.

I’m gonna try and put my self loathing in a bubble and blow it away. I’m gonna be thankful. Be grateful. I’m gonna grab new grow opportunities which are gifted to me (thanks Stinker) and we’re gonna start again.

On the upside I’ve finally hit my three plants in each area, two 12:12 and one auto. There’s always a silver lining, just sometimes you gotta really squint to see it LOLLING!

Rosie on the other hand is not living her best day It’s a reflection of life really. One day you’re living your best life never wanting the glitter or laughter to end and the next you’re fucked up and hanging from your arsehole just wanting it to be done. What a difference 4 days can make! Lol!

RIP Rosie Bee. I’m super super sorry.

But despite my stupidness, I have tbh. Right at this moment I feel so grateful to have you all in my life. Thanks for just being here. Love your guts. Xo

Onwards and upwards!

 

[Lerugged]

Nice wall art. Almost looks like a fresh Doobie plant.

 

[stinker]

Hi Tra, sorry to see that Rosie fell. Shit happens! "Onwards and upwards!" Gardens look fantastic.

Be careful. Those unsupported edges of the drywall are week and will get weaker.

 

[StoneOtter]

Eh, she was sassing you behind your back I hear, serves her right! Jealous of you having legs or feet or something to move around with.

 

[Trala]

Nice wall art. Almost looks like a fresh Doobie plant.

Lolling!

Thats coz it is.

I’ll work out what I’m gonna do with her today.

 

[Trala]

Hi Tra, sorry to see that Rosie fell. Shit happens! "Onwards and upwards!" Gardens look fantastic.

My face when I went into The Bloom Room. So devo. So so devo!

Be careful. Those unsupported edges of the drywall are week and will get weaker.

Omg I don’t know what this means! Is it dry wall? I don’t even know what dry wall is. I thought it was plasterboard while having no idea what plasterboard actually means lol. It did create white powder marks when I bumped into walls, like chalky. That triggered my inner I hope this isn’t asbestos alarm lol.

 

[Trala]

Eh, she was sassing you behind your back I hear, serves her right! Jealous of you having legs or feet or something to move around with.

Omg I’m such an impulsive idiot. I really am.

But I have a few defences

1. I had been awake for 2 days
2. I had been awake for 2 days
3. I had been awake for 2 days

#Trama4lyf

Lolling

 

[Stunger]

I hope you have some R&R coming up soon Tra, you're doing great!

 

[StoneOtter]

My face when I went into The Bloom Room. So devo. So so devo!

Omg I don’t know what this means! Is it dry wall? I don’t even know what dry wall is. I thought it was plasterboard while having no idea what plasterboard actually means lol. It did create white powder marks when I bumped into walls, like chalky. That triggered my inner I hope this isn’t asbestos alarm lol.

Plasterboard, drywall, same thing. Made of calcium here. Mostly rock. Sheetrock is another name.

 

[Trala]

I hope you have some R&R coming up soon Tra, you're doing great!

I have one cheeky day off, then it is back for the weekend.

And considering the skullfuckery of yesterday I think great is an oversell.

Lolling!

 

[Trala]

Plasterboard, drywall, same thing. Made of calcium here. Mostly rock. Sheetrock is another name.

Is it no good Mr Oh?

 

[Trala]

And can we just take a moment to really saturate your eyeballs with my natural inability to build. The amount of loose and movable parts to my foundation. There is literally two fabric topped poofs in there, a little side table, random pieces of wood, tiles, even decking off cuts! And that plasterboard table runner! Even makes me wtf?! And when I want to make it really stable, I just add a brick! Lolllingggggg!

And the funniest part, I’ve sneaky sneaked all those pieces of wood and stuff from my man’s build area!

 

[StoneOtter]

Is it no good Mr Oh?

Should be ok. Minerals is what it is. My grow shop guy was out of calcium one time and he told me to grind some sheetrock up and mix it in my soil as instead.

 

[Trala]

Should be ok. Minerals is what it is. My grow shop guy was out of calcium one time and he told me to grind some sheetrock up and mix it in my soil as instead.

Is it strong? Like I thought coz you make walls with it it would be okay as a base.

 

[Carcass]

And when I want to make it really stable, I just add a brick!

I remember the first time I posted in this thread, years ago- you had
just knocked a plant off a fence post- I thought it went into the pool, but, luckily, it only made it to the garden...
...so much has changed since then...

Is it strong? Like I thought coz you make walls with it it would be okay as a base.

Probably strong enough- It won't hold much weight without cracking, but if you support it well enough it should work fine...
And try not to get it wet..her shapewear should keep that from happening..

 

[Trala]

I remember the first time I posted in this thread, years ago- you had
just knocked a plant off a fence post- I thought it went into the pool, but, luckily, it only made it to the garden...
...so much has changed since then...

Lolling!

I’m such an annoying person.

I remember a mental health patient of all people telling me the true definition of insanity is doing the same thing while expecting a different outcome.

If this is true, I’m as mad as a cut fucking snake!

Probably strong enough- It won't hold much weight without cracking, but if you support it well enough it should work fine...
And try not to get it wet..her shapewear should keep that from happening..

I have some yard plastic. Do you think I should waterproof the shapewear?

My goal is to remove the calamity of wood, bricks, poofs, tiles and side tables that is her foundation and build a stable house of crates. Evenly sized, and shaped, and strengthed something the big bad wolf can’t blow down, then putting a better top on it. Right now I have no idea what that top is coz I thought the plasterboard was perfect. Lollll

 

[Trala]

Kk I’m putting a line under the disasters of yesterday and resetting.

I’m gonna focus on the good.

I have officially reached my grow goal for the moment.

Two 12:12’s and an auto in the Bloom Room and two 12:12’s and an auto in the Veg Tent!

The Bloom Room

The Veg Tent

Here’s to the future, and fingers crossed I can wake her.

Thanks for all your nice words after my day shift from hell. It really meant a lot to me.

I have a cheeky single day off, and my man is going to golf, so it’s time for me to live my best life!

Hope you have the best day!

 

[Carcass]

I have some yard plastic. Do you think I should waterproof the shapewear?

If the shapewear has holes in it, then maybe you should...drywall just dissolves when it gets real wet, and you definitely don't want that happening...

Does your man have any plywood laying around that you could use to make a shelf?

 

[Jungle Joseph]

That gib board won't last long T.
Butter up the pool-boy and get him to build you a sturdy shelf.

 

[Trala]

If the shapewear has holes in it, then maybe you should...drywall just dissolves when it gets real wet, and you definitely don't want that happening...

Does your man have any plywood laying around that you could use to make a shelf?

Ok I will.

And not sure. I’ll bring it up tonight. He’s at a golf tournament today. Him and his stupid mates have a pink shirt theme and the day involves heavy drinking. It will be a perfect time to request things lol.