Omg I walked into today with such low expectations. My heart just felt so stupid sad. That’s the thing about depression, it’s fucked. So I picked up my dream big book my mum gave me. It’s a little book of inspirational jargon, and the irony that the person who gifted me the book also killed herself is not lost on me lolling! Anyhoo I flipped it and got the message I needed. Took my plants outside, looked up and the sun smiled at me.
From there those words have become a self fulfilling prophecy. I decided to sort some gardens out, and clean up. First thing I needed was plants and mulch. Took 2 trips to the nursery in my little Mazda to get it all home.
Then the nursery big smiled at me:-
I have got so much done. Gave my guns a workout too!
Got my seed trays prepped for my Black Sugar grow with Mel, hopefully. I will plant two seeds in the morning.
Planted some cuttings, or as us weedy’s call em, clones!
Totally got Alfie's garden planted.
I want to repurpose this for his sign. I think it would look cool. It’s the legs from the old wooden free chairs I had on the rotting pool deck. I want to cut those legs down. I swear if I knew how to start the grinder, I’d try and do it myself! But safety first, so I’ll have to wait till tomorrow when my man is home.
Omg the mulch! Bit of a funny. Because I’m so shit at guesstimating I worked out I’d need 7 x 50L bags of mulch. I needed 3. The remaining 4 bags got spread under my trees lol. My arms got the biggest workout.
Stopped in at the Bee Cemetery
Laid some flowers at my Dog Cemetery
Had this run up my arm. I tell you, the scariest thing about a spider running up your arm is the 2 hours of jumping at everything that brushes against you that follows lol!
And just to keep it a little bit on topic, this is my White Widow.
So to those of you just waking up to Thursday, it starts shaky, and then it slayssssssss!
Right these laps aren’t gonna swim themselves! Hoo roo