Sorry to hear about Mimmy
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I don’t think you made the McPoopy pants issue about you at all. You reacted to it based on your own tragic experience and because of that, to me, it was kind of a normal reaction at the end of an exhausting and frustrating day. I know how heartbroken you were to find those dead limbs on Mimmy and I also know what it’s like to want a beautiful plant straight thru to harvest - and that’s hard for all of us to achieve, so don’t be so hard on yourself! Honestly I’m impressed with how beautiful your plants are, the videos you are posting, and the hard work you’ve put into them. Just keep on doing what you’ve been doing! I love that rock and roll table btw.