It's been over a month since I tore the tent down and headed off to my first vacation in 7 years. I learned that I need to be growing and two months off is about a month and a half too long for me.
I've been wandering the threads like a homeless waif, but I've also been incredibly busy researching and writing blog posts associated with Concentrated Cannabis Oil (CCO) and, of course, vacationing. As I've delved deeper into the study of the Endocannabinoid System and how Phytocannabinoids aid and enhance the body's natural defenses it's become obvious that my grows will now be geared more towards the production of CCO and edible meds than recreational. I voluntary gave up any and all cannabis to take this vacation, and that experience, coupled with the information I've uncovered in my studies, has caused me to accept the importance of cannabis to my own health and the value of incorporating concentrated cannabis oils in our lives.
Why I'm Growing
I'll continue to use cannabis recreationally, but the focus has shifted more towards the medicinal applications. It's time to heal myself and to offer the potential through oils to my daughter, who's suffered too much in her life from a debilitating Severe Anxiety Disorder that's been complicated with obesity and the threat of diabetes. I'd hope to avoid the path her father took.
This grow is all about change - change of grow space, change of lighting, change of attitude. From this point out I'll be running a healing garden. My choices of strains will be guided by the physical malady it's meant to treat, predominantly my daughter's anxiety, which we plan to treat through tacking, and my battle with scalp psoriasis, coupled with the aches and creaks of the aging body. My daughter's low tolerance for cannabis is further challenged by her penchant to have panic attacks while euphoric. Proper tacking will eliminate the concerns about euphoria, and the inclusion of some methods of Creative Inhibition will increase the number of cannabinoids working in her system, thus increasing the medicinal effectiveness. I'm determined to help her heal.
I still have 18 days before I get home, but I feel a need to begin working out the complexities of the planning stage, so I'm starting the grow journal now to document that process. I've come into a bit of mad money and I want to be cautious about where it gets directed. There's such a danger of frivolous and impulsive spending. My hope is that with all the brilliant minds who've supported me looking over my shoulder I can be more thoughtful and make wise purchases.
What I'll Be Growing
I'll be starting with autos setting up the perpetual machine again. Everything, and I mean everything is open for discussion as I begin the preparations. I haven't settled on strains or spaces or anything else, other than my plan to plant the day after I get home on the 3rd of February.
So let's get to work.