Daily Update: Perpetual Tent - Week 15, Day 1
Maintenance notes:
- Strawberry Blue got harvested. Cut, washed, hung to dry in the hallway. Smells incredible!!!!
- Carnival got her Recharge, her next TransWater drench and a DeStress foliar.
- Afghani #2 got thoroughly watered.
- All Kit plants got a DeStress foliar.
- Shifted everyone again to get both Thunderpaws up under the LED panels.
Let's take a walk and see what's up.
Wow, was she the thirsty one this morning!!
Everything got shifted again. I wanted the CFLs for the Jamaican Dream so that meant that Thunderpaws #1 needed to be over here. It's like a giant 3-dimensional jigsaw puzzle, isn't it? It was one of those things that looked totally impossible until I just took a deep breath and jumped in. Then it all fell right together. I need to remind myself that this is basically how life works. It's only intimidating until you jump in the water and start swimming.
The Dark Devil Auto is hidden all the way in the back. Kind of a pain to get to, but I sense she's just delighted to be left alone to just grow.
She's at 40 days now.
Cant wait to get more lights on the White Widow.
With Thunderpaws #1 on the other side of the tent under the LED panels tha cleaves th CFL strip for Jamaican Dream. That will keep her happier until I can get more bulbs in a few days.
Everyone's tucked in securely. One more look back befor zipping it all up. Let me get out of their way and let it all cook.
Done! WooHoo! Time for a serious buzz and some intense body sculpting.
I let my daughter know today that her mother is determined to divest herself of her earthly possessions and go vagabond on her. Not that it'll happen overnight, but I offered her and her fella a sizable commission for taking over the marketing of the more valuable items, like his fossil collection and trains. Before I'm done I'll be down to bare minimum. At the very least I'm ready for a lighter journey in life. Step one is lose all the extraneous stuff.
I caught the the poor kid off guard. That seems to be what I do these days.
Is this a weird stage of grief I wasn't aware of? The utter desperation for change? I'm trying to proceed with caution, because it occurs to me that people do crazy things at this stage of life, but the determination is growing, so I expect at the very least I'm going to lighten the load. Once that happens all bets are off. Well, I still have that lawsuit to attend to, and I'll be dropping off the last of the medical records this week, so I should know how that's proceeding soon. Take a breath Susan and just ride it out. There's lots of time Girl. It only feels like there isn't.
Tonight it's just a sweet session of Callanetics, so desperation can take a pill for a while. I'll be hitting the threads on and off as I pulse, so I'll be seeing you around.