No need to be sorry. There's an ebb and flow for all of us- just the way it is, and being on this forum can be a little like being naked at times. It's not comfortable to say a lot when you don't really feel up to it. Neither is it necessary.
Glad to see the plant's happier. My Mama Thai is definitely coming around as well. I'm watering and feeding up at 6.3 now and she seems to be much happier. The only other possible cause of the improvement, I think, could be the flush I did on her. I don't think she really needed flushing though so I'm pretty sure it's just that she prefers a higher ph range than some of my other plants. That's been my observation in the past as well, over the last 18 months or so that I've been growing that strain. Like I keep saying- when/if I ever get some clones going - I will proceed to do some torture tests on them to try and 100% confirm this.