Testing The ViparSpectra XS1000 With VetSmoke85

@VetSmoke85

You struggle to keep jobs. Do you have a problem with authority in the work place but for whatever reason felt at home with authority in the military.
Something I noticed with myself, in civi street I couldn't stand being told what to do but in the military I felt at home with it.
I grew up in the system which probably had a lot to do with it but even now I struggle with authority in the work place or just civi life in general.
 
VetSmoke85 said:
They looked pretty good last time I saw mate. What you need to do is get a link to your journal in your signature.:laugh: Photos are nice in that you have more margin for error.
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How do I go about linking my journal to my signature.
I tried last time when editing my profile but whatever I done it didn't work lol
 
MGD420 said:
@VetSmoke85

You struggle to keep jobs. Do you have a problem with authority in the work place but for whatever reason felt at home with authority in the military.
Something I noticed with myself, in civi street I couldn't stand being told what to do but in the military I felt at home with it.
I grew up in the system which probably had a lot to do with it but even now I struggle with authority in the work place or just civi life in general.
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It's not so much authority with me but I get bored and lose interest quickly. I learn what I need to know and then move on. Even in the military the longest posting I did was just over 3 years but I wasn't there for 20 months of that. After a year in one job or location I get itchy. In civi street I guess I've struggled most with adapting to what's important to civilian companies. I still laugh when people lose their minds over what I'd deem as nothing important. Did anyone die? Nope? Well it's all good then, we'll fix the problem.
 
Bill284 said:
Good morning @MGD420 hope you are ok my friend.
I'm sorry to hear of your issues.
I personally suffer similar problems and can relate. :green_heart:
I started taking cbd on a daily basis.
It has relived my anxiety and helped immensely with sleep.
I don't know if you have access to it where you are.
UK laws fek.
But if you can get it I'd recommend giving it a try.
I also take rso which helps with health issues.
I recommend that highly aswell, but it's harder to get a hold of than cbd.
Take care
Bill
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We can get cbd here in the uk but nothing that contains anything above 0.2% THC.
I have used cbd in the past 2000+mg full spectrum and for a few days it helped with sleep and over-all made me feel a little calmer inside so it definitely does something but it's expensive at least the stuff I bought was.
 
MGD420 said:
How do I go about linking my journal to my signature.
I tried last time when editing my profile but whatever I done it didn't work lol
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I just copy the browser address from page 1 of my journal and paste that into my signature section on my profile. If that makes sense. Lol
 
VetSmoke85 said:
It's not so much authority with me but I get bored and lose interest quickly. I learn what I need to know and then move on. Even in the military the longest posting I did was just over 3 years but I wasn't there for 20 months of that. After a year in one job or location I get itchy. In civi street I guess I've struggled most with adapting to what's important to civilian companies. I still laugh when people lose their minds over what I'd deem as nothing important. Did anyone die? Nope? Well it's all good then, we'll fix the problem.
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Boredom is something I get a lot of, nothing seems to satisfy/occupy my mind long enough to keep me engaged.
I definitely have issues with others showing their authority over me, I don't know when to bite my tongue in those situations lol.
Yea I'm not one for letting things bother me in the same way it does a lot of others either. At times I find what a lot of people might consider stressful I perceive it as normal yet on the other hand things that aren't typically a big issue can be in my mind. It's a bit of a double edged sword.
 
MGD420 said:
It does. Maybe that would explain why it didn't work for me last time then, I'm using the 420Magazine app on android lol
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I use my phone but on a web browser. Didn't realise there was an app. Lol
 
I'm finding the current situation in Ukraine very difficult. I can't just go about my day and not think about what's happening over there.
 
VetSmoke85 said:
Hope the green helps mate. It does for me and my cousin. I always thought people with ADHD were just loud and had lots of energy etc but that's just some and there is so much more to it. It's interesting to learn about actually. All the little traits and behaviours. Some can come across as lazy or lethargic but it's just they get exhausted because their mind goes 2 million mph and it wipes them out mentally and physically.
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It does to an extent.
My minds always racing, it never stops unless I'm sleeping.
I have a milder form of tourettes aswell which can at times frustrate the living shit out of me, how people with severe tourettes deal with it I do not know. Having tourettes drains me physically and mentally. I've noticed with some strains it brings it on more. Not 100% sure if its sativa that helps more or indica, CBD has some effect.
What I'm not completely sure on either is if stimulants actually make it worse for me as I've had different experiences over the years to suggest it helps but I've just never really paid that much attention at the time to know for certain.
One thing I do know is that with ADHD stimulants can be helpful.
 
VetSmoke85 said:
I'm finding the current situation in Ukraine very difficult. I can't just go about my day and not think about what's happening over there.
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Definitely, I follow the news on a daily basis regarding the situation in Ukraine and one of the clips they showed that has stuck in my mind was of a distraught 4 year old kid trying to comfort herself with a stuffed toy while crying for her dad as both her mum and the little girl fled to Poland. At that moment i watched it i had no words, it was gut renching, heartbreaking just seeing that.
I think it put things into perspective on a personal level where I could relate for a moment because I have a daughter of similar age and would never want to see her like that or ever have to go through such atrocity.
 
MGD420 said:
Definitely, I follow the news on a daily basis regarding the situation in Ukraine and one of the clips they showed that has stuck in my mind was of a distraught 4 year old kid trying to comfort herself with a stuffed toy while crying for her dad as both her mum and the little girl fled to Poland. At that moment i watched it i had no words, it was gut renching, heartbreaking just seeing that.
I think it put things into perspective on a personal level where I could relate for a moment because I have a daughter of similar age and would never want to see her like that or ever have to go through such atrocity.
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It's absolutely heartbreaking. So tough for the little ones. When I was leaving the military I was sorting all my kit out to give back and my daughter (6) asked what I was doing, I explained and she said "does this mean you don't have to go to war anymore?". I said yes and she just ran across the room and gave me a massive hug.
 
VetSmoke85 said:
They're fun aren't they. I've had some good ones and some not so good ones but I find them fun to grow. I think my favourite was this northern lights I did in a 6" pot. Couldn't believe how big it got.
Northern Lights Auto

Northern Lights Auto

Around 5 weeks old.
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I know plenty of people grow in small pots and it's something I'll be doing in my next grow when I go the traditional hempy route next time.
Do the plants no get top heavy and want to fall over in small pots ?
Something I've always wondered but never asked, as you'll know by this and previous grows I use massive buckets lol Maybe one day when I get around to growing photo's I will no doubt try grow a monster in something 3 time's the size of what i grow in now just for shits and giggles.
 
VetSmoke85 said:
It's absolutely heartbreaking. So tough for the little ones. When I was leaving the military I was sorting all my kit out to give back and my daughter (6) asked what I was doing, I explained and she said "does this mean you don't have to go to war anymore?". I said yes and she just ran across the room and gave me a massive hug.
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Kids are innocent in all of this, a lot of them probably won't even understand exactly what's going on or why it's happening either all they know is their reality as they know has been turned upside down in an instant. Truely heartbreaking to see, as adults we know that evil exists in the world and the implications and horror that war brings with it, kids on the other hand don't but will have forever have to live with the atrocities, death and destruction forced on them by other's.

I bet that was an amazing moment for you mate. Even more for your daughter knowing that her daddy wouldn't need to leave again.
My daughters my rock mate, the reason i still breath and keep going, the reason I get out of bed each day.
 
MGD420 said:
Do the plants no get top heavy and want to fall over in small pots ?
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They certainly do. I've got away with letting them lean against something when I've used tiny pots, but you could weigh them down with rocks or use those plant yo-yos to hold them up.
Grand Daddy Black said:
Do you recall how many times a day you had to water her during peak growth?
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Morning and evening I recall. She suffered a bit as I had to go over to Denmark for a week and left the Mrs in charge. It survived but wasn't happy at all by the time I got home. I think the yield would've been even better if I hadn't gone away at that time. I think I got an oz dried off it.
 
Thank you to both you and your family for your service '85. I can't even comment on all of this, it makes me sick to my stomach
 
Krissi1982 said:
Thank you to both you and your family for your service '85. I can't even comment on all of this, it makes me sick to my stomach
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It's truly awful. Praying for some kind of ceasefire soon.
 
VetSmoke85 said:
It's truly awful. Praying for some kind of ceasefire soon.
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It's what you guys said, the children in all of this. Just breaks my heart
 
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