Great evening to you Ms Sue, your garden is kicking some butt there and looking fantastic. We have to learn that SC trick, without killing the plant lol. Keep up all the great work Sue
Blessed Buds our friend and be well
Sure, I'll share that CHAD.
Why certainly, I'll have another.
I was thinking more along the lines of the cannabis making it harder to remember things. The obsessive loop? That's grief. I learned to embrace it and move on, but I'm an outlier in many respects, and my approach to grief was all my own. Lol!
You're looking at it backwards CHAD. You see loss, and I can certainly appreciate how that feeling gained the upper hand in that loop, but the reality is you'll look back on the event at some point and consider it the best thing that could have happened. At this point in time you're a little too close to be able to see the benefits, but trust me, they're right in front of you, and when you recognize them you'll probably laugh at how obvious it was.
It's just one of those quirks in life. It sucks that the person who you needed to understand the most chose not to, but that only suggests to me that somewhere out there is a better fit for you. Another of those cosmic quirks we don't often recognize until we run right smack into the love of our life. Lol!
You caught me in a philosophical mood CHAD. We can blame it on the cannabis.
A little Chem Dawg?
ahhhh the chem dawg. I picked up that strain in January and hands down my favourite all year. You picked a good one 
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Don't get me wrong I've long since moved past grief. Now I focus on my self and things I can change. I recently quit smoking and started running. I do a 5k in about 35-40minutes and sometimes I feel like I can keep going. It's a big boost for me. I am extremely grateful that it wasn't worse than it was. I am controlled with medication and have been seizure free so I've been able to drive.
I will listen to one of your philosophical rants any day haha.
I'll just pass this on back to you,
Garden looks lovely. Buds are looking big n beefy
Smoke green and prosper
A nice find in the middle of the night. 
I ordered mine the other day, since it was the blue one I was really after, so it won't be here until sometime between the 5th and 9th of August. I'll be dropping a photo of mine on this journal when it gets here. 
I'm sleeping soundly, which is half the battle. This time of the year I like to be up during the longer daytime hours. A little shift is called for. 
I can also hold my jars of grass! I still habe a lot of dry buds leftCool rik!
Feel free to share a photo of yours here. Hold a small plant to keep completely on target.
Good morning everyone
Up until 3-4 AM translates to sleeping until 9. I'm not entirely happy with that, but I do live unstructured, meaning it doesn't really matter, does it?
Time to fix breakfast and get to the delightful work of updates. Before I leave you let me encourage you to allow joy to continue bubbling forth, giving you copious reserves to share with the lucky folks who walk into your personal atmosphere. Joy, by its very nature, was meant to be shared, and quite frankly I've yet to meet another online community that does that better than ours.
Make me proud. Get out there and share the joy.
Greetings Sue, your garden is beautiful and serene. I'm always reading your stuff in the background, it's hard to stop reading in some cases.
Your notes that you are able to synthesize from your webinars are so invaluable to me. The best formatting for my brain. You last wrote about patients teaching their doctors about CBD.
I have started doing this with my family doctor and we had a great debate yesterday about whether CBD is physco-traumatic or not. Even though she's deadset on it NOT being used as a medicine, pure recreational is what she honestly implied. But, she is a really open doctor, I confided in her, I told her I'm getting ready to do a CBD trial to cure my brain trauma.
She said, she'll believe it when she see's it. So I'm happy that this challenge is now out in the open and she's ready to document any medical changes. It made me remember your notes and I realized that patients will be the reason why Cannabis will be accepted.
To think, we are the ones to educate and record our stories, makes me feel like I can do some good while I rehab myself. Very inspirational stuff.
Question for you. Do you find Barney's Farm CBD Critical Cure a sativa dom or indica dom?
Always great to read your journal at the beginning of my day.
Blessings
I'm crowded too, 2 weeks left. Need a bigger tent!
You are a bit crowded in there Agock. How big is that tent? Any plans for expansion? 
to my joyful journal. I see you're relatively new to the site, so a hearty welcome to the forums and the 
community. Are you finding everything to your liking? Is there anything we can do to help you settle in more comfortably? Planning to start a grow journal?
I'm so thrilled to hear you've opened up to your doctor. That experience will change how she views cannabis. Thank you for being so brave.
It's up to us to entice our doctors. They want reliable results with controlled doses. Those things fit more comfortably into a pharmaceutical paradigm, so they get nervous when we start talking things like "full-plant medicines" and "cannabinoid ratios."" New can be scary, but we have faith in our plants, and I have faith in our endocannabinoid systems.
Barney's Farm CBD Critical Cure, arguably the perfect CBD strain, is an indica-dominant strain. Cajun recommended it for that very reason. The daughter is sensitive to the sativa terpene profiles.
Some better shots of Devil's Carnival.
